2/18/25 (Patreon)

Hallo everynyan!

I'm still working on the nsfw drawings for the hole post so thats probably gonna be the next update ^_^! The Kangshiro comic is taking up a lot of my time, but then my brain is so scattered that i always end up coming up with new stuff that has nothing to do with what Im writing😭 I WISH I COULD DRAW EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD BUT I CANNAE....

I feel like my colors have gotten quite rigid, I'm not experimenting anymore, why is every painting blue 😭😭😭 I need to draw in more colors but i fucking hate painting with green and yellow for some reason I just cant control it.. I'm at that point in art where I know what I like and I just wanna keep drawing what I like which is so unhealthy and i need to unlearn that 💀

It's getting really freaking cold now, so I feel extremely lucky to be able to work from home, everyday i see people coming out of my building going to work in the snow and ice and freezing weather and I can just sit on my ass and draw yaois.. it's honestly such a priviledge and I feel so lucky to be where I am T_T;; You guys think I'm always hard on my art but that's only bc I'm not working hard enough to enjoy this cushy life, not having to do a 9-5 IS a luxury that not many people have and I have to remind myself to be grateful everyday.. 😭 So thank u.. I know i thank you guys every other day but i really mean it every time!

Anywayss, that's all for the yap today! I dont really have that much going on in my life either besides this so these updates are both like my diary entries and me trying to socialize in a way 💀 But thank you again and have a good week everyone! see u soon for the hole post..