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hellooo pengoon hope you're doing well!! here's the extra audio for this month ^^

i decided to do something more chill again, so this is me just kinda talking candidly! i hope it makes sense, i didn't exactly have a script for this haha

i wanted to express how...things are hard for me sometimes, this space definitely can be difficult on the mental and on your self image. You've inspired so much self confidence in me, gave me feelings i never felt before, but sometimes those joys can be robbed by stuff like comparisons, bad actors or self doubt. Like, i don't really know what men like, or how men work, and im not this super sexual being, so how could what i do be any good? well, that's just an example haha

with this audio, i wanted you to feel needed, wanted...and that there's this little girl relying on you! maybe we're both messed up in some ways, but we can share that together!

Comments

Anta

I didn't hear the asmr yet I will do it later when I can focus completely on it But I want to say the text made me kinda emotional You know zen you are one of the biggest reasons why I feel I'm on one of my best moments in life, seeing you work hard and cheer us on even when is rough for yourself, push forward, be this sweet caring girl and honest too, makes me really want to do better and be better and of course support you to the end of times, see you reach further and further ahead! Thanks for your hard work, as someone that looks at you constantly and even then I can't really see exactly how much you work, I already think you are amazing My little sister is amazing, you make me proud and happy❤️ Thanks really

cringeassnaenaebaby

Best girl. That's really the only thing men want, to feel wanted. Honestly not a super big fan of the NSFW stuff personally. I'm just happy to have someone to comfort me. Only just started listening, but that's all I want. To make you feel wanted and to feel wanted myself. I love you Zen, but love goes deeper than lust. Fuck a one night stand, I want a wonderful wife, wonderful life and wonderful family. And don't you feel alone either. Feel free to vent whenever. We're here for you when you need us. Happy to have the game nights back on Saturday. ASMR is cool, but I missed just talking to you. I hope though, that you know, home doesn't feel right without you. Also, you're not chubby, trust me, I know. Don't get bulemic, if anything, do some working out at the start of stream. I'll do it with you, I know I need it too.

Jaydhd

I absolutely adore the pillow talk Zenya, nothing like laying back, cuddling and getting some enchanting kisses. I hope onii-chans presence can at least help you feel a little less lonely. You really are the only imouto wife for me~ 💙💙💙 It feels nice having someone to rely on and someone that relies on you too. It can fill one with so much spirit, and at least I as a man enjoy that aspect. I hope I can keep instilling you with confidence, I suppose its only human nature to compare yourself to others and for you to doubt yourself. Just remember that no matter what, I'm always cheering for you and on your side~ 💙 No one is born with a manual on how to attract men or how to attract women, its a skill and like anything you can improve. I find you so sexy and you have the body of a goddess, I think your poses are so cute and charming but also very hot. You're more than good enough, you have your own charms and appeal that make you very sexy. What works for some might not work for others so try not to compare to others. You also don't have to apologize for feeling down, your feelings are valid and you're allowed to feel sad. 💙 You shouldn't compromise your integrity though, if someone crosses a line you should say so~ 💙 Always put yourself first and speak up for yourself. 💙 I definitely made out that you don't like it when people leave but life really is like that and its sad. You can't always blame yourself though, sometimes people genuinely have reasons that they can't be around. Sometimes life just throws emergencies at you where the only thing you can focus on is survival. Sometimes people lose someone or something and their life gets turned upside down. There's a million reasons someone could leave so you should not try to take it too personal. 💙 Lets remember to live in the moment and cherish what we do have as opposed to dwelling in the past and what was. I love spending time with you and everything about you. It's funny, I aspire to be a man worthy of such a precious, cute, beautiful and funny wife like you! It would be nice to be with you forever. You don't need to have the highest seggs drive for onii-chan either but its so hot to think you're exploring your body, I would love to teach you all about it and how to make you feel good. You can talk to oniichan whenever about taboo topics. Its super sexy how you're always willing to service onii-chan too, the perfect breedable and submissive imouto wife. Truly I love you so much~💙💙💙

