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mid week encouragement and rambles! 01/14 (Patreon)

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2026-01-14 21:58:05
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helloo pengoon hope you're doing well 💙please listen to this message for you~

don't really have much else to say haha i am tired...i think i've been working too much though and i want to lighten up my schedule, there is a lot to do but i don't need to do as much as i'm doing...for example recording so many asmr videos a week when i really only need to make sure i record 1 for the weekly upload haha

anyways yeah please consider what should a bratty evil zenya do!!

see you again soon 😘

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Jaydhd

Make sure you rest tons Commander 🫳🫳 Thanks for the encouragement ☺️🙏 An evil bratty Zenya just needs to channel her inner mesugaki. Teasing turned up to the max like you always do. A good brat will be able to manipulate the situation to get exactly what you want in the end BUT without directly asking for your wish. Like let's say you wanted to seduce me, you wouldn't outright say that you're going to seduce me. You already do this but you can say teasing lines like "Oh are you getting turned on old man?" Or "what's wrong, are you falling for me?" (Not verbatim just along those lines) Followed by kisses type of thing. Like, using your feminine charms to overwhelm and completely have me in the palm of your hand and under your control. As for the evil part, depends what type of evil you're aiming for? Conquer the world evil? Then maybe your end goal should be to charm all of us into becoming your slave soldiers or something along those lines. Ganbare!! Don't worry about things feeling repetitive, even though the concept is the same in the video, the vibe and feeling is completely different every time. Sorry I'm not good at expressing myself but I hope that makes sense and helps you. I'll cheer for you live like I always do 😁 PS. Good luck making friends, I thought you did so well in your collab, maybe you're closer to your dreams than you think 💙💙💙

Shade

Thanks for the message Zen! Evil Zen stuff is always fun, idk just be more of our commander. Glad you're working on branching out, was super excited to see your recent collab with Stormy, great video. Always nice to hear about the little day to day stuff, glad you're able to have a more comfy sleep. 💙💙💙

Akhe (アキ)

Thanks for the message, imouto! Lovely to hear your voice as I'm getting off work today. Pacing yourself is really important, so make sure to slow down a bit and decompress when you're feeling tired or overwhelmed. You do a lot for us, and I really appreciate it, but I definitely want you feeling rested and refreshed as much as possible! 💙 I use bamboo sheets as well and they've been really nice ever since I made the switch. They feel really smooth and I don't sweat or overheat as much when using them. Hope they are able to help you sleep a little better. 💤 Really enjoyed the collab video with Stronny that came out today. You did a really good job. Hope you can continue working with her and some of the other girls you've collabed with recently as you're trying to make friends this year. Taking the first step is really tough, so I think people with similar content styles would make things easier. I'll cheer you on and do my best to support your efforts! ✨️ As far as the Evil Zenya stuff goes, I'm not a big consumer of that kind of stuff, so I don't have much advice to offer. I will say that even if the theme is repetitive, it's still going to be better because it is a new experience with you. Feeling like we're doing something together keeps the magic alive, even if it's not completely original. Looking forward to seeing you tonight, imouto! Always thinking about you and loving you more and more every day, darling! 💙💙💙

wuwwers

Hi my eepy and yawny girl, enchiladas made by you sounds yummy.. Yeah I can see why it's not as motivating.. Think like discoverability in RPlay is pretty solid from a viewers perspective, but the platform itself isn't really super popular, but you can't really compare to YouTube it isn't really that fair tbh. Personally not a huge fan of getting like demeaned and insulted, but I don't really take what Evil Zenya says to heart, it just makes me want to correct you harder 💢💢💢💥 I'll be there to like RP with you, but I do like being called a lolicon pervert, and now that YouTube isn't watching the like shiko-shiko onomatopoeia is pretty good too.. Hope you rest up after all this, can only agree with what you wrote regarding like the amount of work you're doing, I know you do like to plan ahead but don't overdo it.. Thank you for the encouragement, want to give tons in return too, you can achieve anything you set out to do! I believe in you Zenya, you're super considerate and funny, and I do think there's people out there that would like to get to know you better, love you a lot, a whole lot, many hugs and kisses 💙💙💙💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Thank you for the rambling Zenya 💙💙 Always love hearing your voice 💙💙 I also struggling with overheating,😅 so the bamboo bedsheets are game changing and works well together with a bamboo duvet 💙💙 I love you and i wish you a great rest of the week 💙💙

