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Hello everyone.

This post is about my wife again, so if this topic is difficult for you, here is a short version: I will have to take a break to take care of some important things. The free set for March will be delayed a little bit, but I'll try to get all the rewards done in March. Thank you for your understanding.

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Update 02.03.23:

Thank you all so much for your kind messages. Today I talked to the funeral service. My wife will get a burial at sea. I like that idea, because it's like she can journey around the world and visit Japan again.Even with the cheapest options, it will still be a lot of money, but I have help from my good friend and my mum, so I should be fine for now.

Now that the most important things are set in motion, I might take some photos again if I feel like it. But that will have to wait until the technician for the heating system was here again on Friday. He fixed it on Tuesday, but it stopped working again this morning with a different problem. So right now it's too cold to go in the studio. I miss taking photos, so I hope everything works out.

Thank you again for your kindness and understanding. It makes this situation a lot easier for me.

Take care. ♥

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28.02.23:

Last night I got a call from the hospital. My wife was in a critical condition again and it was clear that she won't recover. They gave me the chance to come to the hospital. I was by her side, holding her hand when she passed away an hour later.There is a lot that I have to take care of now. I have a very good friend who will help me with that. I was thinking about pausing Patreon for at least the next month, but right now I want to keep going. I would rather keep working than doing nothing. Maybe that will change. It all feels very unreal right now. If I have to change my plans, I will let you know.

Thank you all for your support and kind words in this difficult last months. It means so much to me. Take care.

Comments

Sara K

I am so sorry. Take all the time you need when/if you need it, we will be here when you come back.

Silvandar

I am so, so sorry. There are no words 😢

R'John Draws

Omg 😓 so sorry for your loss. I can’t even imagine how much pain you’re in. My condolences,and no problem. Take the time you need. I hope she is in a good place 🙏😥

Null-Entity

You have all the hugs I can give!! Take as much time as you need we will all be here, and you need the distraction of collabs you know I am here!

Ordicanary

I'm so sorry. Please take care of yourself and take all the time you need.

Larnady

Oh god I'm internally sobbing. This is so unfortunately and I can't imagine such a loss so I have nothing I can really say except 'I'm sorry' and 'Take all the time you need <3'

Jade Riley

My condolences, take all the time you need to heal and do whatever you need.

EdosianOrchids901

Oh, I am so sorry. Please do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself, whether that be working or taking a break <3

Laura

i am so so very sorry for your loss 💖 please take all the time you need, and know that we will all support you in any way we can 💖

jinsanesque

I am so sorry for your loss. My condolences. Please take care of yourself.

runner five

i’m so sorry. please take care of yourself the best you can, and take all the time you need <3

Dana Joaquin

Please take all the time you need, my condolences.

Summer Stars

I am so sorry for your loss, please take as much time as you need whether it’s a break from patreon or the internet or anything! Please take care of yourself as best you can through this ❤️

RequiemLylium

So sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and take all the time you need.

VisceralRevolt

So sorry to hear this. Please take all the time you need. As tempting as it can be to keep yourself busy, please do take some time to yourself. Thank you for everything you do for us, but please don't prioritise us at this time. <3

Bryan Stone

I've no words to express my sorrow for this sad time in your life. Please be well and take all the time you need to recover and heal.

star

I am so sorry for you and your loss. I am glad you have people who are able to support you, and I hope you'll take time to care for yourself. If you do decide to take a break, I'll certainly fully understand and am more than willing to continue supporting you while you take time for yourself. I wish I had something more meaningful to say, your work means so much to me and has inspired me to create through difficult time in my life, and I wish I could pass that back on to you. Much love.

Helen S. [H.exe]

I am terribly sorry for your loss. If you need a break and time to heal please take it. I'm sure people here will understand and support you throughout the month.

Hana Jaroňová

Oh nooo, no, no, NO, this can't be true! I'm so sorry to read this! *big big hug* I wish I would know what to say that wouldn't sound dull and empty so I'll just send you another virtual hug. *more hugs* Take all the time you need, I'm sure everyone will understand that. Take care <33

Sharks

Oh no, I'm so sorry for your loss 😞 Take all the time you need and take care.

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Jenny I am absolutely heartbroken for you and sending all my love. Please take all the time you need. Please please, we are just here to support you.

Z

This is awful to hear. Please take your time to heal.

ThatBrutalGuy

Oh my god, I’m so sorry. Do whatever you need to do, friend.

ArmerAlterKater

Mein Beileid Jen! Ich wünsch' Dir viel Kraft!

Matt Hope

I’m so sorry. Much love. I will stay subscribed regardless. You have my support.

Bryan Stone

Warmest hugs and thoughts for you. I'm sure you will be better and things will brighten up. 😊 stay safe and come back when you can, no rush.

Plastikevol

Sorry for your loss. Be well.

camilla

So sorry for you loss! Stay strong, Be well!

zosa

please rest your body and your heart as much as you can. it wont be any easier if you struggle through it. you are allowed your grief