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Chapter 39: From Now On, I Will Love Every Rainy Day

"Why..."

As he heard her story, Lu Qingchuan felt an indescribable feeling surging inside his heart, the story that Su Yingxue told him seemed to have weight on it’s own, and it’s pressed down on him from all directions.

"The cat left me on its own, but came back to me just because it had nothing to eat... I love it so much, but what am I to it..."

After hearing Su Yingxue's words, Lu Qingchuan's mind went blank. He hugged the person beneath him with pity.

After a short while.

Su Yingxue lightly bit her lip, her eyes dazed as she lifted her head from Lu Qingchuan's shoulder, and her breath became increasingly disordered as she looked at him.

Lu Qingchuan, continued to brush Su Yingxue's sweat-drenched hair with his hand.

"Did the cat come back?" he asked, lying next to the girl.

"It came back, it really felt like a dream. It ran away for a month, but it still remembered where my home was..."

Su Yingxue half lay on Lu Qingchuan's body, softly saying, "I touched the cat's neck, fed it, gave it a bath, but… but… I didn’t strangle it…. Lu Qingchuan, I couldn't bear to hurt it."

Su Yingxue smiled sweetly, "Because… Because I was just so happy!"

Her eyes were moist, bright with tears that shone like sparkling morning stars, misty yet absolutely beautiful.

"At that moment, I forgot about what kind of thing its disappearance caused to me, I was just so happy that it’s still alive, Lu Qingchuan, I was just so happy, that I forgot everything else."

Lu Qingchuan suddenly wanted to cry. His fingertips brushed through the girl's hair, gently stroking her head, feeling an unparalleled sense of pity for Su Yingxue.

Su Yingxue wiped her tears but smiled sweetly, "The cat has gotten chubby again. If you want to pet it, I can take you to see it. It's very well-behaved."

Lu Qingchuan pulled up the blanket to cover her, hugged her slender shoulders, looked directly at her face, and moved very close, making Su Yingxue's face blush, her eyelashes fluttering.

Lu Qingchuan said gently, "You are too kind."

"This is a secret I didn't dare tell anyone..." She closed her eyes, shyly embarrassed, "Will you hate me?"

"Everyone has a dark side, bad thoughts that appear from time to time," Lu Qingchuan smiled calmly, "I don't find it strange, nor do I think it's bad. On the contrary, I think you have a much softer heart than many people."

Lu Qingchuan clearly remembered that he had also thought about some horrible thing, such as whether he should use Chen Yanyu to kill Zuo Tian.

Su Yingxue buried her face in Lu Qingchuan's chest, choking softly, "I said something terrible, I'm sorry."

"Don’t think too much about it." Lu Qingchuan laughed, "I'll definitely take good care of you."

Su Yingxue burst into laughter through her tears, "Stop it... it's embarrassing..."

"Fine, then let's just continue." Despite already fucking with her for quite some time, Lu Qingchuan was still not satisfied, he felt Su Yingxue probably wasn't either.

Moreover, he needed to make it up to her properly.

"Huh? Wait–! I’m still very sensitive–"

As Su Yingxue exclaimed in surprise, Lu Qingchuan began to torment Su Yingxue once more, starting from rubbing both of her nipples at the same time, causing her to stop talking as pleasure began to course through her body.

Soon, the bed they are using starts to shake, and the loud voice of a girl in pleasure starts to fill the room alongside the heavy sound of flesh clapping against another flesh.

It wasn't until late into the night that the exhausted pair finally calmed down. After a bit of tidying up, they fell asleep.

..............

At dawn.

The pitter-patter sound of rain filled Lu Qingchuan's ear.

He opened his eyes, put on his pajamas, and walked out of the bedroom. He saw the black-haired girl sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, watching the rain.

Su Yingxue had woken up very early. She’s neatly dressed in her school uniform, and was hugging her knees, looking up at the dark clouds in the sky and the raindrops falling on the flowers and grass, all alone and quietly.

