At least I'm okay and my apartment didn't burn down. (Patreon)

Hello, my dears!

Sorry for disappearing, but there were reasons for that.

Remember how happy I was when I bought the new equipment I had been saving up for over three years? This equipment cost me much more than I thought...

I was happy that I could advance and grow as an artist. One of the really cool artists complimented my new style and gave me some advice on Instagram. In general, people were very happy, and my works became more voluminous.

What worried me a little was that the glass panel on the GPU side of the case got very hot so much so that you couldn't put your hand on it. (If I am correct in naming that PC box that contains the video card and everything else.)

And on one of the most wonderful days, I started up Cyberpunk 2077 and went to the kitchen to make tea. While talking to my friend Victoria, I smelled something. I decided that it was from the street and closed the window. But the smell got stronger.

And then I saw black smoke pouring out of my room. When I ran in, I saw that my computer was literally on fire. I've only seen this on YouTube and always thought it was fake. But my PC actually caught fire while I was in the kitchen.

We put it out with Coke that we bought yesterday because filling the pots with water took too long. And when I poured cold Coke on it, the glass burst not the display glass, but the case's GPU glass.

I cried for a long time, as my build and my dreams flew out with the smoke.

I don't know... I believe in fate; I believe that everything is not accidental. Sometimes I read the signs of fate. But now I don't know what fate wants to tell me.

It's so discouraging because I've only been using this new computer and new drawing programs for two months. I was so devastated that I cried for several days, but I finally pulled myself together.

I'm so sorry to say that I'll have to go back to my old gear and old style for a while.

But know that I won't leave you without content. Creating art for you all brings me so much joy, and I refuse to let this setback stop me. Honestly, my only cure for feeling like crap is drawing cool and sexy girls.

Old tablet, old laptop, and old style.

So I'll keep doing what I love, and I hope you'll continue to enjoy it with me.

Thank you all for your understanding and support. ❤