episode delay and Octorber Patreon Paused 😢😢 (Patreon)

hallo everynyan..!

the new episode will go up tomorrow (or as soon as I can finish it) i really dont have any excuse bc everyone already know what im going to say so I really really apologize again 😭 Its like this literally every week and i feel awful about it and i just dont know how much more good graces from people I can get so I will also be pausing Patreon payments in October too so you guys dont get scammed again, I feel so bad for disappointing everyone bc you all want to see the comic update on time and extra art but the state of my health and my burnout has gotten so severe that even just sitting down to draw anything hurts but i’ll push through, PLEASE do not feel bad for me at all this is all me, im late bc i cant draw fast and i refuse to shorten the episodes even more since the story’s getting too big, The next few episodes are gonna be really heavy and yes you guys can probably tell its all heading towards the end soon.. I really thought i’d be finished with cherry crush by now and every day passed and i look at the comic where the story still has so much to resolve it just kills me inside, im so behind on schedule on everything and i dont want to just rush the ending bc its convenient .. even though people are already pretty mad at me for “dragging it out” I PROMISE IM NOT TRYING TO DO THAT… you guys spent years reading the development of my characters and i want to do them justice.. even though it takes a long time and you guys have already been so patient with me, I just want to ask you guys to bear with me just a little more, thank you so so much for your support until now, i never realized how kind people truly are until i made this corner on the internet for myself and I truly feel so lucky to have had such nice readers.. Thank you so much again and I’ll post the new episode soon, I apologize for all my mistakes, I’ll try to do better.. I really mean it even though it looks like im not I swear I wish i could draw faster or even afford an assistant but i cant… I’ll still try my hardest so as not to disappoint you guys more than I already have 😭😭😭😭😭 Have a good day everynyan I will talk to u in the episode tomorrow ..!