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NICK :(

Sorry this scene turned into extreme angst... but Nick's probably still struggling a lot with years of internalised homophobia. The angst will get resolved pretty early in chapter 3 though...

Still not sure how many more pages chapter 2 is gonna be! Maybe 2 more pages? 3? WHO KNOWS.

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Anonymous

I see how it is, we had too much fluff and cuddles and happiness and now you're going to torture us, rude rude rude. (just kidding obvi, I like this page a lot, you even make blank space work for the story! You literally use 100% of the page to tell the story!👍🏻🙌🏻💯💜💙💛)

Anonymous

Signing up for your Patreon has been definitely been a great choice! I love being your "Mecenate", I'm getting my money's worth! Kisses from Italy 🇮🇹💋

aliceoseman

Heheheh I am indeed..... (not for long though) Thank you so much!!! I do love a bit of blank space!

Mat

Plus, realizing he has feeling for Charlie is one thing, coming out and being open about it is yet another thing... Stay strong, kiddos :'( As much as I understand Nick's reaction, this must be so painful for Charlie! I SEE HOW IT IS! There have been too many happy pages in a row, now we're gonna suffer and drown in angst! Nice.

aliceoseman

EXACTLY! It's not an easy thing to come to terms with, especially at that age. And yeah I feel sorry for Charlie... he's gonna think that he made a mistake ;_;

Charli Clement

i totally understand his reaction but this is painful☹️☹️☹️

Anonymous

Niiiiiick 😭 Can the last page of the chapter pls not be charlie sad and alone 😭😭😭

Anonymous

I have the same fears as Ray!

Anonymous

looking back on this moment, how do the two of them feel? i mean like is it more of a good memory or a bad one?

aliceoseman

They both love looking back on the memory of their first kiss, since that was definitely a very emotional and special moment for both of them! But Nick HUGELY regrets how he reacted afterwards and wishes he'd stayed and talked it out with Charlie instead of chickening out and leaving. Charlie doesn't hold anything against Nick - he knows and understands that Nick was going through a lot at the time and hadn't quite sorted out his feelings yet. That doesn't stop Nick feeling bad though :') So I think Charlie looks back on it really fondly but Nick still feels a bit bad/embarrassed about it.

carley

AGHHHHHHHHHH IM SO UPSET

carley

i know everything will be okay nick is just struggling i meAN THATS A LOT TO TAKE IN!! but dang charlie's gotta feel so bad rn like he proBABLY THINK NICK REGRETS IT UGH

aliceoseman

it definitely is a lot to take in ;_; but YEAH charlie definitely feels like he's made a big mistake :( :( :(

Anonymous

I so wish he'd given him a quick kiss and/or whispered, 'Don't worry. We'll talk later.' But conflict makes a story more interesting! Stupid conflict. 🤣😂😣😊

aliceoseman

yes, it would have saved both of them a LOT of unnecessary worrying and stress! :( but Nick's definitely a bit too panicked and overwhelmed right now... he really doesn't know what to do! ;_;

Anonymous

It's okay, Nick. You can work through it buddy, and be happy. Stay strong, Charlie. Your boy is coming back, that goofball.

Sharon Stogner

okay, you just kicked me in the feels again...