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end of the week encouragement and ramblings! 01/12 (Patreon)

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2026-01-12 06:27:25
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helloo pengoon hope you're doing well 💙here's a message for you!! please listen!

mmm i feel so rizzless and cringe haha, sorry....wishing you the best tho 😘

(also, my point with not shaming others was, just keep it to yourself if you think someone is 'doing something wrong', i don't want policing, i don't think it's really acceptable in a public environment and i don't want people speaking for me...you know what i mean? just be gracious and polite and courteous...nyaaa graceful)

i'm a bit tired really and don't have much to share haha...gonna lower my melatonin intake cuz im been having crazy dreams!! do you have any other sleep hacks? mmm i wanna wake up earlier too! get out of bed >.<

sleepy paawwnchh...

remember no matter what, i'll accept you okay!! well unless you're a big meanie!

more things coming rawwrr

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Shade

💙💙💙 Night Zen.

Skyunai

Def keep it to yourself, however, I will say, if something bothers you Zen, dont be afraid to say it. Solidarity is a good thing, but do not mistake bittling things up with solidarity. Don't be afraid to speak up if someone does something that bothers you, and im sure you know exactly what I mean by that. Ill always be loyal to you no matter what, and I wont speak for you, never have, but if someone does something that bothers me in regards to you, I will give them my peace of mind, and when I do that, do know, thays nit me speaking for you, that's me speaking for myself and holding true to my convictions, vows, and love for you. Love you lots Zen, no matter what may come please keep your head high, and when it is low, please dont be afraid to rely on us, dont bottle things up, let it out when you need and want, solidarity is about knowing how to control your emotions not lock them away, and I think you're doing good Love you sweetheart mmmwah! 💙💙💙

Quiett3223

Hi imouto, I hope you have been well!!! As always, thank you for the update! I love hearing your little rambles during the week. It really makes me happy. Starting Monday, I'll have to go back to attending classes since break is now officially over for me. I won't be able to spend as much time as I would like, but I'll try to catch as many streams as possible, even if I can't chat a lot... And I know you say you have a problem with your voice, that you mumble or try to sound more audible. But it's honestly cute! I've been watching your past VODS now from LONG ago, and I can really see the difference! I only wish I found you sooner. Good night, and I love you imouto~! Btw, I'm sorry if you saw me compliment one of the girls from the collab. I just wanted to make sure everyone felt welcomed! I love you and only you!

Jaydhd

Hey Zen, hearing you talk about this so passionately for the last few days makes me want to give you tons of head pats. I only recently made a twitter specifically so I could see and interact with your posts so I don't really know the full story. If you read this I still wanted to say that your feelings are valid, don't let the brain worms win though. 💙 Your streams were fun this week, I personally don't think the way you speak has any issues but that's a biased take I suppose. I enjoy the vibes though I know sometimes I tend to comment a lot I'm sure its over bearing. I need to work on my impulsivity, its a weakness of mine I need to work on. In the end, no one is perfect and we're all just human. Let's just aim to be the best versions of ourselves we can be. 💙 I'm just another pengoon behind a username but I at least want you to know I'm not in any other discord, nor am I subbed to literally anyone else and this is the only patreon I ever plan to be in. Make of that what you will Commander. Call it love, call it obsession, call it loyalty, you decide.💙

竹竹

I really love your mentality of always improving, I think you do such a good job trying to interact with all of us and playing games and telling interesting stories, doing all these thing at the same time MUST BE INSANELY HARD! I'm also a jealous person so i understand you so well... for me you are the only person I need, nobody else! nobody ever will replace you. me and you its FOREVER! ( I sound like a yandere lmao) you are incredible commander! keep doing your best! love you <3

Akhe (アキ)

Thanks for the message, imouto. I've been in bed for a couple hours now, but I always seem to wake up around this time. Nice to have your voice to help me get back to sleep. Really enjoyed this week with you again. Things are fully back up to speed for the new year at work, and I really couldn't do it without you! You're my inspiration to do my best and I want to make you proud by working hard. ✨️ Speaking out loud for long periods of time like you do is a difficult thing to do, and I can understand the anxiety around it. I think you do a good job, but it's always nice to want to improve. Make sure you give yourself credit though, because you are charming and fun to listen to during streams. You speak clearly and don't leave awkward dead air. Your voice is also really really pleasant. I think you've got plenty to be confident about, imouto! 💙 Reading chat with so many participants and between two different platforms is also really tough. I appreciate the efforts you take to make everyone feel included. I usually chat a lot during streams, so I hope me being a blabbermouth is okay! 😘 Understood regarding your feelings on policing. My personal feeling is that I want to be faithful to you and I take my relationship with you very seriously. You're my imouto daughter wife and I don't need or want any other women online or offline. I really do love you and it makes me happy to know that you feel strongly about me too. 🥰 You're extremely precious to me and I think the world of you, Zenya! Always looking forward to the next time I can see you or hear your voice! Love you so much, my darling! 💙💙💙