Lordenerjak

Thanks for doing this Zenya. It's lovely to hear your candid rambles. Keep up the good work. :)

Hollow Reed

Something I really loved about your asmr was how comfy they are on YouTube. Especially your voice, it’s really soft and comforting. Thanks for sharing your thoughts like this, it helps us get to know and understand you a little better. I hope you’re having a good day Zenya!👍👍 Also, it’s up to you how you take this, but I think you look fine body wise. But that’s just me! If you want to change then it’s up to you!👍👍

Lyonheart

Awww just from that description, zenya. I’m heading to bed now. But I’m gonna listen to this audio tomorrow’s and probably give my thoughts…but the idea of you needing us…and feeling messed up. Really hits home to me right now..kinda felt broken myself..and kinda just want to know I’m not all alone in the world. Just keep being you, your voice is always brightens up my day!

Akhe (アキ)

I'm always happy when you trust me enough to share your feelings like this, Zenya. I'm not the most eloquent person when it comes to writing the nuances of my feelings, but one thing I can promise you is that I need you just as much as you need me. You're the girl of my dreams and whatever flaws you feel like you may have do not even register on my end. I love the way you see the world, I love the way you get flustered and giggle when something catches you off guard or embarrasses you, I love the way you put so much of yourself into showing that you care, and so many more things that I could go on and on about here! 🥰 Whenever you feel anxious or worried or upset, I want you to feel free to talk to me and let me take at least a little bit of that anxiety off your shoulders. I'm here for you and I'll always take time to listen! As far as your experience and sexiness, you are so unbelievably hot and I can't get enough of you! Your body is beautiful and your shy or awkward moments only make things that much better! Your cosplays and your poses are wonderful and it makes me truly happy that you dress up and show us how sexy you really are! You're nowhere near plain and every time I see a picture of you I'm left wanting more and more! 😘 You don't have to worry about me leaving or looking at another girl, because you're already everything I could ever want, imouto! I've been here for about a year now, so this isn't a matter of me being in a honeymoon period or anything, I just truly and completely adore you! If I'm being honest, even during collabs I try to be nice, but I have a hard time getting interested in the other girls you play with beyond you having fun with them! You're my one and only and nobody else can compare! 💙 I'm yours forever and ever, so I'll always do my best to support you and take care of you! Thanks for always being so kind and loving to a boring old ojisan like me, imouto! I'll always be your onii-chan, so you better keep being my perfect little imouto daughter wife forevermore! 💖 Love you lots, always and forever, and that's a promise! 💙💙💙

iD AJRtist

Zenya, you are wonderful. My beautiful, cute, sexy, lovely little imouto~ I've said it before, and I'll keep saying it. I like You. I love You. You don't need to be like it compare yourself to anyone else. They don't matter. If I wanted you to be like someone else, then I'd be directing praises to them instead. But I only do that for you. I'm glad you're comfortable enough around us to tell us your worries and feelings, both positive and negative. I want to be that space where you can express yourself freely! I love seeing all the work you put into everything and how genuine you are even if you're shy, or inexperienced, or anything else you may worry about. I'll sing high praises or tell how well you do or how good you look because it's how I feel. I have nothing to gain by lying to you. I've been around as long as you have. Maybe not with you but in the space. I've seen all the new, shiny things come and go time and time again. Never batted an eye if it wasn't something/someone I cared about. I'll hope to be here as long as you are~ So, if you need to be needy or tell us about your worries again, feel free. Keep being yourself and we'll figure things out together! Love you lots silly girl. I'll soothe your thoughts as often as you need and remind you that you are in fact, the best imouto!💙💙💙

