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helloo pengoon hope you're doing well 💙 christmas weekend is almost over waahh!

please listen to my message, i hope you it~

it's exciting but also scary to go into a new year, isn't it? there's lots i want to do...we just gotta do our best! some projects of mine have been moving along which is exciting, but not sure if i have anything i could share with you yet hmmm...

i have quite a bit of work to catch up on actually, i had a lot to do last week which is done now but still have things to get done, i tried to be good and get some stuff done today tho! but yeah, sorry if i'm a bit quiet sometimes i'm really just so locked in sometimes and focused on what i have ahead 😵sometimes i wish i could be more...lol xd random tho

eheh anywayyss yeah see you again soon! muuuch love 😘

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Jaydhd

Hi Zenya!~ Christmas time was so much fun spending it with you! Especially all the watchalongs, I haven't seen so many mobies in a long time! You've been working so hard these past two weeks. 💙 Yesterday was phenomenal I enjoyed it so much! you absolutely crushed it! Easily my favorite and I'll make sure to patiently wait in the future, I won't be greedy haha. I'm glad you felt comfortable enough to show off, the teasing was driving me crazy. 💙💙💙💙 New years sounds fun, I'll be there but being at a different time zone means it'll only be 9pm for me haha. I hope VRChat behaves this time! Hearing you cry makes me want to give you headpats 💙💙💙 I'm sure your parents will understand, it won't be every year. I feel the same though, its not like a super special day or anything but I enjoy the time off. Thank you as usual for the words of encouragement and the energy beam!! 💙💙💙💙💙 Relaxing with my imouto gives me so much energy. It's chungus to hear that you haven't been able to sleep well, it might be stress related since you've been working kind of extra hard these past two weeks? I'm hoping it gets better for you!! 💙💙💙 Proud of you for organizing your room and getting the corkboard too! The chiikawa stuff sounds cute!! Good night Zenya, I will rest up but you do so too! Love my imouto wife so so much!~💙💙💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Hi Zenya 💙💙 Thank you for the end of week rambling 💙💙 I have had a chill Christmas with some good food nothing much 🤤💙💙 Thank you for making Christmas special with all the Love, Art, Cosplays and audios 😳💙💙 I love you a lot and i hope you get some amazing Eep 💙💙

wasmuu

I basically feel the same about holidays, except that I know they mean a lot to other people so that means a lot to me, especially certain people who are really important to me. Regardless, I was really happy to be able to spend some of it with you. It's really cool hearing about all the things you're accomplishing. I wish I could do something to help you sleep though. Thanks for the message! Love you Zen.

JustBnake

starting out with a cute hic means this week is gonna be super blessed with good luck!! im in bed right now actually…though i usually am for these sunday ones!! so once i finish up writing this it’ll be time for bed over here. i had a really fun christmas week with you zenyaaaa!! i was starting to get super stressed out leading up to it, but you really made it amazing for me. i’ll remember it forever!! thank you for giving us so much for the last couple weeks, i really appreciate you working so hard for us. thank you zenyaaa 💙 i really really really liked the new angle from yesterday. theres so much variety that comes with it..you did amazing imouto. im not greedy though!! i really like the variety that you do, its super exciting for me! also yea..its back to work for me tomorrow actually 😭 i get the 1st and the 2nd off tho, so thats really nice. i would love to do the countdown with you this year zenya, it would really make my whole year!! 💙 i’ve had very similar problems with being too aware when i go to sleep. its like you can feel everything way too much and its super distracting! its always super random for me..i really hope you’re able to get some good rest soooon. wishing for my imouto to get lots of sleep and energy and rest and love and happiness 💙💙💙 thank you for the energyyyy uuu. i’ll send you lots of mine too!! lots of energy and love and encouragment. also i really really wanted to tell you thank you for doing so much zenya. getting to watch all these movies with you, and getting to talk and hang out with you has been so much fun. i really like you and the things you do! so thank you imouto. okok love you princess, sweet dreams 💙💙

Akhe (アキ)