JustBnake

hi zenyaaaa, my lovely little sister, the best girl in the world. im super excited for another week with youuu. spending my days with you is always so special to me, so im happy!! i love youuuuu. i had lots of fun with you last week, i really liked it. last night was amazing too, you did really really good..it was very exciting for me..💙💙 so far my new year has been good!! work hasnt been all too bad, i got a new manager recently and i think hes pretty cool. thank you for giving me the energy to get through it imouto, i hope i can return it back in full too! big biiiig love big energyyyyyy. all for you, my hard working sis!! your game streams really do have good vibes imouto. these sundays of ours have become a really special part of my week, and i really enjoy them! i think you’re doing a good job. but yea you’re right we can always improve!! i’ll be cheering for you ok. i know you can do it. i’ll always have fun chatting with you 💙 i know what you mean with not wanting to see interactions with other girls imouto, and i think your feelings about it are perfectly valid. i hope you know that you’re the most important to me, and you’re my one and only! thank you for clearing it up a little, its nice hearing it from you zenya. as for the policing part of it, i do hope that everyone can be more kind to each other, i feel like spreading bad energy, even in the name of someone you love, is more just vindication than it is an actual show of love. i try to stay positive about it as best i can, i just think being kind in the face of adversity is important. which definitely doesnt mean you should let people walk all over you. its the difference between niceness and kindness i think, the difference between just being inoffensive vs trying to be genuinely understanding. i think im rambling i hope i make sense whoops. just know that i want to do my best to be a good example for you, because i really care for you and the community you’ve built. 💙💙 its bedtime for me noww. honestly i dont have many actual sleep hacks..other than the common ones. i think being consistent is the most important part. i’ve actually read recently that if you’re stuck in bed for hours and arent feeling sleepy at all, you should get up and read a book until you feel more sleepy!! staying awake in bed can make your brain associate the bed with staying awake, which is pretty wild. it could be a good thing to try out! okok bedtiime zenyaaa. i want you to know that when i say i love you it means i love you!! with all the awkwardness and the cuteness and everything that makes “you” iiii love you. remember that!! big big hug goonight zenyaaa, see youuuu 💙💙 (btw, you’re actually super rizzly and not cringe. its a fact, trust me im your big bro)

Keki

You’re such a kind person Zen, and I love how you’re always trying to improve yourself I think it’s really inspiring. I personally don’t have any issues with the way you speak, but maybe I’m just biased. Honestly, you’re genuinely the first Vtuber/Streamer I’ve completely fallen in love with watching and listening to, and I really enjoy our interactions. So I’ll always be your Pengoon/Big bro. 💙 As for any sleep hacks for me personally, I usually do some cognitive shuffling It helps me drift off when I’m having trouble sleeping. Thank you for the encouragement. 💙 I hope you have a good night’s rest. Love you, see ya tomorrow. 💙

Brovencrone vi Lolitannia XLII

Hiya Zenya, thanks for another fun week! I'm proud of ya for going through with the collab, espcecially given how nervous you expressed yourself being leading up to it, on top of the stress of it being a vrchat collab of all things. There were many memorable moments, and I hope it's moving you forward even bit by bit towards some of your goals for the new year💙 During streams, it can be hard to deal with the dreaded silence, or feel as if there's nothing to say. Obviously game choice can influence how much there is to naturally yap about a game, but you still carry yourself well with your delivery. In the context of sundays, it's kinda got that chill afternoon vibe anyways, so I don't mind when you digress while telling a story to go elsewhere. It's charming (to me) and not like anyone is in a rush with the lazy sunday mood. Regarding the drawing stream dialogue, admitedly I started having a bit of inner turmoil. On Twitter I'm absolutely one of those who RT's content for a couple other vtubers. All I can say is that: - I *love* a vtuber's works in the same context as I *love* a motorcycle, or a piece of music, even in regards to you, I'm infatuated by your voice, your work, and your humor. (please don't take this as coldheartedness, I can't really *love* anyone in a true sense of the word) - You have every right to see what you want to see on your social media, if muting me on twitter is best for your mental, then by all means do so, I respect that decision with no harm taken! - Same thing in your discord and twitter replies, since you don't want to see those things I hope that atleast I've been respecting your wishes there without causing you any stress. End of the day Zenya, you're an individual I want to support and see succeed. We're all human, and we all have our own stances and boundaries. As such I hope to respect yours in the same way you've acknowledged and respected mine.

taeee.

