Yellow (Patreon)

You safeword out of a scene, and your dominant takes some time to comfort you.

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“Yellow.” You said. Your eyes opened, the stinging sensation on your ass cheeks became all the more real. Trance and subspace slipped away from you as you sat up, and turned, meeting your dominant’s gaze, tears welling in your eyes. They opened their arms to you.

And you fell into them. “I-I’m sorry, dominant.” You said, feeling bad. You had been having fun. But something inside you had shifted, the pain became too much, and you suddenly felt trapped, unable to get away from the sensation. So, you had safe worded.

They offered you a tissue, which you took. As they wrapped you tightly, securely in their arms, they spoke in their soothing voice. “Honey. It’s okay. You haven’t done anything wrong. You’re safe, I’m right here. You’ve done exactly the right thing by safe wording.”

You nodded, your thoughts and energy stabilising. “I- Thank you. I… I think I might have not been as up for impact play as I thought.” You said.

They smiled at you, one hand brushing softly down your back. “That’s okay. You didn’t know when we started, now you do.”

They took a moment, breathing in time with you. The silence was its own form of comfort. As you took a deep breath, they spoke again. “You’re always allowed to safe word. I’d much rather you did that than continue with a scene that was causing you problems.”

“I- I know that, but… I hate changing plans, and it feels worse that we had to stop because I couldn’t take it.” You said, trying to expel some of the negative feelings you were feeling.

They leant back, still holding you in their arms, but taking a moment to look you over.

“I can understand why that makes you feel bad, honey. But as you said, you weren’t up for it. If you want to tell me more, you can do. But you don’t have to, if you’d rather not.” They said.

You smirked at them. Even here, now, so intimate, they were being considerate.

“M-maybe later.” You said, taking a moment, before sliding your own hand up their back, and leaning into them. “There’s some other stuff I’d like to still do, if you want?”

They paused, before smiling, and planting a kiss on your lips. “Oh yeah? Like what?”