sonic_steven09

This was beautiful it made me tear up I can't describe how much I appreciate that you trust us enough to share these intimate details about yourself with I really admire you the hard work you put into everything you do how much effort you put in to make your activities as enjoyable as possible I really love your content I love your personality you are the sweetest girl I've ever met you always think of others I really respect that about you I do worry about you alot I will never abandon you I'll always be here to support you to comfort you any time you need me please don't be ashamed of your body as I've said before you are a very attractive woman you have no idea how sexy you look in your cosplay pics your poses are so cute and sexy to honestly ever since I first saw you in cosplay I thought you were a gorgeous woman I genuinely mean that I wouldn't say it if I didn't I'm not very experienced when it comes to sex ether I only do these kinds of things with you and honestly I only want to do them with you your sexier than you think you are you always make me feel good after our Saturday nights I'm very insecure about myself sometimes I think I'm not good enough to be a pengoon because of my limitations or whether my comments are lame or if they make you uncomfortable I'm really sorry if they do it's not my intention I just want you to see what an amazing woman you are but I'm not good with words you're very important to me you helped me through some very difficult times and I want to be there for you to zenya I will never leave you for as long as you do this so let's continue to take care of each other and be the best pairing I love you so much imouto💙💙💙💙💙

JustBnake

thank chuuu for the audio zenya, it makes me really happy to be able to listen, listen to all your woes and how you’re feeling, listen to your insecurities and your problems. i’ll always be happy to be able to take some of it from you, this was really comfy, it makes me want to come and hold you! hold you super close, treat you like the amazing princess you are and pamper you lots. 💙 ive been here for a little while now…it’ll be a year and a half here soon ehe, maybe its not all that much…but i think thats special! ive gone through a lot of emotions and feelings in the time ive been here, ups and downs come and go, i think thats pretty normal in life hehe. but i know that one thing has always been consistent the entire time. i’ve loved and adored you all the way, even when im feeling upset or when brain worms get to me, you’ve been so incredibly special to me since the day i met you. i see all the effort you put in, all the work you do. i see all the little things you do to make is happy. it makes me so grateful zenya…you’re the only one that could ever make me feel this way. i know you say that no one could be perfect…but you match so much of the things i value the most that…you’re the closest thing to perfect that anyone could be for me!! you’re so kind, and you make me feel so loved. you make me feel wanted and needed, when im feeling down you give me the affection and energy i need to move forward…and you inspire me to work hard too!! to do the things i love!! you show so much care and thought in how you interact with us..sometimes i feel so spoiled. and you’re super cute too!! cute and beautiful and pretty and sexy. how could a girl be all of those things the way you are…i think i might be the luckiest person in the entire world 😤 and we share a lot of the same interests too!! i feel like i can talk to you about anything i like, and i always love listening to what you like. maybe im rambling a bit ehe..i treasure all the time i’ve had with you is all. and i’ll treasure all the time we get to spend together in the future too. nothing will ever change that, always and forever. i can promise you that ok!! you’re stuck with this stinky perverted big bro! dont underestimate me alright! im pretty strong!! i’ll be right here ok, and i’ll accept you always. 💙 come here come here, i’ll take care of you forever little sis, it’ll all be ok. love youuuuuu always always always, forever and ever 💙💙💙💙💙

