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BIG BERTI update (Patreon)

Published:
2006-08-04 10:44:00
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2026-08-06 22:59:27
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2026-08

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love each and every single one of you. thank you for supporting me and the channel as much as you all have, you've changed my life

with THAT BEING SAID, I WILL be catching up on the schedulelet me cook.

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dylan

aye bruh u good bruh no worries bruh

Geratosan

First sentence in the description sounded like ur on ur deathbed 🥀

Stug Due

Nooooo verti don’t blame yourself

zombiejr

keep your head up goat much love we totally get it take all the time you need bro❤️

A1

Take your time

niko

Take your time big dawg people who are mad bc youre taking a break are weird asf

k43t

W BERTI W ANIME

LeJay (GOAT)

Can some one comment why he isn’t uploading. I’m too much adhd to listen to

Morgie 🐸

take your time with the schedule! its REALLY all good.

Orenji

aight verti, its better for you to give ur all in a reaction and not half baked rushed content

J

Just don’t post a schedule people are mainly upset because they expect you to drop on thoes days. If you can’t handle it right now then don’t force yourself to do it. Your true fans will wait trust everybody else can kick rocks

Uuuuuughhh

I feel like we’ve all been there it’s all good dawg don’t t burn yourself out trying to keep up with uploads quality>quantity

Anise Sara

all good man dont pressure yourself too much

L8m0n

Take your time Verti. Your mental health is more important than the next reaction and I can’t speak for everyone but i don’t mind waiting for your drops. Id rather have a Verti who’s passionate a drops less, than a Verti who ends up burnt out and drops everyday.

Angel

Taking care of yourself is the most important thing. Don’t pressure yourself to make videos and burn yourself out. Hope u feel better soon

k43t

I'm sure ppl have been telling you this but genuinely your videos made my day (I'm sure for many others as well). it is soooo refreshing, happy and excited to come back from a long day at work and see your reaction to one of my fav contents or some that is my first time watch along. this has been one of the things that I always look forward to at the end of the day or before bed. I'm telling you this because I want you to know that what you do matters - it has a positive impact on me it helps me getting my energy up and feeling excited for the next drops. I hope that this message has made you feel a tiny teeny bit of the same positive energy that you've always been given to us :)

atronia

love u verti take all the time you need we'll be waiting ❤️‍🩹

dylan

good sleep schedule would be massive

LeJay (GOAT)

If I was gay I would make u lick my cum from the floor Jake, and u properly gets hard from me typing that

Hicham Chemicha

Don't care about the schedule only waiting for that big legendary Harry potta drop

K1N0SUKE

literally i was like uhhh bro i just got here

jayrockgotit

prolly scale down the schedule abit in the future to have a good balance, its not a sprint its a marathon. dw you will figure something

lifeislife

You're good goati don't burn yourself out go to the beach or sum with the wifey and forget about YouTube and patreon for a day mandem

Dizzy Daisy

If it helps you could cut a day from the schedule? You are doing such a good job, but please don’t burn yourself out. Remember to take time for yourself and spend time with family and hobbies. It helps both you and the content ;) We don’t need content 6 days a week

halloweens

ominous ahh sentence bro that shit scared me 😭

dee

thanks for being transparent and open with us verti! we really appreciate all u do to keep us in the loop of whats happening thank u for chasing your dreams so that i had the chance to come across your page. youve become my favorite reaction channel in the 1 month that ive been here. i watch your youtube videos even though i’ve already seen them on here. you just have that affect on people. you have given me something to look forward to, even if the schedule is late i know you will still deliver the best quality content which is why we’d rather u take ur time to sort yourself out. the wait is always worth it that being said, a lot of us agree that we think itd be much better for u to record something first THEN schedule when to post it. i also suffer from executive dysfunction, knowing theres something on schedule that needs to be done on the same day can be really paralyzing. we rlly think this could help you a ton

halloweens

dont be to harsh on urself bruh u doing good, focus on taking care of yourself and come back whenever u feel like it

LEYØ

Its okay if you dont start cooking immediately, spend some time with your wife, go to the gym, eat something nice, take your time

App

Hey big Vert. I felt similar in my career. Started from the dregs and when I finally "made it" by being acquired by my dream group, five years in I had almost this same feeling you portray in this video. I got to fix it, thank God, by changing up daily responsibilities in my own way and after a few days of that (and getting in better shape) it feels like I have renewed myself. I'll leave you to figure out how best to do that, but my two cents is "fuck the schedule. If it doesn't work, don't force it. I'll be hype AF if you drop your content on a Tuesday or a Friday". And maybe you should shake up your daily content a little. Would you consider maybe doing a video game stream playlist? Maybe drop an Alien: Isolation playthrough, or a Clair Obscur Expedition 33, or Final Fantasy X, or drop a big poll to see maybe a top 5 your members wanna see and pick from there? Love you Big V. Be you big dawg.

