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mid week ramblings and encouragement! 01/07 (Patreon)

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2026-01-07 19:01:10
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helloo pengoon hope you're doing well 💙here's to getting through another week!hope you enjoy this message, bit of a yap i hope it's okay ehehe...

hope the new year is going well for you! i still have a lot to improve but well, baby steps at a time!

sorry if theres weird pauses i heard the doorbell ring while recording lol think there was a delivery and i was kind of nervous if i was gonna be asked to go down and collect it 😅

let's do our best to not get ragebaited okay!! 😼

if you're curious on something i need to work on...my closet is still such a mess 😭storage has been a big problem for me with all the outfits i've been getting and i wanna figure stuff out...

anywayyss love yoouu and have a nice day 🥰

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Rockman Raiden

Love you too! Baby steps count. The first steps are always the hardest. Let's tackle our goals together! 💙

Brovencrone vi Lolitannia XLII

Hiya Zenya! Thank ya for the mid week boost 💙 I gotta miss the end of LOTR mobies tonight, but looking forward to tomorrow's mystery now! Regarding ASMR and sleep, I'm pretty much only into audio so I can't say I share the same issue of wanting to watch while sleeping, but I find myself with another issue. I occassionally get too invested in the scenarios or sounds and wind up staying up from wanting to listen to the very end 😅 I was thinking about getting a sleep pillow like the eye mask for myself lol, I'm a back sleeper but since I sleep with headphones and a sleep mask my head is pretty much locked in place...I also sleep on a very thin mat on the floor though so side sleeping isn't really feasible... They do sell pillows with curves in em meant to secure your head, but I think a firmer matress will also usher you into back sleeping more if you have the opportunity to try it out for yourself. As far as twitter and what you mentioned, all I can say is it's fantasy between adults, and those who can't discern the difference have their own problems to deal with first. Best thing to do is to ignore em, press on, and let your own successes drown em out 💙 I think people forget behind the characters you perform is a genuinely smart and caring adult. We all got our faults, but I get the sense you've got a good head on you and I trust you're doing what *you* want to and will tell us otherwise💙💙 Also regarding the closet cleanup, I actually cleaned mine out this year so I could move my work office into it. It's pretty cozy and helps with focus (but the audio is horrendous lol) Ganbare Zenya cleanup!

True_Chocobo

I new to the Patreon, but the midweek rambles have quickly become my favorite 😊

Space

sensitive topic tbf . most people just hate because of obvious links but they're so far from the same thing.. but everyone is different so its thrown in the problematic pile of kinks ... think video games make people violent . hell im as evil as i can ( not towards players ) in games because thats something i'll never do in real life! not that i wish i could .

Quiett3223

I wouldn't worry about what those outside the community think imouto. They are never satisfied, regardless of the character's age, appearance, or background. I'm happy with the relationship set up right now. The Pengoons are really supportive, while you seem content. And to be honest, I never heard of DDLG before today lol. But I've always loved the father daughter relationships in fiction. Glad to know there is already a term for it. Wishing you well and good luck with the cleaning! I know it might be a hassle, but you got this! Ganbare~ Love you imouto!!!!!!!!

Goatfort

Have a nice rest day.💙💙💙 Yeah ignore the dummies! You know yourself the best, keep being true to yourself.(to both topics)🥰 Love you.

Jaydhd

One step at a time, have some head pats 🫳🫳🫳 I recommend getting clothing racks with wheels on them.

Akhe (アキ)

