an apology and an invitation <3 (Patreon)

hi kg records family,

it's been weighing on me that i haven't been able to hold up my side of things here on patreon lately and i just wanted to apologize. despite my absence and lack of coffee dates, you're all on my mind often.

while jesse and i have certainly come a way in healing after the lost pregnancy at the beginning of july, grief still has its way of showing up out of nowhere, and the general pain of infertility has just been hitting a bit harder. we've been moving in and out of little depressive episodes and waves of grief, and on the days when we're mentally sound, functioning humans, most of our energy is having to go towards doctors appointments, procedures, and making big confusing decisions. navigating this path and all the accompanying emotions and traumas has become somewhat of a full-time job lately, and i am all too aware of the ways i am dropping balls in other areas of my life. thank you all for being patient and supporting me through this time, and i sincerely hope i can do better for you all soon.

in the meantime, i did publicly commit to doing an online concert this sunday, rain or shine. it'll be streaming on my youtube channel and facebook page at 1pm pacific time. would love to have your company <3

sending immense amounts of love and gratitude your way. 

xo

kina

p.s. oh yeah--and i am releasing a brand new song on the 31st called "i never wanted anything more than i wanted you". in my typical fashion, i feel a mix of excitement and intense terror that it will be out in the world. but so it goes. gotta rip off the bandaid :)