App

Just heard these sayings a few years ago and I wanted to share them: What a privilege to be tired from work you once begged the universe for. What a privilege to feel overwhelmed by growth you used to dream about. What a privilege to be challenged by a life you created on purpose Those quotes hit me hard when I was going through something similar.

Eren’s Left Nut

verti thanks for the update! i get that mentality too. sounds like you’re a bit of a perfectionist and you’d rather not record a video if you don’t feel your reactions and energy and humor will be 100%. this is why all your reactions ARE so good, because you make sure you are feeling your best when you do record. most people can’t empathize with that because we can do our jobs and studies without the scrutiny of others judging our reactions and humor and energy. i’ve never made content but it sounds exhausting to put yourself out there like that, when the rest of us can just curl up in bed like little goblins and watch your beautiful curated face. i can imagine being a content creator is a blessing and a curse in that way, and i know you’ll find your own balance between pleasing your chat and just prioritizing your own health. as you’ve already figured out a lot of it comes down to communication and having a schedule in place that you can stay consistent with so that you’re not constantly behind. as they say, it’s better to underpromise and overdeliver;)

Zoinkatronn

It’s alright man, I started watching you around the time when you posted your first alt reaction on yt, ever since then I’ve been in the Patreon and have enjoyed every single piece of your content so much. I understand where you come from because I have ADHD too and find it so hard to stay set onto one task. Take care of yourself, I can tell that you truly do enjoy making content for us, we love you king ❤️

Janita39

I'm new here 👋🏾 don't know how I landed on your YT page but I loved it, its so cliche but you have to be kind to yourself, you can't pour from an empty cup so if you need to take some time, take it. Anyone decent will understand. Feel better soon 🙏🏾❤️

shifty santa

You hair looks like you got some resr bro im glad

Travis Thurman

Listen bro I watch coryxkenshin. This is nothing lmao take your time.

Cornelius Arthur

Hey man always prioritize the social activities of your day. Isolation and lack of working out will only make you paranoid and overthink as you know. It’s hard to succeed quickly but it’s good you and your wife are taking care of this before it comes bad. (Take care of ya dam wife Verti) You an awesome personality bro, just be yourself and we will enjoy regardless. Also one thing you could try is streaming the video and then edit and post the vod. It’s much harder but the social aspect of chat could motivate you. This way you can be like,” dropping today” and then go live and react to your internal schedule so it’s a surprise for us. (I personally don’t care if your “late” because regardless I’m just happy you post at all) Obviously you run into issues like spoilers and the overall monetization scheme you have set up but that’s up to you to calculate.

Lucki

Happy verti happy chat

Zaki Alkabli

Thanks for the update, its good to just see you.

8D0K2

W accountability n shit but yea there gotta be a solution

Abdu

Love you vert, take as much time as you need to be all right and rested. Life and burn outs happen to everyone and forcing yourself to sit down and record will just make that happen faster. Just take it easy, am sure everyone will understand that, and whoever doesn’t then fuck them. Once again love you 😘🫶

Jae Hoang

Verti losing sleep reading aot theories 🤣 gotta get back to the gym for that toji build

CtrlAltDelicious

W hairline, you need to treat it like these negative thoughts and keep it away from your head bro. i've been there too with my work, ultimately there will be 2 days sometime in the future where you can look back on the 2 days of missed work that fucked you up and they'll seem like nothing because you're on the other side regardless

Kal_isa

dw i watch tbvnks please take your time its okay man 🥹

TheGoobay

Vert your videos are the highlights of my week. I'm an unc working from home so my schedule is composed of gym, work, cook, clean, and sleep so I get it. I look forward to every drop, but don't feel the need to stress. Wanting to put your all into your content is everything a viewer could ask for, but don't do it at the expense of your physical or mental health. If you need to scrape a day or two off the schedule, so you'd be in a better place, I doubt anyone would complain. Sure it's technically less content on the schedule, but overall you'd probably be more energetic and hit the schedule days more consistently with a better routine anyways. Ty for all the videos, truly do help me get through some stressful ass work weeks. Ps my grandfather got diagnosed with dimentia about 6 months ago as well so hoping the best for yours and mine

Marowit Xindoa

At least it was a update on why and what is, and not a upload coming soon and not be one so I can respect that.