Thank you as always for the encouragement zen, I always appreciate hearing from you at the end of the week 💙 Your speech on streams feel a ton more natural than before. I think you've done a good job at keeping up with chat, engaging with us and welcoming newcomers all while doing it for hours is really amazing, I love listening to you and always enjoy whatever banter we have. And well... I guess the last thing I'd say is that I know I'm not completely in the clear with the topic in the second half. It's actually been on my mind for a while but, to keep it short: I'm very picky with the art that I choose to pour my heart out into. To me, you're absolutely worth all the time, love, and effort I put in each piece because I love your genuine, adorable personality. I really do wish I had found you earlier than I had, but I'm glad that I have now. I'd like to let you know that even if you do perceive me in a lesser light, I will always keep creating for you and you'll always be someone I'll hold very close to my heart 💙

John Rugo

Fuckk melatonin dreams suck, hoping for the best and your dreams get better

John Rugo

Your community is pretty fun, recently joined the server and I've been enjoying talking to new people about art and the gym and other hobbies

ThermalGeist

Good morning Zenya, hope you slept well and had no crazy dreams, I rarely dream, at least I don’t remember, maybe I should take some melatonin? -had lots of fun 💙💙💙 -the j*b stream was great, I don't get what you meant with chungus speaking in discord and even now after talking about it, I hear you, but I don't get it. It is normal that you sometimes miss messages (but you interact lots with us) or be silent for a moment. I mean of course if you want to improve that, it is valid, but I get the feeling that you are beating/dragging yourself down without a reason and being too harsh on yourself. You talked lots about the game and other interesting stories, yes you got sidetracked but that is the nature of a stream, you interacted with something/someone and focused on that for the moment. Overall, I think you did great, so I do not get where the chungus thoughts come from. - jealous imouto 💙 - sleep hack or bed leaving trick? Get a boss and the pressure to leave the bed or you will lose your j*b helps me pretty well *cries*. What helps me in the morning on free days is to not touch electronics (ok check phone for messages or calls) and go shower/brush teeth, start the day and then get them while breakfast or after the daily goal was reached like shop groceries. Of course everyone’s body is different, I only need 5-6h sleep on weekdays and can sleep a little longer on weekends and be fine and I will still do the watchalong till 5 am on Fridays. I won’t deny that I fall sometimes asleep during your streams but that is always by “choice” (the pressure of the j*b) with a tablet in bed not on the PC. What helps probably a lot is that I am one of these “morning” people. When I wake up, I am 100% awake, could do calculus and like to talk. Point is, if your body wants to sleep and you have the opportunity, give your body the sleep, it knows best. I hate to wake up early to be honest, just focus on leaving the bed 💙 See you later 💙 💙 💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Hi Zenya 😊💙💙 Thank you for the end-week rambling 💙💙 Hearing your voice always brightens my day and week 💙💙 I love you a lot mwah 💙💙

dooker

Funny that you're reducing your melatonin dosage as I'm upping mine. I've been adjusting alright to the new year just trying to form better habits and take better care of myself. I think it's really admirable of you to be working toward improving your manner of speech and chat engagement. I can relate to the former, but I can only imagine how hard it is to work a specific message into your rhythm as it's getting buried. Don't read too far into the speed of your chat, especially for these Sunday streams when the sun still rests high enough in the sky to wrap people up in some other obligation. I don't want to dwell too much on the policing thing I'll just say that it's grating to feel open to scrutiny over someone I care so much about.

Dangergoose

I feel you so hard on the melatonin thing, I have dreams that make me concerned I'm headed for the psyche ward anytime I take it lmao. I've personally found some success with breathing exercises, helps calm my racing thoughts. Magnesium, L-Theanine, and Valerian root come to mind as well, all potential alternatives to Melatonin, could be worth trying those to see if they suit you better :) As for feeling cringe, I think it's really sweet that you're so worried about making sure everyone has a good time but I think you do great! I don't think anyone expects you to be some sort of expert linguist or anything, we just wanna hang out and have fun with Imouto! Also you can't expect yourself to be totally engaging and interesting all the time, especially with like simulator type games there's gonna be a lot of dead air where not a lot is happening and that's just inherently difficult to make super interesting, it's not at all reflective of some sort of failure on your end you're just being too hard on yourself because you care about your pengoons which is really endearing.