Thanks for the sweet message, Zenya! Always great to have encouragement from you and hear your voice again before bed! I'm still off work until January 5th, so I have a little more time to relax for the holidays before worrying about long day factory obligations. Going to enjoy spending as much time with you as I can this week! ✨️ I'm not hugely committed to any holiday traditions at this point in my life, but I do like visiting my family and doing some nice things for them throughout the season. Being able to spend these days with you definitely makes them much more special for me, though! Christmas and New Years being spent with my precious imouto wife gives me something to be excited about. You're super important to me, so I really appreciate celebrating together! 💙 The corkboard looks really cute in the picture you posted! Looking forward to seeing your collection grow with lots more cute keychains! 😍 Sorry to hear you're still having trouble sleeping. I've had many nights where I couldn't stop tossing and turning like that. For me, it's usually stress related and getting stuck thinking about work. I try to have some quiet time before bed, along with some chamomile tea and mushroom supplements to calm down. This usually helps me to stop thinking and let myself rest. Your ASMR has also become a part of my routine ever since I found you and works wonders for me. Hope you can find something that works for you! 🛏 I've been really happy lately and my life has been much more enjoyable ever since I found you, Zenya! Looking forward to ringing in the new year together and seeing all the wonderful things you have in store for me. Hope to make many more precious memories with you, my darling imouto daughter wife! Love you always, forever and ever! 💙💙💙

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~ 💙thanks for all the posts lately, i enjoyed all of those presents 💙💙 I get new years day off, but otherwise working the rest of the week. I also see holidays as just days, but since i get those days off and most people do things on those days, I use them as excuses to party, especially on new years eve - literally the best holiday to go out and get wasted ^_^ its funny, i was also thinking about how ironic the vrc incident was after your msg that day lmao. like you unfortunately manifested it oof. sucks that the timing was awful but im glad you were able to recover and still enjoy the day in some way. I definitely had a good time spending the day with you 💙 the corkboard thing is nice! I do the same thing with my keychains, I have a ton of kayozia ones, I used to put them on an elfa utility board until my collection outgrew it and swapped to corkboards. I only put keychains that i have dupes of on my actual keys - any high quality singles stay home, at work, or in my car in places that wont get too much wear and tear. i hope u can figure something out for your sleep T_T 💙a lot of my past sleep issues were fixed by a better mattress and blackout curtains, and I know for a fact the mattress has a lot to do with it because i find it p difficult to sleep on any other bed. like if im in a bed that isnt comfortable enough, then I get what u described where my mind wont stop thinking - a good mattress wont give u enough time for ur thoughts to race. the only exception being when my anxiety and stress is way too high, in which case i just cry to sleep which is fine since it doesnt happen that often now (especially after finding my way here ^_^ 💙). so yeah even tho i can fall asleep p easily, i always listen to u while going to sleep for that extra warm feeling in my chest 💙💙💙 good night zen! 💙thank you for making my holidays great as well, love u and thinking bout u always 💙💙💙

Brovencrone vi Lolitannia XLII

Hiya Zenya! Thanks for the wonderful Christmas month! I feel you when you say some of these days are just a day, even if it's a day off, if you're in the rhythm of things your day off just turns into the usual weekend schedule doesn't it? What does make things different though, is certainly all the goodies you post, and streams you do. You mention worrying about being too quiet, but honestly I'm surprised you're still willing to hang out even on your off days. Take em however you like, but don't feel the need to apologize given how much output you have (even outside this winter season!) I sleep a 4+1 hr schedule, that is to say 4hrs at night, then 1hr nap before work. Ever since I found ya your ASMR in both those sleep windows has been 2 highlights of every single day. I can only hope that you're able to get the same sleep you deserve given how much you've given to me. Speaking of which, yesterday's stream...I said my piece already, but it truly was an amazing time. These last few saturday's have been the height of relaxation for this one. You're an excellent performer even if you say you're nervous, so keep it up💙💙 Looking forward to a first brand new year with you and the pengoons! Let's make it another great one~💙💙

Space

normal day honestly .. i don't dislike the music this time . festive music that lasts a week and then its gone. honestly unsure if theres even a name for it in english. something i've been doing right before sleep . in bed all cozy eyes closed and i think : oook what do i dream about now. and thats usually the last thing i think about ( no clue if i dreamt anything though )

