Ahem, I have an announcement! (Patreon)
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I have something to tell you all...you're gonna have to get me a new rat cage because i'm moving to the United States for grad school. This will be a massive change for me and i'm hoping it will transform me artistically!!
I won't be working my childcare jobs so i'll have more time and the facilities to make things on a bigger scale. I'm going to have my own studio which i've never had before. I've been working out of my bedroom for 10 years. If I can make a pretty setup, I want to stream on Youtube once per week. More than ever, I feel grateful to have your support because how many other artists have this kind of community and support?
I'm pretty nervous. I'm finding myself savouring Canada, the cool weather and people I love. I've become obsessed with having rosy cheeks from the cold. Every morning I jog and then admire my rosy cheeks when I get home. To me, it's like the epitome of health, youthfulness and beauty right now. I don't know how I'm gonna handle the heat. I may dress sexy online, but in person I dress conservatively.
I know this sounds vain, but I want to be big. I don't want to be that weird art hoe who made Youtube videos that always stayed in the fringes. People have often referred to be as a "outsider artist".
Here are the people I want to be like: Tim Heidecker, Nathan Fielder, Miranda July, Sheila Heiti, Mona Awad, Melissa Broder, ContraPoints, Micarah Tewers, Conner O'Malley.
Why are so many of my heroes either anti-comedy men or magical realism authors? I don't do either of those things but they feel closer to my soul than fine artists. I want to make anti-comedy and I want to write a book. I am putting my dreams into this post, I hope they come true! I feel a little emotional, I want to be a powerful rat, but i'm going to miss my home.
Thank you for the kibble, the alfalfa and for being intelligent and funny humans that very often comment things that blow my mind.
Maybe for my travel cage you can set up a little hammock.
-Your nervous rat