Thanks for the encouragement and message, imouto! Always motivates me to hear from you during the midweek slump at work! ✨️ Really looking forward to seeing what surprise you have for us tomorrow! Super excited to watch more LoTR later today and for the Saturday stream as well! Spending time with you is the best part of my days! 💙 Never heard of an iPillow, but from googling them, it does seem pretty neat. Hope you're able to figure out how to use it. As far as ASMR videos, I used to want to always watch the visuals as well, but I've gotten better about it by telling myself that I can always watch later if I'm curious. I can do audio only much easier now and it definitely helps to relax. I still can't help but to watch you during cosplay streams, though, since I want to see my cute imouto wife as much as possible! 😍 Good luck with the cleanup, imouto, and good job taking the first steps! Finding the motivation to begin is half the battle sometimes. Some new clothing wracks or hangers built to accommodate multiple items can work wonders with making some extra closet space. The Twitter stuff is really frustrating and I also worry about them causing trouble for you at times. There's a certain crowd on there that makes everything into a crusade and can't separate fiction from reality. Ironically enough, they're usually a bunch of young idiots who overdose on politics and moral grandstanding. 😩 It definitely sucks to see them take away your agency and use you as a prop for their bullshit. They completely disregard that women can have sexual fantasies and portray anything besides completely vanilla sexualty as something women are forced into. It's really weird and domineering behavior. 😔 I really enjoy the dynamic we have with each other and being able to engage with you in those fantasies makes me feel much closer to you. I love you, so being able to be intimate together is something precious to me and I'd definitely never push your boundaries or want to do anything you aren't comfortable with. 🥰 At the end of the day, those crazy Twitter people don't matter, so it's best to just ignore them and keep enjoying our time together. I'm glad you don't get caught up in any of the drama and we can have our own comfy corner of the internet to be happy together in. As long as I have you, everything is right in the world, Zenya! Love you more than all the stars in the sky, my darling imouto daughter wife! 💙💙💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Hi Zenya Thank you for the mid-week rambling 💙💙 Don't worry to much about what the haters say, You are perfectly fine 💙💙 I love you a lot Zenya 💙💙

Claymore 155

Good to hear you're trying to get the sleeping back on track, just wish there was more we could do. Usually feel like it's getting hot when my stomach is upset, even if it doesn't feel like it. Audio stories are what I usually put on to fall asleep. Not quite asmr, but it solves the problem of not wanting to look at the screen while the narration is going. Excited to see what you have planned for tomorrow, but glad you're taking it easy today. This is the first I've heard of the pillow. The loli stuff is odd.. you can tell it's people new to vtubing or anime in general. Usually political weirdos or "hoodweebs" who think height and breast size equate to age. Also tends to be the same people who talk about beauty standards and say anime is racist.. anything to get upset about. I think what you do is cute and vulnerable in an intimate way. To bring you comfort and security while making you feel good both physically and mentally as you're being pulled in for us to show a vulnerable, playfully assertive, and tender part of ourselves to you. It's an exchange. As for pressuring you, you know your limits and know that what you do isn't about one-upping yourself. There's no standard or expectation. The entire point of the patreon is to help support you with a more stable income for full time streaming. Any NSFW is not only tame, but entirely at your discretion. All you do is appreciated, especially all the time you spend and time you work on projects while not on screen. I love my silly imouto, and hope you have a good rest of the week.

wasmuu

I'm curious who was doing this rage baiting, but I guess it doesn't really matter. Love you 💙

PygmalionPrime

Have a good week capt'n! I wish the weirdos in your DMs a very happy move to sydney australia

Keki

Those who hate will never understand, no matter how much you try to talk sense into them, so it’s best to stay away from the toxic engagement bait. What really matters is that it makes you happy and confident in yourself! The Pengoons will always have your back. Good luck on the cleanup, Zen Ganbare! 💙

Sofaknee

I used to engage with the rage back in the day, I try not to anymore cause it attracts unnecessary and unfruitful arguments because at the end of the day they are stuck in their line of thinking. It's crazy to me that people believe voices, and mannerisms are fake. People come from all walks of life. In anycase, I enjoy what you do and if you ever decided you were comfortable with more, that's up to you and no one else really!

taeee.

