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“I never considered marrying someone from my father’s world. I wanted someone normal, someone…”

His cutting look of censure stopped her from finishing her sentence.

“Someone like the dozens of losers you fucked the year you still had my name and hid from me?”

Even as her stomach clenched, she forced her lips to curve in a mocking smile and ignored the shame that snaked through her belly. “I guess that makes us even.”

His eyes narrowed into slits. “Did Maximus tell you I was cheating on you?”

She wasn’t aware that she moved, only that she was on her feet. Her body reacted to her flight instinct quicker than her mind, her only thought that she had to avoid this topic at all costs. She took two strides before Roth grabbed hold of her.

“You wrote that in your series that my character, Rex, cheated. Why?”

“Let me go.”

“What the fuck did I just tell you?” he growled as he swung her around and put his hands on her shoulders. “No more running. We’re sorting this shit out.”

“Oh, is it confession time? Ok, Roth, why don’t you tell the class what my dad blackmailed you about! Inquiring minds what to know!” she said with rabid good cheer.

He dipped his head, grim-faced, focused, a predator with a one track mind.

“Stop deflecting. Why do you think I was unfaithful?”

**This is a raw draft of Bitter Confessions. Please do not share or distribute.

Comments

miyah🪐

i need roth to answer the question pls

Priscilla

Someone like the dozens of losers you fucked the year you still had my name and hid from me?” Dang Daddy Roth Ain't holding back, he's going in guns blazing. And I'm here for it. 👏

Sara B

How have they never had this conversation before?!?!!

angelina

i stand by roth never cheating on her

Priscilla

Roth ain't a cheater he's to honest for that. 🫶

Gopika

Ooo he wants to hash it out but only to whatever extent he wants😂 such a Roth move

RD

I'm gonna puke🤮 Jasmine cheated on roth. I don't care if she thinks they were separated bcoz they were not , not when the other party refused to sign the papers and wanted to talk. If Maximus made it seem like roth cheated then I hope he rots in hell. From now on I don't care how many lies roth told in the past i' m team roth. Cheating is my hard limit. I hope Jasmine realises what she did , how freaking stupid she was and come down from her moral high ground.

a.

Team ROTH!

AQ

I never thought Jas began her fuck fest before her divorce was done! I always thought she only began seeing other men after her divorce was finalised. Otherwise that would be cheating on Jas’ end… 😳🥲

hawina idi

I don't think she cheated, atleast not until she was divorced, she is just lying to him (remember in BH, she was thinking that she needed the divorce papers signed to move on so...).

RD

Then why is she feeling shame here when roth said she slept with others while bearing his name? If she was divorced, she wouldn't have felt shame. She might have felt guilty but not shame.

RD

Exactly. But, I guess it's not the first time she did that. She cheated on Ford too.

Nancy Nassradin

I don’t think she cheated on Roth I think she’s pretending she is because she suspects he did so she pretends she cheated on him as a way to make Roth think he wasn’t the only one doing the same thing (so they are even)

M

omg all the hard hitting questions in the first chapters — I am salivating at the thought of getting my grubby little hands on this book 🔥🔥🔥

Nancy Nassradin

And I don’t think Roth cheated at all after the divorce I think he went celibate waiting for jasmine in the side lines till her dad died and he could have her again

AQ

Ah no, I’m sure she did wait but she just wants to antagonise Roth as she believes he wasn’t faithful to her. At least that’s the situation I have in my mind. Also Roth was the love of her life, so I don’t consider her cheating on Ford to be with him. She never had an active romantic relationship with Ford. ♥️💌

Nancy Nassradin

Ive changed my opinion ,I think she did hookup with other people while still being married to Roth because of this “Even when she was looking for someone, she hadn’t found anyone worth dating seriously. They were flings and hookups. Temporarily entertaining, but no one lasted longer than a few months. And after this, she couldn’t imagine wanting to get married again. Twice was enough. She didn’t trust her judgment where men were concerned, and with a fortune confusing the mix, how could she trust that anyone wanted her for herself?” Excerpt From Bitter Secrets Mia Knight

RD

It never appeared to me in the first 2 books that jasmine was with someone else while still being married to roth. This snippet and the word "shame" is throwing me in a loop here. I hope that's not the case. Because in this series every character is morally grey ( roth, Maximus, colette, ariana,lyle,rami...) Jasmine was the only one truly good among all these characters. Her cheating on Ford didn't register to me as she was not in love with him and her father chose him , not her.

a.