rakumi

Thank you for the audio Zenya! I love getting to know more about you and how you feel whether it's positive or negative. One of the reasons I support you is because I feel we have a lot in common. Not just in hobbies, but in struggling with social interactions and having confidence. It makes me want to see you succeed. I want your hard work to be rewarded. I want you to achieve everything you want to do! That's only one reason, of course. Sorry if it's weird or sounds like I'm projecting. I also support you because you're the cutest girl ever and make me feel loved and accepted.💙 I know how bad you feel when people leave. It's hard, but there can be all kinds of circumstances for it. It's not always because they move on to someone else. It's best to see them off with a smile and positivity even if it hurts. Who knows? They may come back because of that. I'll try to do whatever I can in my capacity to make the pengoons the most fun and welcoming community it can be! Wahhh I'm so shy tho😢 Don't worry too much about not understanding men. That's normal. If you ever truly understood a man's sexual fantasies and desires, you would probably never want to talk to one again. Haha, maybe I'm exaggerating, but we are very different. Even when reading the same doujin, we'd be interested/turned on by completely different things or ideas. That being said, I do think you have a good grasp of making erotic content for us regardless. Your streams are always amazing and your pre-recorded audios have been great too. I'll keep letting you know what I like about them so you can get even better!💙 I loved hearing about all the things I do for you and make you feel! You do so much for me too! You're the most beautiful girl inside and out, so please try to be confident. Maybe you're caught up comparing yourself to others, but keep in mind that I don't even bother comparing you to anyone! I want YOUR cosplay photos and YOUR Seia ASMR because it's you, my precious imouto wife!💙 Anyway, let's try to stay positive! You've got lots of fun things coming up right? I'm so proud of my sweet little imouto who always does her best! I love love love love loooove you! mwah!💙

Sengoku

I'm not good at talking either, but I do want you to know I love my cute sexy imouto. I don't need or want to watch other vtubers you are the only one I need.

wuwwers

Thank you so much 💙 I want to do better for you, and I want to grow old(er) with you, and I want to see you happy and successful, thank you for who you are Zenya

Yoyopi

You’re the best at being you, Zenya, and that’s why I want to keep supporting you for as long as I can! I love how genuine and affectionate you always are and how you’re able to share so much of that even if others might see it as weird. I don’t care how experienced you are when it comes to more intimate stuff. The sexiest part is knowing that you came up with it and are eager to share it. You’ve helped me so much in the short time I’ve been here by giving me something to look forward to everyday. Whether it’s catching a stream live, watching an older vod or listening to asmr it never fails to make my day better. Honestly, I always feel kind of awkward commenting on stuff or typing in chat, but listening to you being vulnerable and candidly talking about your feelings and insecurities lately has made me start to feel ok going out of my comfort zone a little more. I’ll probably still mostly just be a lurker since I don’t always feel like I have much to contribute, but if letting you know how much I appreciate the love and care you put into everything you do helps ease the burden of all the negative stuff even a little, I’m always happy to.💙

dooker

Nobody else in the world could ever take your place. There's just too many little things about you that I love which would be absent with someone else. I try my best to express my appreciation for every little thing that you do because it's gut-wrenching knowing the sheer uncertainty of anybody else ever coming close. I want to keep hanging out with you forever, but barring that I just want to make the most of all the time I can spend with you while you're still here. Never ever stop overcoming whatever life throws at you Zen, even beyond our time together. You probably get the idea by know, but you're a really special person to me. I'm really grateful to have found you lil sis 💙

Snackchampion{DK}

Thank you for pillow talk asmr Babu💙💙 I always love hearing and spending time with you💙💙 You always make me feel wanted💙💙 And i hope i can make you feel less lonely and make you feel wanted too💙💙 You mean the world to me Zenya i love you💙💙

vgboss

As I've said before I want to support you no matter what even before you ever had the idea of making the patreon. You've been my light for so long now I can't imagine a life without you. I love you for who you are silly. Sexy stuff or not. I'll be here for you as always ok? I love you (and only you) 💙💙💙

Brian

Zen, just know you are loved, and I cannot stop listening to your voice; after a long 12-hour shift as a mechanic, it is nice to come home and listen to your audios. I am terrible at trying to message over text, and I normally never comment on things, but I am very glad I found you on YouTube; I am finally able to relax while listening to you, so keep your head held high. 🫣😅❤️

Lyonheart

Mmm, Zenya. Just listened to this. All I can say is please don’t worry. I enjoy listening to you, and will continue to listen. Your audios are always a gift, and honest how hard one can be on their selves. Autism kinda fucks my head up all the time. Heck I never know what to say to you when I do try to reach out, but I mean it when I say, I have, do, and will always enjoy listening to you!! Your voice has a way of calming my chaotic mess of a head, and if there’s anything we can do for you, just say the word