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View Unblocked Image [SPOILER WARNING]March was a really, really bad month for me, and far too much went wrong.I really thought we were around the corner with animation, but when I tried locking down the details, getting it looking "complete" proved to be far, far harder for me than I thought it'd be. In addition, I found so many mistakes and unfinished bits with this character that I'd forgotten about and had to just re-do. As of writing this, Character "C" from the last post is now finished, and locking down the details of Character "B" is the final remaining obstacle. However, I am terrified that after I finish scene D, I might look back at the other scenes and see mistakes and errors that I've left uncorrected. I was already planning on doing a "correction" pass of everything when I move to refine all the cameras, but I am now terrified that I might have unknowingly overlooked some things and left work unfinished. However, I really need to send "Scene D" over to my effects guy, and can't do that until it's complete, so I'm still stuck in character animation for the time being.The musician that I have been waiting on a draft for about a year now has finally emailed me back with an update. Apparently he has lost everything from the track, including gigabytes of his own work, tried in vain for months to recover everything, and must start over completely. I am glad I don't have to do very much on the music end, and I hope it works out, because he really seems to be struggling and quite busy as well. If he is able to produce the music soon, that would be great, but it's not a high priority, and I have some others lined up for when it's time to get my hands dirty with scoring. It was fortunate I got him on this so early, it seems.Worst of all, though, this past month, my beloved dog experienced a steep and spiraling decline in his health that ultimately lead to his death. Caring for and comforting him completely sapped my time and focus, and then his passing took a deep emotional toll on me. For several days, I wasn't able to work on Squad at all, which made this a little worse, as working on Starter Squad is the only thing that truly fulfills me. I am currently back and working, but I am most definitely leaving room to grieve and stepping back to feel things, as I don't want to repress anything. In any case, I am very sad to see him go, but am happy that he is finally at peace and no longer suffering.On the plus side, the "face" effect of one character is coming along really well. I've been going back an forth with the effect artist for several months now. We are now doing the work that constitutes the final draft and will be seen in the episode. I don't want to spoil what it is, because it's my favorite bit of the episode and it's really funny, but it requires a lot of time and effort to accomplish this intended effect. When you see the episode, you'll know exactly what I'm talking about, and you'll have the knowledge that this character's face cost several months of labor and thousands of dollars. At this point, I'm paying more monthly than I'm receiving from Patreon in order to pay this particular artist, so I'm very thankful to you all, as your contributions are directly funding this.Here's all that's left to do for me, in this order.- FINISH the final character animation on Scene D- Send off completed scenes D and B to VFX for final particle effects- Do a final "Camera Pass" for Scenes C, B, A, D, then F, fixing and polishing errors along the way. - Work with VFX on final "Effects Pass" for specific parts of Scenes B and F.- Knit all scenes together and send over to sound mixer- Score completed scenes with musicians- Light and render every frame- Compile, make thumbnail and trailer/teaserAs of now, I'm okay. I'm not at a standstill. I'm coping in the right ways, but still working diligently. I thought I'd have better news by now, but the roadblocks this month slowed me down. I'll keep going and keep you in the loop with where I'm at.

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Carter Bouy

Sorry for your loss. I hope things will get better

Jayce

No problem I’m sure it’s understandable. Keep on with the good work, bro.

Jayce

Yeah, I’m sorry too

AmberAnk

I am so sorry for what happened to your dog. I understand what you meant losing a dog of my own, so I know how it feels. But glad to know you are back with working on Squad.

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2026-09-05 19:00 We will always support and appreciate everything you do, just please take your time and don’t rush and overwork yourself because it might be too much for you sometimes. We all love you Shipp and we hope you are doing okay.
2025-04-06 01:02

Katie Stapleton

Mental health matters greatly. Take care of yourself! Better to take time than to overstress.

Sahasra Rajgopal

So sorry for your loss ❤️. Losing a pet is incredibly hard—they’re truly family. Take all the time you need, your work is always appreciated!

io deuling

I’m very sorry for your loss, take your time to get better, you’ve got this!

MewThree

So sorry for your loss, we will all get through this together! I believe in us!

GoldenChef

Sorry about your dog. Also it looks like flareon it farting a yellow stink cloud at the forest kings face.

Zavier

Sorry for your dog

Jayce

Wow, you’re genuine, and I like it

Shady

May your dog rest in peace 🕊️🪦🙏

Totterson

Glad you're doing ok after that rough month Shipp! Take care of yourself before worrying about the squad! :pray:

Kamegama

Sorry for your loss. You’re doing the best you can ❤️

FainterCellar

So what does that mean? The episode is not gonna be released in the summer?

reet reddom

My cat is have had since I was 6 also passed away this month losing a pet can be hard I hope it gets better! May your dog rest in peace

mshenna

I am so sorry for your loss. Letting go of a dog reshapes your world, more maybe than the death of a human does, b/c dogs grow into your life & adapt their personality to blend with yours; so when they are gone, part of you is too. I still remember petting someone's friendly dog on the street, & the owner asking if I had a dog. For the first time in 17 years, I had to say no. Those moments do sneak up. Work helped us. Be good to yourself, please.

Alex McGillvrey

How much of the episode is completed so far?

Alex McGillvrey

I hope the episode comes out this year and that the episode after that doesn't take so long to make.