Even if she did “cheat” on him so what 🤷🏻‍♀️. They were separated and even married he hardly spoke to her and she was under the impression he cheated.

Nila

and I been saying that those 5 years he did not see anyone <3

P

I think she’s feeling some level of shame because Roth is pointing out that she’s slept around…she feels similarly/it’s implied in BH when Roth brings it up and calls her a “whore”. Also, Roth is just going off what he’s learned from Maximus and her books. We know that the books don’t mirror Jasmine’s life 100% so maybe her book character started seeing other people before she and Rex were officially divorced? Therefore, Roth would think she was doing the same. I can’t see Jasmine starting anything until her divorce was finalized- she would have been emotionally wrecked but even if she did it wouldn’t be cheating (in her mind anyway) since she was under the impression they had never had a real marriage/relationship to being with- so why continue to honour it by reminding faithful? Roth’s attempts to call her during that year would have just been seen as him trying to save the marriage for his own benefit. Also, I think similar emotions/ motives can be applied when Jasmine cheated on Ford. She agreed to that marriage and knew what she was getting into but still cheated because she didn’t have an emotional relationship with him. She definitely did Ford wrong. Whether she did Roth wrong is just up to which perspective you’re looking from. Sorry for the long reply 😆

RD

I don't think separation works like that when the other party is trying to talk and you aren't letting them. During the cabin scene when jasmine so easily accepted that roth didn't cheat,made me feel like she didn't have any "proof" to begin with other than her intuition I guess. And not talking enough even while married. ... that's how long distance relationship works.

RD

Why would she think roth calling her to save the marriage was for his own benefit! When roth just told her her dad is still fucking with him even across the pond. According to this, he should have been delighted to sign the papers. I agree with the 100% not mirroring her life statement. I think Maximus knew the moment jasmine left roth and pounced on the chance and was planting false evidence about roth's infidelity . He was making it difficult for roth to contact her or find her I guess. There was a snippet in the previous patron where roth was asking jasmine in a party whom among the attending men did she choose to replace him as husband. Like Maximus alluded that she was ready to get married again that's how much serious she was about that relationship.

isy roth-caruso-ward

“If he read the books, he knew a fraction of the salacious exploits she’d had post-divorce.” based on this from Bitter Heat i’d say it was all after the divorce was finalized

RD

Yeah, I thought that too until this snippet. One word messes up how you comprehend a sentence

jupiter

cheatings fun when the girls do it 🤣🤣🤣

P

Jasmine believes Roth only married her to further his own career. That’s why she didn’t call him back in the year that they were separated. From her perspective, Roth is still hoping that Maximus will finally accept him and let him into the fold. Signing the divorce papers would prevent that…so that is why he is trying to reconcile with her in the year they were separated. I know Roth is now saying otherwise…but she still doesn’t believe him and for good reason- he’s a master manipulator. Jasmine might not have been aware of how involved her dad was in their relationship…but even without his influence, it makes sense for Jasmine to question his true motives- He didn’t want her living with him, wasn’t forth coming with information (e.g. where he was living). We don’t know, fully, why Roth did it that way…but I think that was enough for Jasmine (together with their convo in London) to not trust Roth anymore and go back to him.

RD

You say she is right to question his motives but didn't have the decency to ask the questions to his face. And what did Roth say anyway! Just that he didn't think she was worth the hassle. It's not a nice thing to say but understandable given roth's background and how hard he worked for everything and still was working for it despite of Maximus's interference. He wasn't the one with a silver spoon in his mouth, jasmine was. They were married not dating. You don't ghost your husband unless you think he might hurt you. And funny enough she actually didn't ghost him after the Thea situation! That's when you ghost your husband not when his mere words hurt your feelings. And don't even get me started on her thinking he cheated on her. He wasn't coming back to states enough to sleep with her so he must be sleeping with someone else. Granted she might have proofs later on but not during the London scene. She didn't have any proof then. Never said anything about jasmine going back to roth, just said Roth atleast deserved a conversation after everything they both had been through because of Maximus. Jasmine handled the situation very poorly. She just didn't ask the questions because she was scared her feelings would be hurt. It's as simple as that. Roth fought more for their relationship, still is and it shows in their interactions. She's always running away from him and he is always fighting for her against the entire world and to some extent against her too.

a.