MISPLACED

You’re good bro don’t stress it We are all just people Appreciate the update 🙏🖤🥹

Milad Hayat

I know it's way easier said than done, but bro at the end this is for us "only" entertainment. I think the concept of a schedule is stressing you out to much so here's my idea for a system that works better for you. Instead of trying to overload your schedule which makes you feel bad, cause you skip some days, put the bare minimum of content into the schedule. As an example: One Album reaction 2 Anime shows for the whole schedule. You can always post more than you "promised" us and that way we are happy if you upload on a day where nothing was planned, instead of feeling sad when you didn't post what was scheduled. I hope this idea helps you, we are here for each other bro :)

Tristan MJ

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG VERTI!

JTSWAGMASTER

I have awful executive dysfunction and adhd too, what works best for me is having a buddy system. Having someone in person near you who can help push you and cheer you up even when youre feeling unable to start can really help you find motivation. I dont think anyone would mind if you experimented with reacting with another person, but I understand if it's not something you want to do

fdl3h

I’m so sorry for your loss. My grandfather passed in March to dementia as well, watching someone you love slowly deteriorate and become a shell of the person they once were is heartbreaking. especially when they are no longer able to communicate because they aren't fully conscious anymore. It was one of the hardest things me and my family had gone through. He was like a father to me. losing someone to dementia is a different kind of loss. Nobody would be upset if you took time for yourself and came back when you’re ready, we not gonna blow up😭. Your mental health will always be more important than recording videos. Taking care of yourself isn’t something you should ever feel guilty for, and you’re not letting your supporters down by doing what’s best for you. Your content is genuinely amazing. I always look forward to your videos, and you’re one of the few creators I’m actually happy to pay for cuz ur funny asf and because your videos are that good. don’t feel bad for not uploading. If anything, it just builds the anticipation😏🙏🏽. Take all the time you need, and please take care of yourself. 💕 Love you, King Verti. 🥹✌🏽

𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖎⟢— ᢉ𐭩

VERTI! u r NOT letting anyone down. at the end of the day life comes first bro. ofc people are paying for content but at the end of the day as long as you communicate what's going on there's no reason why people can't understand that you need a little bit of a mental break. you're good! also ppl troll a lot in these comments and it's funny asf but i'm sure people understand. we don't hate you. it's all love and you deserve to feel that love. ur grandmother passing also takes a hard toll on ur mental and that only makes u human. people understand vert. you deserve the success and don't feel like ur not enough to enjoy the fruits of ur labor. hope to see a new drop soon, looking forward to it king!

Lara

Omg I have executive dysfunction too it’s awful I get how hard it is

John

Keep your mental as your #1 priority we are second to you!!

Sasha

I love your vids

PdMeasles

Have you taken a break at all? Take a week off man. If you feel like catching up mid week off, even better. But take some time either way. I get what you mean with the schedule... Maybe make a schedule for yourself but don't tell us? Maybe put a week's worth of content in a bucket and pull one randomly every day? Idk... I do know that even I don't watch that much anime unless I'm hella binging. Sometimes I'm just not in the mood to digest anime.

Kizzy

Man, verti you are the only person I have ever bought a patreon for. Trust me, I don't regret it. I come home from work and school and i watch your videos to find some sort of happiness in a world where its mainly mundane. Take your time to relax, you deserve it. love from toronto

Alejandro Cordova

def take your time your mental health matters more than focus hard on videos dont worry too much about the schedule your content is so fun and entertaining we love you papa vert

Pilott Pooped

cut yourself some slack bro your gma literally just passed and your other ones about to go aswell based off what u said, just take a break it’s all good, if you post a schedule and don’t follow thru with it obviously people will be mad, but if you tell people your taking a short break they’ll expect that and it will def understand where your coming from, what i’m saying is don’t try to do the most you said last month was your most posted month which is great but i think little breaks here and there can boost your health way better

HaydenEatsCrayons

congrats bro. i’ve been here for a while; i started watching you when you started reacting to Eminem albums. it’s crazy to see how far you’ve come in such a short time bro. it feels like it was instant. i ended up finnaly joining your patreon about 9 months ago. when i say that you are one of the best youtubers/reactors, i mean it bro. regardless man, i hope your family gets well bro. keep you and your family safe.

