My first comic (in attachments: - content warning NSFW: rough sex, x-ray) (Patreon)

Yeah, so I did a few more failed shitty drawing and then, out of no-where! INSPIRATION! I did a doodle of me getting fucked by a baked bean man; then I spent the rest of the day expanding on it more and more until I had a crafted a completely insane series of images. I drew upon the violating feeling of having an unwanted sensation put upon you. I HATE, HATE HATE HATE the feeling of beans. I like how they taste and when hot are yummy in my mouth but cold baked beans, god just writing it makes me shiver with revulsion.

This may be a good time to mention, incase you didn't already know, that I have a lot of sexual trauma. A lot, I was sexually abused as a child all the way to an adult and it something that has a ongoing and variable impact on me everyday. Sometimes I am hyper-sexual and desperate to be treated in a way I'm darkly familiar with, other times I do not want to ever feel that way again and am revolted by the most mild of indecency. I've sexualised myself in the past and I increasingly spend time regretting it and hating myself for it but also feeling kinda proud of owning it? I don't even know, I have problems :3 regardless, drawings of myself are always safe. I am not a cartoon but I can kinda become one when I want too and anything that happens to cartoon me is entirely under my control, I can get kinda crazy with it sometimes.

With that in mind, I actually feel kinda bad sexualising a cartoon of someone who isn't me. Like I've invented a character just to be my plaything and I don't like the idea of someone else being my toy. Cartoon people are people too, you know? Am I insane? Probably

Anyway, I made this little bit of text to go with the sequence too, I think it's pretty funny:

"YUK" Oh dear god, What had I done? I carelessly left a half eaten bowl of beans on the floor and like the clumsy fool I am, I went and stuck my FOOT in them!The cold beans, oh God, they feel so bad, It's like, it's like..."You have soiled my children, Alice", OH NO The Bean ninja!, " Now you will feel my wrath""Gladly!" I say, so as to be consensual.The Big Beany Meany wasted no time in soiling my slit with his big bean Beanus, sliding his huge member over my clit."does your little bean enjoy my advances, Alice?" I couldn't awnser, I was too distracted by the tomato sauce between my toes.He then drove half his big cock into me, filling me to a normal level of filledness."You should have bean more careful" he grumbled, before filling me to double a normal level of filled up. It felt like beans.The beastly bean ninja brazenly buried his big, burly Beanus with blazing bravado, bulling and beating my baby bakery. I could only moan in beany bliss as buckets of boiling baby batter bloated my belly."I hope you're a collector, Alice, Because you're going to have a beany baby."