Trying to talk NOW. He wasn’t trying to talk to her back then. Yes he tried reaching out during the year but after the way he treated her in London and whatever Maximus told her, why would she answer his calls? Uhhh I’m pretty sure people still talk on the phone despite being long distance.

RD

Where was it implied they didn't even talk over phone? There was a part where I don't know who said Roth or jasmine that she couldn't sleep without listening to his voice at least once, he made sure to do that . After loosing jasmine once , Roth is trying to rectify all the mistakes now. How can you be sure he wouldn't have done something similar during the one year he was trying to talk to her. Like I said before in another comment , they were married ,not dating. You can't ghost your husband unless you think you are in danger with him. She should have ghosted his ass after the Thea situation,not the London scene where no violence was involved. Everyone is so fast to blame roth for everything wrong with this relationship. Jasmine isn't a Saint either.

RD

And I guess it's different for every individual how would they react to certain situations. For some how jasmine reacted was okay, for some like me how jasmine reacted was wrong. Even if someone cheated on you, you let them say their piece and close the chapter for good. That's just my preference. Doesn't mean it have to be jasmine's or your preference. But, after they went through so much because of Maximus ( being disowned,being ran away from the country) jasmine owed roth and herself as well to have a proper conversation and finally closure

a.

It’s implied in the books we are discussing that he hardly spoke to her at times. “Called me once a week for just a few minutes” - Bitter Secrets. This entire plan of his wasn’t to rectify his mistakes. He wanted revenge from the start and his plan changed 🤷🏻‍♀️. No Jasmine isn’t a saint but you’re acting like she’s Tristan Thompson.

a.

I don’t disagree but I don’t think she’s a terrible person for how she reacted considering how sheltered she was growing up and this being her first real relationship.

RD

I don't know who Tristan Thompson is. 😕 But, the revenge idea didn't include jasmine before the divorce. While they were married he was planning to exact revenge from Maximus and others. Jasmine was not part of the revenge plan before the whole divorce thing. And why should he not take revenge from Maximus after what he did to both roth and jasmine. After everything, jasmine running to Maximus was the ultimate betrayal in roth's mind. So, later on jasmine became part of revenge plan as well. But, after beginning of BH roth realised, she still had feelings for him so his plan changed again as well

RD

I don't think she is a terrible person. How can she be when she is doing what she is doing for her family now despite everything. I was through and through team jasmine before this snippet. I don't condone cheating. And to me if what this snippet is insinuating is true , is cheating.

P

I agree that Jasmine, at least, owned Roth an explanation. She grew up very naïve and still is in a lot of ways. From her perspective- she gave up a lot for Roth (e.g. a comfortable life similar to her sisters) but she also recognizes that Roth gave up a lot too. She just didn’t know how to handle the one person she chose saying he regretted her too. So she ghosted Roth because she had the option to - Roth’s taken that option away now. I think her thinking he may have cheated is just because they spent so much time a part. She had no idea how he spent his time in London because she wasn’t there. If he was living in a multimillion penthouse and telling her they were still broke, he could have easily been doing other stuff too (i.e cheating). This was most likely not the main reason Jasmine chose to divorce him…but realizing that he had a separate life that he didn’t want her apart of probably helped finalize her decision Overall, i think both perspectives are justified! 🙂

Gopika

Idk if she fucked around before the divorce, tbh I don’t think so. “After the divorce, I realized I was free. For the first time in my life, I had no one to impress and no expectations to live up to. So I did what I wanted. I threw myself away for a while.” Since she said AFTER the divorce I think it’s highly unlikely that she fucked around while still married.

Gopika

Also gonna reference few more lines that make me think why it’s unlikely. “If he read the books, he knew a fraction of the salacious exploits she’d had post-divorce. She had lived recklessly for a time and didn’t regret it.” “The series had been a hit. A divorcee trying to build a new life, find herself, and letting everyone in on the drama along the way.” Like I said, words like post divorce, divorcee building a life etc makes me think she only did it after that one year. And I think she may be quiet/ not clarifying it just bcos she thinks Roth cheated. Ig once he clarifies it she might be upfront too.

miya

i feel like, if he DID have relations w other women post-divorce, all of them had to resemble jas bc i can hardly imagine roth being able to stomach touching another woman

miya

!!!!