verti update: cancer, where ive been, n my son teddy🐶 (Patreon)

it’s been a minute chat, i’ll usually just say “family or personal issues” and leave it at that but as my patrons i feel i owe you better than that

a few months ago my older sister was diagnosed with stage 4 kidney failure and put on dialysis. it hit my family pretty hard and i’ve been working to support my mom who has been helping her and everyone else as best i could while putting out content and also maintaining my own life and stability here. as you all know i just got married and i’m moving into a new place with my wife and my puppy teddy soon, i’m very excited for that and i can’t wait to build a new streaming/recording room for the channel😁😁😁

a few weeks ago out of the blue my mom called me to tell me that she has a golf ball sized lump in her throat, and she went to the doctors and found out that she may have thyroid cancer. i saw it myself on my last visit and told her to go get it looked at, but i had no idea that it could’ve been cancer. that really fucked me up, and if i didn’t have my wife with me i think i might’ve genuinely lost my mind. it’s been a rough past few weeks chat, i’m sorry for the lack of output recently but i hope you guys can understand that it’s genuinely been tough to get in any type of mindset to focus on putting out content

from the bottom of my heart i appreciate you more than anything. you have changed my life in so many ways and the fact that i was able to pay my moms mortgage on her home, and am able to support myself and my own family thanks to my patrons who’ve supported me and continue to support me is a blessing from God.

added some pup pics so this post isn’t too much of a bummer🥸 look at this cute ass dog bro. i’m good chat and I WILL be back SOON. don’t count me out, i’m here for the long run. 100K BY THE END OF THE YEAR

i love u guys ❤️