Skyunai

you made this christmas a very wonderful one! work has been very chaotic but I always enjoy hanging out with you, sorry for missing out on the movies tonight... I had a 10 hour shift today and got home and just passed out, guess I needed the sleep... yesterday was absolutely amazing the camera was a lot better than usual, you showed off quite a bit for big bro, you looked absolutely amazing we usually go till around new years for this holiday schedule but thats regarding deals and stuff, gets super busy for us looking forward to the countdown with you, it will be a special on for me because, new years was actually when I found you! so it will actually be our 1 year anniversary, so I'm super excited for that 💙💙💙 usually I dont really care much about holidays, but the fact that it's the same day I first found you it's pretty monumental and important to me 💙💙💙💙 I love you ganbare Zen, you can do it!!! pengoon beaaaaamuuuu!!! I know how you feel with the sleep... my family have been keeping the heat on at like 80+ so it makes it super uncomfortable to sleep, I'll often wake up sweating my butt off. today I actually went and bought a cheap fan and it actually super improved the quality of my sleep goodnight sweetheart I love you 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

Messiah

im sure everything is going to be okay

UnderCover_Lama

Thank you commander for those nice words. I always look forward to those weekly messages, and I really do love your yapping haha it reminds me of myself.

ThermalGeist

Hey Zen, -for me Christmas ist very importent Family time and/with Tradition -new years i do not rly care. Only traditional part is to watch "Dinner for one" once Thank you for the words and the movies yesterday, i needed that. See you later 💙

dooker

It's nice of you to do the New Year's countdown with us I just hope you're right about your family not minding your absence. Thanks for these nice messages imouto I hope everything works out for you this week. 💙

wuwwers

Hi Princess, thanks for the big encouragement, will always love these, and I've really loved spending all time I did with you during the holidays, it's pretty much the highlight of the day each time you stream, or you upload things here. God you were amazing on Saturday, you getting embarrassed is hot, but you getting more confident is super hot.. Want to thank you for the tummy peek, and you showing off your safety pants.. Quite unsure what's going to happen on New Years, but I'll hop on by, if I'm lucky I get to see you from the start, hope your parents will understand! Sending back a huge energy beam right back at you, but not that you end up not getting any sleep, I hope your insomnia gets better that genuinely sucks, hope your no drinking and eating before bed strat works. You're the goodest girl on the planet, love you super omega giga much 💙

Rosarian

Hello Zenya! Thank you for your hard work this month. 💙 I'm still do some work in this week, but not that much because is the end of the year. This is the last push, so let's do our best to finish this year together, 'kay? For the sleep problem... I had something similar, something that worked with me was shutting all the lights and being in the dark, and drop the lap and the mobile 20 minutes before to go to bed. Again, thank you for your hard work, and thank you for making this days great 💙💙💙

Claymore 155

The extra surprises have been appreciated. You're still human, and you've been building up to this, so that kind of output isn't expected as the norm. You did well Saturday, doing far more than I expected with everything you had. Getting caught up in the moment was cute. It's okay with what happened. Would think Christmas is more busy than new years. The tradition, at least in my family, is moreso between married couples. It's not so much the day as it is the moment. Sleep is complicated. A pillow between the knees kind of rests everything for me mentally. That and semi-sweet chocolate chip.. nothing that actually relates directly to sleep, but that my mind associates with it. Maybe there are things you can do the same with. Something outside the normal. The Keychain board is a good idea. Have a good week, silly.

Bahins

Thank you for the message Zenya 🩵 All the extra content was great, lots of great cosplays, all the asmrs have been peak. Most recent one too, your thighs are the great attractor for gaze. New year is the main holiday here, people drink, party hard, launch fireworks and then chill for 9 days. Had mid sleep recently as well, idk why really, brain refusing to rest. Apothecary s2 is kinda more romance and less detective, which was a little disapointing, I am a huge detective fan. Looking forward to welcoming new year with you 🩵

Goatfort

Hello.💙💙💙 the extra content was nice. it was like an advent calendar. I might miss the countdown since i will be with family. Maybe it's time to try sleeping without clothes again. Recent studies shows it's better for you, and keeps you younger. Cheers to the new year and love you.🥰