A lot of vtubers that have problems with lolis truly have no idea who made the foundation of their profession at all, imagine not knowing how much work OG vtubers who are loli/shotacons have done to pave the way for these ungrateful people. Other vtubers don't have to like it but to put others down and policing others for just having loli mannerisms just screams "unwatchable" to me. With that said, I'm glad you're happy with your identity and feel that you can be genuinely yourself around us without feeling like you need to force it, it really is fun 💙 Thanks as always for the encouragement zenya 💙💙

Skyunai

Good afternoon darling! Just got off my 10 hours shift at the long day factory got another one tomorrow waaaa..... If you ever feel the need to take a nap or sleep in! Nothing wrong with it, better to work fully rested than to work while tired and end up making mistakes Mmmwah! Love you, I've been missing you lots, been thinking about you all day!!! Thank you for da energy beaaaaammmuuuu!!!! Sending you some too! Pengooon beaaaaaammmuuuu!!!!! 💙💙💙💙 Update on my sleeping situation, I ended up being a key to get a good amount of sleep last night, but was still having trouble, think my insomnia is coming back... I've been waking up on my back lately too, but I usually side sleep or on my stomach cuddling my Zenya daki I dont sleep on my back because it causes sleep paralysis and I dont have time to wake up mid sleep while the rest of my body is still asleep!!!! These people have hate towards something they are told to hate. They do it for clicks and to cause drama. Misinformation and overall negativity toward something certain people enjoy at the dismay of real victims and issues. As a con myself I would if given the chance absolutely decimate a pdf file. They cant understand the difference between an adult and a child, and that is the real problem, its incredibly stupid, and dangerous behavior. But yeah they are just trying to get a rise out of your. If anything if you get bigger and they make an issue out of it, more people will be drawn to you so you will gain from it. They cant handle how sexy you are Proud of you for ignoring it! And im glad you wanted to talk about it to us, it means a lot, so thank you! And I love you for who you are, your body is 2ndary to your personality, though I do love your body too, your chest is perfect and beautiful!!! We arent making you do shit, if they want to say that we are forcing you to do this, then gladly they can fuck off lol. Everything you do here we want you to be comfortable with and I certainly wouldn't ask for more, and for those who are? Calm the fuck down, please lol Anyway chungus and all that may come is nothing in the grandscheme, we have each other and that's what's important, love you lots sweetheart, looking forward to the movie later today! Mmmmmwah! Thank you for making this place for us to be more intimate and comfortable together 💙💙💙💙

Lawchris DC

Happy rest day Zenyaa!! I have never heard of an iPillow before, but it sounds really comfy 😴 And Yeah the current twitter drama is kinda stupid to me imo. 😵‍💫 Imouto, I’m not really too concerned with how people outside our circle think. It’s best not to care too much. They would’nt really understand nor will try to. I’m perfectly content with how you are. Heres to getting through our midweek eh? 💙💙💙

竹竹

Hi commander! I really respect your courage for going with what you really like (I saw your metamorphosis) despite the haters and all. also im prob repeating myself but most of the haters are just women jealous of your success or projecting pd. Files so stay strong!!they have no real power on you. I will always be here with you!! Ganbatte!! We have your back! Wub u so much!!! 🩵

dooker

Anyone with a firm grasp of reality could recognize how the lens of fantasy is used to capture these scenarios, but the only truth these people are interested in is their own. Clout-farming normies and literal children are your opponents here so I'm glad you've stayed out of the drama. I have a hard time leaving it at that though like it's so disgusting that people would try to tear you down by calling you pd bait. It seems like the sick truth nobody wants to acknowledge is that a pdf doesn't have to look very far to find actual children on the internet so why the hell would they need to cope by watching a VTuber? These people are so dumb it's insane. I hope our support is able to drown out these brain-dead criticisms often enough. Anyway love you lots imouto thanks for the ramble they're always nice 💙

ThermalGeist

Hello Zen, -I have the same with videos I watch to fall asleep, it should not be too interesting or I will watch the whole thing and not sleep ... -no idea about the eye pillow -side sleeper and will continue doing so :P -the pdf ppl caller are the typical loud twitter users, good that you can ignore them/they ignore you -As I said before your happiness is also important to me/us and I could not enjoy it when I would know that it is not your wish. See you later 💙💙💙

wuwwers

Hi lil sis that's figuring out her closet situation, big big thanks for the encouragement and I want you to know that you got this too, I'm excited for tomorrow!! To be honest people you're talking about in the end that completely misunderstands and acts all concerned for you because you're doing what you like, like we're not being all adults here, kind of drives me over the edge more than the bottom of the barrel "ddiddy ahh blud fr ong" kids, just know I'm showing huge restraint to not lash out every single time I see comments like that, but not gonna let the ragebait get to me either... Proud of you Zenya.. Love you very super giga much okay 💙

bueller13

RE: people thinking your audience pressures you to make certain content: I struggle to imagine a universe where you aren't enjoying making the content that you do. I think it is very clear by how you perform that you love doing what you do. I think anyone that thinks that has literally never listened to anything you have ever done.