Brovencrone vi Lolitannia XLII

Hiya Zenya! Thanks ya for the mid week message 💙 Just the last week I've been mostly using the few evil Zenya rp's a lot in my downtime. One of the stand outs for me was hearing the soft hard swearing from evil. Not saying you should swear like a sailor, but the few times where it came out and I wasn't expecting it was good stuff. I wouldn't worry too much about repetition, think of it more as remixing old content with new. Particularly for how long asmr is (and how some sounds just work, we wanna hear em more), I think reusing some old "segments" with new one's isn't a bad thing, and will hopefully reduce the overall cognitive load. The YT situation is so crap, especially with discoverability as you said. Have you thought about reducing the frequency of the wednesday asmr stream altogether? Might work into a better balance for yourself too (as long as you don't use all that time to "work ahead" too😅) I'm almost certain there's statistics/science out there showing making friends in adulthood is even harder than in youth. Anecdotally, I've been working remote for about 5 years now, and largely never go outside, so I understand the struggle of expanding a friend group. The most significant thing for me happened when I chanced upon one individual, and branched out from their community to others. I beliebe you have the same opportunity with the recent collab sleepover stream, and the collab vid with Stronny too! Sometimes you just gotta take a chance and you only need one to bite! Good to hear the sheets are working out for ya! I dunno about bamboo but I use a 20lb weighted blanket with the ol foot out the blanet for temp control. Interested to hear how the rest if your sleep journey continues 💙💤

JustBnake

hi zenyaaaa!! my amazing little sister oshi. i hope you’re having a nice week too!! i’ve had a really fun time with you so far this week, you’ve helped to make my days really enjoyable so thank you!! 💙💙💙 i know what you mean about it being hard to be motivated with these alt website asmr streams…it honestly really sucks that youtube is so mean to you with it. i completely understand if you dont want to do them often, it would be unfair to you to expect that. i’ll still be there when you do them of course!! Hmmm thinking of somethings that i think would fit for evil zenyaaa. calling us your dog or your puppy or good boy…maybe threatening to call the police on us in a joking wayy..talking to us like we’re stupid in that sort of teasing tone like “ohhh are you not smart enough to understand something like that awww its okkkk” umm some other things that i think are good is being called zako and lolicon and maybe being forced to say things to embarrass myself, stuff like that can be very erotic and evil…im a little embarrassed coming up with these actually, im not a degenerate that loves being demeaned and spat on i swear!! unless its my little sis doing it!! i’ll be there to play along ok!! i know what you mean about being repetitive, i dont think its repetitive at all for me but i understand your worries!! its never gonna be the exact same, and just being a part of it live is really fun for me! you make it really exciting! im always wishing you the best with finding friends and trying to talk to other girls more. i know its hard..and theres a lot of weird unspoken rules..but i believe in you! im sending you my energy and im cheering for you the whole way. i’ll support all of your friend making ventures ok! you got this imouto. ganbare ganbareee!! 💙💙 okok back to work for meee. i’ll keep working hard for you zenya, big big biiig love, i cant wait to see you tonight! love youuuu bye byeeee see youuuu 💙💙

Memequeenchiaki

Doesn’t matter if you’re the best at being evil/bratty all anyone can ask is that you try. Well all still love our imouto either way don’t do anything you’re uncomfortable with 💙

ThermalGeist

Hey Zen, -understandable that you feel a little demotivated about the asmr, I think most that follow now will find the streams but yeah i agree close to no newcomer will find you - I like the stuff you do, no idea what else you can do to improve it, sorry for that bad advice. Maybe we are more searching for a Scenario? And with that thought I am now thinking of a plane because of the meme which free seat you take next to a bunch of characters. - Good luck in socializing, you can do it! - please continue your sheet report, I should also buy new ones. So far, I always came back to Flannelette bedding / Flannel bedding because I like the texture. Thank you and see you later 💙💙💙

