[SHORTS] Really good popcorn, Pacifica Northwest, one bed, and one braincell. (Patreon)

Hallo everynyan!

I was gonna post art updates today bc i do have that cherie birthday painting sitting around 😭 but then i fucking forgor to cancel my free capcut trial so im doing shorts to get my moneys worth im sorrydskjhfaskjdn ITS SO SICK its like spotify knowing when its my lowest moment to take money from me or when my car start showing emojis bc it sensed i was doing good in life. But yeah there might be more shorts in the future since i might forget to cancel again... kms

I will cut down on the posting after I fullfill all my patreon rewards this month so i can work on cherry crush season 4.. truth be told im really scared to post publicly again its been such a peaceful couple of months during the hiatus 😭 i know this is kinda unrelatable but i genuinely wanna crawl out of my own skin thinking about posting my art publicly for everyone to see like on Patreon theres at least a paywall so i feel like i have more control over my audience interaction.. but season 4 coming back means opening up that can of worms again and i legit feel like throwing up i think its anxiety but im too poor for therapy so im sorry if im oversharing im trying harder to not make my patreon my vent diary and u guys shouldnt burden urself with my problems either 😭 i do think a lot of this is just in my own head like people dont actually wanna kill me bc i take 6 months to post or bc i draw cringe shit and i im not even fishing for compliments PLEASE DONT TELL ME HOW HARD I WORK I do not work that hard at all i swear u guys are already paying me more than enough to draw yaois like way more than I deserve 😭

I really felt like i shouldnt have taken the hiatus to draw the kangshiro comic at all bc my shoulder started hurting a lot now and i cant help but feel like i wasted all my "good shoulder" time and stamina on a side project that half the readers dont even like, in hindsight i overestimated my very limited capabilities and now im suffering for it and worst of all the readers are suffering too like 😭😭 im so sorry for wasting people's time like this... even though I had fun I still wished I prioritized Cherry Crush more during my hiatus bc now i have so much work ahead of me and the hiatus is already taking too damn long..

Anyways that's all for the yap today, I hope u guys like the shorts and tbh im thinking of cutting down the yap lately (says guy who just yapped)😭 i feel like i overshare too much on here but thats only bc i have like 4 friends and none of them gaf about Cherry Crush or even know about it dskjfnasdkjn... I'll do the hole post this weekend and then after the monthly nsfw comic ill do the announcement for season 4, hopefully everything goes smoothly and I don't take a bajillion years again..