Sylve (Patreon)

One more to the collection >w<Can you Imagine its AUTUMN already? The summer is over nooooI will miss my warm night walks around the neighbor forest haha ^^Also I have no idea what exactly is happening but I got breathing issues again. I have this issue for like 2-3 weeks now and I struggle pretty much with it. I might be considering this is associated with my stress levels but I can't be sure. Last year I was also in Finland in July-August and I got the very same issues - feeling like there is not enough air, like if you were at a high mountain or smth (irl Peak experience?) Though it is not that bad as last year and feels like it becomes better every day but still annoying. But I can lay - when I'm laying its totally ok so at least I sleep hahaIf to go to the doctor - I kinda anxious about it and afraid - I still have not gotten my physical insurance card so I'm afraid the appointment may lead to huge expenses >< Well will see if it goes away or I still need to get to a doctor ;_;I've managed to get one prescription for medicine I've been taking for some time already so I want to have a look how much it was first xD (here you go to appointment, no one tells the prices later you gen an invoice, lol? When I broke my front tooth repair cost me 55 euros, which actually not bad at all but still no idea how much anything else might cost!)Hopefully I can manage to get to my family in Russia in autumn maybe. The Ru-Fi border stays closed and the best way is still to go through Estonia. I need to leave cats with someone, get anxious thinking of this too hahaI think I should go and learn how to drive a car then I maybe can go to Ru and Back with my car taking cats with me ;_; But I don't want to drive so badly.. For ones who doesnt know what is the issue - Getting to Moscow from Europe(Finland exactly) nowadays takes at least 28 hours to one side. So it is 3 days only to get there and back. I usually could leave cats for 4-5 days with all their auto stuff, but with those road time - it is getting pretty much impossible. Will need to think about it. Also my relatives can't easily come to me as well since Finland doesn't give short stay visas for relatives ;_;Well at least I stay in EU for Halloween this year and MAYBE I will be able to actually finally taste the candy corn xD I've never did but always wanted! We had no those in Russia or extremely expensive and old packs (due long delivery) so maybe this year!!And also excited for Christmas here because I've never seen Christmas IRL, we only celebrate the new year ^^ Maybe it will be fuuun! Well I don't know what else to say! Next month I plan to bring another few scenes long animation (3-4 scenes). Want to make it cute and romantic >3< Also another eeveelution will come ofc. And I probably will start work on something longer again. Not the Ace or Double Dare long this time I think but something medium - I will go for ^^How your summer went btw? Did anything fun? ^^