Keki

Thank you for the encouragement, Zen! I totally understand wanting to get out there and make more friends. I struggle a lot with making friends both in person and online, and it can be really hard to make things feel natural. My best advice would be to talk about things you have in common, or lean into topics you or they are more knowledgeable about and build from there. I'm really glad you're branching out! I hope you can continue making more friends. I’ll be cheering you on! 💙 As for my advice for Evil Zen: remind yourself that you’re playing a character, so it’s okay to be a little mean! really channel your inner mesugaki, lol. Say things like “you belong to me,” “you want to get stepped on?”, “disgusting,” or “good boy.” I hope you have a great rest of your day, Zen. See you later tonight! 💙💙

竹竹

mmmh a little sister that steal my things like doujins, video games, use these to blackmail and if I dont do wtv you want me to do you will tell our parents on me or destroy my possession, use threat etc.. so any scenario where you blackmail to get what you want out of me is really IMPORTANT..You can force me to play a game where i absolutely have no chance of winning, or trying to distract with (asmr) while i try to study etc.. rage baiting (you are an expert already :p) + degrading me. Also being insecure about having a small chest and comparing yourself to other girls(showing some sort of vulnerable side (sweet and spicy) bcoz deep down you love your big bro the most! and want his attention), and being a bit jealous that i work with or just even talk to other women in a platonic way ( its a bit more on the yandere side but I LIKE the possessiveness). also using a bit of your charms to tempt big bro is ANOTHER IMPORTANT point!😭I'm so happy that you try to go out of your shell and try to make friends... I still have issues with this myself but you helped me so much, I'm a bit more social than my lonely self i was a 6 months ago. I hope the mesugaki pointer helped!!! I really love to play with you when you RP. I'm rooting for you as hard as i can!!! LOVE YOU! 🥰

Azar Kumer

evil zenya must be forever evil >:3 you must say what you REALLY feel!! >:D frik the dinky niceties, evil mode should be truly evil and not for the faint of heart to where toaster bath sounds like a good idea(unless stonk of heart (: ) >>>:3 there should be a warnings given weeks in advance, so much the community has collective PTSD when the name is mentioned..... i think, idk, think that the point '_' i speak not for the people but for what i see in the people :3 also have a nice day/night , i gotta pee :3

wasmuu

Wish I could help with the Evil Zenya stuff but I'm not super into degradation. That said I think that doing things slightly differently is good and people like it even though it's the "same". I cold DM people (without rule breaking) with good intentions and it works out, you should try it. Some people are very open to it. Believe it or not there are girls out there who really like other cute girls and want to be friends with them. I'm always hoping you're sleeping well. I hope the things you get for sleeping are helping, the sheets sound great. Ask for stuff. We'll get it for you.

dooker

The lack of discoverability does suck, but at least you'll be exposing more people to your premium platforms. I think the evil stuff works well when the degradation and affection comes at you in the same motion. Like if you say something really mean while you're doing kisses it's exciting without either of us really feeling bad. You really shouldn't hold back though. Connecting with other creators does seem pretty tough. I think you just gotta remember that most people are going to be feeling similar to you and that plenty would be relieved at having someone else reach out first.

Lawchris DC

Hello Zenya Thank you for the message!!! 💙💙 It's a massive shame about the youtube situation and i understand the frustrations of making content in a separate platform where not many people often visit.. Youtube has to seriously get people instead of bots to do their work. It's okay to slow down for abit, i'll still be there. 💙💙 On the Evil Zenya part, i have listened to some of those in my uh.... free time. I have to say you're playing the brat role way too well! I dont really take what you say to heart, i just become more "energized" LMAO😭😭💢🤣🤣 For advice on the bratty part, hmmm i have scenarios such as: 1.ragebaiting big bro into playing a game they cannot win and teasing them for losing, then consoling them but still teasing them 2.Finding out a secret of his and using it to make him do various things 3.Barging into his room and breaking his concentration, making him focus on you its important that big bro doesnt find out that the brat just wants to be spoiled midway, and if he does find out, you can start being more intimate from there idk if this helps but i hope it does for the socializing part, i am sadly not good at this as well... But i hope you well that you can make friends, Good luck to you, Imouto The sheet part is fascinating, really nice to know its working out for you, i might buy one myself Heres to getting through midweek imouto💙💙 🍻