Lu Qingchuan took a jacket, walked over slowly, and draped it over Su Yingxue.

"You're awake?" Su Yingxue grabbed the jacket on her, her face slightly red. "I'm not cold."

"I'm afraid you might be cold." Lu Qingchuan sat down cross-legged beside her.

Su Yingxue smiled gently and lay down on Lu Qingchuan's lap like a kitten, her dark yet bright eyes gazing at the boy's gentle face.

"I've thought about many terrible things, but I've only done one."

"Hmm?" Lu Qingchuan was a bit curious. He gently held Su Yingxue's hand and smiled, "Feel free to tell me."

Su Yingxue's lips moved slightly,

Her expression was extremely gentle, as if lying in warm sunlight,

"Sometimes, when I look down from a high place, I want to jump. I feel very tired of living, but I'm too scared to jump because I know it is a bottomless abyss,"

Su Yingxue was still smiling, "So I thought, if I was unlucky enough to meet a bad person who wanted to harm me,"

Lu Qingchuan's body stiffened.

Raindrops fell on everything in the world, creating a soft and ambiguous white noise.

"If it happened, if I encountered that situation, if a bad person wanted to stab me with a knife and let me die on the cold ground, I wouldn't resist. I would just lay quietly in the darkness."

Su Yingxue's voice was clearer than the raindrops and as melodious as a nightingale, making one feel heartbroken,

"Some time ago, I met a bad person."

Her eyes reflected Lu Qingchuan's face,

"But, that bad person was very gentle with me."

The girl suddenly sat up on his lap, her faint fragrance filling Lu Qingchuan's heart.

"So, I suddenly wanted to try being a bad child,"

Su Yingxue whispered with a light laugh in Lu Qingchuan's ear, "I bullied the bad person."

Lu Qingchuan seemed to understand everything, the reason why someone of Su Yingxue standing and strength is able to be tamed and be broken by Lu Qingchuan hand in the original story.

The girl known as Su Yingxue had been standing at the edge of the cliff long ago. In the original story, Lu Qingchuan is not the one who pushed her over and broke her, rather, she’s the one who jumped down herself.

"But I was very lucky because the bad person really loved me."

Lu Qingchuan couldn't help but laugh, "Because I wanted to be a good person."

Su Yingxue gently ruffled Lu Qingchuan's somewhat messy hair from just waking up. Her movements were incredibly tender, full of a lover's affection.

"That's why I didn't fall into the darkness and abyss, Lu Qingchuan. I fell into the sunlight. Because of that bad person, I feel like I'm alive again."

Su Yingxue slowly got up, elegantly standing in front of the window, looking at the sky.

In the background, the pitter-patter sound of the raindrops kept falling continuously.

Lu Qingchuan looked at her, "Do you like rainy days?"

"No, I don't."

"Right, I remember you said you hate noise," Lu Qingchuan smiled, "Shall we go back?"

Su Yingxue shook her head at Lu Qingchuan, "But now I like rainy days."

"Hmm?" Lu Qingchuan was slightly confused, "Why?"

He saw the girl walk up to him and hold his hand.

Her hand was soft and slender,

Lu Qingchuan saw a beam of light fall on Su Yingxue's face.

At some point, the rain had stopped.

The inky clouds were drifting and dispersing in the sky.

Beams of light from the post-rain clouds swept over the bustling city, creating a breathtaking Tyndall effect. The long night and the cold rain had all passed.

The light painted them with a radiant golden outline.

Lu Qingchuan saw the most enchanting smile appear on Su Yingxue's beautiful face.

She was truly stunning.

Right now, the smile that appeared on her face multiplied Su Yingxue's beauty by a hundred times over, it’s a beauty that simply can’t be described with words, it’s to the point where Lu Qingchuan forgot to breathe, and can only stared at her dumbfoundedly.

"Because... sitting with you… and watching the rain together, I find it so romantic." Su Yingxue smiled at Lu Qingchuan, "So from now on, I will love every rainy day."