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~💙miss uuu hand motion asmr will make me fall asleep even while watching a vid, but normally i stick to audio only when going to sleep. the eye pillow thing does seem like it goes on top of ur face, but if it helps u fall asleep faster then I dont think it matters if it gets tossed around after lmao. i generally dont sleep on my back unless im super tired - usually im like half side half back outrage culture is just so stronk online >_< but very good that u dont engage any of those people on twitter, that shit is just never worth it. just another of the many reasons i p much never use social media anymore. life just feels better without easy access to potential ragebait Im glad that u enjoy doing these streams and stuff, thats the important part. as long as u do waht ur comfortable with then im happy ^_^ 💙 thanks for doing ur best all the time zen!! 💙💙💙 thinking bout u

Rosarian

Hello Zenya!💙💙 When I put an ASMR video for sleep I don't watch the video, only the audio, otherwise I don't fall asleep, but I like to watch what's the ASMRist is doing with their stuff. The twitter people overall are... wel.. you know, just don't engage with 'em and ignore them, that's the only thing we can do to them. I'll be looking for the upcoming stream, I can't wait. 👀 Thank you for your message, Zenya imouto! love love love you!💙💙💙

JustBnake

hi imoutoooo!! i hope you’ve been having a good week as well!! My day has been kinda crazy..work is blehhh. I’ve been missing you lotttts. im super glad you’re able to get some more sleep..even if its not perfect, it sounds like its progress!! i dont usually have a hard time falling asleep to asmr..but sometimes i’ll wake up to it and i have to turn it off. or occasionally i’ll be like..halfway asleep but i still hear the asmr? it feels like sleep but i dont think it really counts. ive never really considered that making asmr would change the listening experience too..but that makes a lot of sense! ive never heard of eye pillows before!! would the smell help you sleep? ive actually started sleeping on my back a lot more, i think it helps me relax when i try to be as still as possible and focus on breathing. ive also heard its good for your back but..idk if i notice a difference. maybe its a longterm thing tho! honestly all the loli haters are just jealous of our pure and loving brother sister bond!! i know what you mean tho, i feel the same way about it myself, and i know myself enough to know im not bad evil. i think part of it is a lot of people really like adopting the morals of others, instead of considering what they actually believe. it all seems very performative to me yknow. its good to know yourself and know what you believe!! whats wrong with liking your cute imouto tho huh.. okkk ive stayed up a bit too late so im gonna get some sleep nowww. love you zenyaa thank you for being here and giving us so much. you’re the best oshi ever and i really appreciate you <3

Karoh

Just dim your screen with an orange filter if you want to use screens before sleep. There are like 10 apps on top of the build in function to do that. Without the excessive blue light it really does not ruin your sleep. It's likely other things at that point.

Sharkington

hi zen 💙 Just remember twitter ragebaits you purposefully to drive engagement, people fighting with each other is what makes them money. Lots of times too the "viral" crap you see is botted or manipulated. Cause yeah, I'm sure that guy with 200 followers super organically got 50,000 likes on his shitty comment and millions of impressions, very believable. I follow a lot of blue archive stuff so I see this garbage constantly. I have no appetite for this junk anymore so I mute/block like crazy and I got a huge list of muted words & phrases too... it's just not worth your time or emotional energy to care about twitter wars. ANYWAY. Twitter sucks, people should let people enjoy things the world is chungus enough as it is, all glory to the imouto, MUCH LOVE 💙

Dangergoose

God it's fucking INSANE how much of social media is just bait now. Anything loli adjacent is such an easy target because literally all you have to do is say "loli bad" and you'll be showered with fake internet points and spark a full scale conflict in the replies, it's just pathetic engagement farming. It really irks me too as I'm sure it does most people that have our refined degenerate palate but is what it is, fuck em, they don't have to like us or get it.