Bahins

Thank you for the message Zenya 🩵 Me personally, I can't get offended, I think the more obscure are the offences the sweeter it is to sort of imagine how incorrect this clueless brat is. It's fun to play along. Good luck with searching for friends, I gave up on that. I'm comfortable in my small circle and don't really care for new friends. The time when commander princess shall be known across all the universe shall come surely

Sharkington

Listened to this after the stream already happened, but... you are DAMN good at evil zenya. I'm terrible at socializing too so unfortunately I probably don't have super useful advice. Though I can say, it sounds like it's something that's really been on your mind for a while, so don't get discouraged if initial attempts don't work out... keep at it! You can do it, big bro believes in you 💙

ThePotatoGuy

hi zen~💙always love hearing uu glad that youve got another improvement to ur sleep with the bamboo sheets, i have some too but only because it was bundled with my mattress so idk if it really is better or not for temperature, but its at least very soft compared to normal sheets i hope u can make good friends, but do be careful in the vtuber space, lots of indie menheras who could ruin ur career to get ahead T_T (ive heard some stories...) anyway good night zen! 💙sorry ive been delayed listening to u, its going to be a rough few months for me, just busy all around. ur still in my thoughts tho 💙💙💙

John Rugo

I don’t think there’s anything wrong with pacing yourself, but I can’t really speak cause I don’t do content creation, but I’ve always wanted to, so I’m sure that getting those numbers up feels important with your role, I also work a lot on top of my university which is full time so I’m not really good at pacing myself haha, but hopefully you’ll be able to find yourself some time to rest or take a break from the asmr and stuff, I personally don’t care for the degradation stuff so I don’t really got any advice for that 😭 anyway we’re all going through the motions and life is busy and we lose motivation sometime, I don’t know if that helps you, but keeping that in mind always helps me that we’re all in this together in some way, hopefully we can all find some time to rest soon 🤞

Cake

Yt thing does suck and undertandable if you feel a little demotivated but I think youve been taking it pretty well. Dont worry that its all for nothing, all your work is seen and appreciated so once its all clear hope you can feel motivated again Well as far as being evil there is only so many things you can do and say after all. I think youve always done a good job of trying to keep stuff varied. Imouto does a good job of going with the flow of things and thats pretty of important too. Real wonderful of you. Good luck trying to find some more friends, it is hard nowadays to just make them but you got this. It was nice seeing you at the sleepover. Thanks for the encouragement, love you lots imouto💙

Latho★

Hi hi! Completely missed this yesterday because I fell asleep after work 😭 I really should sleep more than 4-5h a day huh >< Personally I don't mind repetitiveness, I know it's hard to come up with new stuff all the time, and I think for ASMR it's even harder.. I've never been a sucker for it but I really do like yours a lot and I'm sure I'll love whatever you're going to come up with. I actually tried to listen to one when I went to sleep yesterday and it was super comfy! 😌 Def. gonna have to make a playlist with the more subtle ones. Sadly I don't really have any advice for socializing but please let me know the secret sauce, once you've found it! I struggle a lot with it too... Like.. even writing this takes a lot of courage from me >< but I'll try my best to get better at it. Anyways, I don't really know what else to say, but please do take care of yourself and have a good rest of the week! 💙

Dangergoose

It’s really easy to get discouraged on socializing. My advice is to not give up, I spent a lot of years thinking I was a socially inept weirdo and became content with spending my 20s drinking alone and hardly leaving my room but I eventually found my crowd and while I still struggle, it’s definitely a lot easier than it used to be, otherwise I wouldn’t even able to write these comments (tho I do obsessively rewrite them because I worry about being a cornball lol). Give it time Imouto, every piece finds its place in the puzzle sooner or later :)