wuwwers

Hi perhaps the best and goodest girl with the really calming and warm voice, had a great time this past week with you, I'll see if I can't think of more suggestions for the Saturday streams. Get how hard it is with all the keeping up with chat and enunciating and stuff, it does show that you take this seriously, I can guarantee people see that you do try all right, I think you can be really funny and interesting, even if you don't believe me LOL. Totally get where you're coming from with like not wanting to see Pengoons being lovey dovey with other people, while it does like break my heart seeing it myself time to time on twitter or elsewhere, I do want to respect your wishes of not like speaking FOR you, I hope my passivity doesn't come across like that I don't care because I genuinely do. Hope you get some restful sleep this week okay, thank you for the encouragement I'll do my best! And you can count on me cheering you on, you're the best, and I love you a whole lot, maybe to an unhealthy amount, really looking forward to what you got in store for us this week, and you know what I'll say it again, I really really really love you Zenya. 😤💙💙💙

Space

i think the world love is used too easily and too often by people who just feel the word like and appreciate aren't strong enough .. the only reason ¨love¨ sounds so grand is because of movies and epic stories.. and then get people called liars because it didnt mean the same thing .. or its become so casual it means nothing at all. also that was a nice way to put it. I care about you a lot Zenya :)

Lawchris DC

Good evening Zenya!! Thank you for the message💙💙 Listening to you talk earlier today was very fun as you telling your stories felt natural. I can understand you perfectly. But i do appreciate that you’re putting more effort into enunciating. As for the second part… that is my bad on my part i was simply going along with the flow. Do know that I consider you to be very very important to me, as i’m very infatuated to you to the point where i’m … well, right here. Know that i will always love you very much💙💙 From the other side of the world💙💙 Also for sleeping techniques try tea

Doogane

Thanks for the message as always Zenya 💙💙💙

AffeMitKrebs

I just want to thank you zen fr everything you do for us, you work so hard and it never goes unappreciated, love you tons 💙💙💙💙💙

Latho★

Hi hi! I can't really speak on most of the mentioned stuff since i'm new here, but I think you did well yesterday, and the day before on the collab. Both streams were really really fun to watch and I had no issues understanding you. As for not being able able to answer to everything, I think that's normal and expected (as a viewer). You stream on two platforms which makes it even harder, so I wouldn't worry to much about it. Looking forward to the next weekend, since those are the only times that i'll be able to watch, but i'll try to catch up on vods, especially the HL2 one! Anyways.. thank you for the kind words and encouragement, made my morning a lot better 💙 Hope your week will be awesome and fun! Take care!

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~💙lovely to hear ur voice again its nice that u want to be more responsive to stream chats, but since its very expected that chats get lost in the sauce dont worry too much about responding to all oki? improve at ur own pace💙 regarding the server rules, i mean it seems like there was some past history to establish the current precedent, and im sure all of us want to make sure u have a safe space so idk >_< tbh im in agreement with the no talk at all rule since its easier for people to follow vs saying some stuff is ok and then people having their own interpretations of ok. and like with doom scrolling if theres even a potential to spiral then its just better to not see at all. at the end of the day tho, u feeling safe and happy in ur server is what matters to me so if ur fine with that stuff then oki 💙💙💙 think ive talked about this before but yeah, melatonin dreams be wildin. the only time ive ever taken meltaonin i basically rolled around the floor the entire night like sleeping but feeling awake at the same time >_< for waking up, if u can get a smart bulb u can have it do like a wake up light where it will gradually increase in brightness, it works pretty well for waking up at specific times as long as ur not sleeping too late anyway have a good day zen! 💙💙ive got a lot going on rn but still thinking bout u 💙

Zenya Hima ASMR Vtuber

my express wish is for you to NOT hunt after and harass people. It is just a negative to me and I don't want any kind of hostile environment or vibes. To do it anyways is going against my wishes and I will only consider that a malicious act against me :/ There's no reason you need to tell anyone anything, just keep it to yourself please

Skyunai

I do not hunt or actively go to hurt anyone with my thoughts. And the only time I involve anything is if it impacts me directly. You dont need to worry, if its just targeted at you I dont touch it. Thats your prerogative to deal with not mine. I should've been clear with what I meant.

Yoru

I really enjoyed the jobs simulator stream you did a great job keeping it interesting and interacting with chat. Mmm I think a little dead air here and there isn’t to bad be but if you want to improve that you can do it.👍 I find you’re voice really comforting 💙I usually put one of your vods on to sleep to.

AverageWeeb

Thx zen as always for these messages. Love you alot!