Toni岡田

I have to say, as others mentioned, we don't even really need a fixed schedule. To me, the excitement to check the patreon if there was a new upload is kinda cool. And when there is no new upload then that just adds to the excitement for the next one. Also, on the personal note, if you have a tragedy going on, obviously there are two choices. Either you keep that hidden and just move forward or you take a break. I get it tho, I started a dream job as well, stopped working out - used to do triathlons with about 15-20 hours training a week. It kinda feels bad but you have to believe that you will find a certain pocket in the new routine.

Toni岡田

U GOTTA get back in the gym man yeah

Tyan Yellow

I’d put out a schedule on what’s next rather than when it’s happening, like js drop the dates bro and there’ll be no problem from people. 👍

Mateo Jones

Hey Verti, I sent you a dm on here. If you can read it, great! If not, just know We love you for your personality not your upload schedule!

kairoswrn

Verti posting schedules is like making a promise you sometimes can't keep so maybe just post things whenever so you can't be "late"

YoungSosa420

I don’t think anyone is getting pissed vert I think we’re all just so excited for your videos but taking care of yourself is priority. Take care bro and I can’t wait for your next video!

Safaricat

having a routine that doesn't include recording helps a lot. going to the gym, spending time with family, wife time, etc. take care of yourself. I gete in my head a lot as well which is why i stopped streaming because i felt like if i feel down or anything i'm not bringing my best. My goal was always to entertain people and help them smile but i go through a lot of self doubt and overthinking so i stopped streaming. Don't give up you got thousands of people supporting you man!!! you got this, revamp, take a spa day, get that confidence back up and come back refreshed!! take all the time you need the community will always support you and your needs above all!! content comes second to that!!

veb

Verti you are personally my favorite content creator so please take your time with recording or do whatever you need to for you to be better we will always be waiting for your return I hope you the best truly

Hugh Jellybeans

I haven't noticed any misses personally. I enjoy the content when I can. Just do your best and keep it up. You are easily my favorite react creator of all time, and am thankful I found your content to help me decompress from a long day.

Dora

Schedule in self care. It's cool to see a full week schedule but you need time for yourself. And that absolutely okay, it's great. Perhaps add vitamin D3 supplements? You get it from sunlight ☀️ naturally. It can make you feel really down if you don't have enough. I take some every other day and it's helped me. I can feel difference Thanks for doing what you do and take care 😄

Jay M

LMAO

IndiCaliKaze

I mentioned in a comment a while back I'd rather you not release a schedule that you feel obligated to keep no matter what. Real life happens. Bro people don't realize how much sitting in front of a tv all day takes from you. And it's not just that for a tuber. You have to edit this that and the other and honestly when TV is a job it's not fun. Just take your time man. Maybe cut down on the amount of things your doing. Dude it's hours and hours and hours and hours of sitting in front of TV and then boom you haven't seen the sun in a week. Sorry rambling. Take care of yourself mother fucker

IndiCaliKaze

Bro.....do not crash out over people being freaks because they wanna watch you watch tv. Touch grass. Depression is from lack of sunlight. Schedule time FOR YOURSELF

bluerum

aye i get it, life is hard sometimes. whether its in our head or not, take care of yourself. or maybe we need to stop feeling sorry for ourselves and just push. who knows. your videos do make a lot of people's day better so keep your head up and dont be too hard on yourself

Eloy Delgadillo

I’m 7 minutes in bro. So far I think you need to take a breather.

Demetrius

you’re a very genuine dude compared to most people that make videos, it’s easy to tell from how you talk and the effort you put in. like you said, you suddenly became a full-time youtuber, so it isn’t weird that there’d be some imposter syndrome and growing pains. it’ll take time to figure out what schedule works for you, and how to balance your life with your content. it’s not like you have a boss setting your schedule, so you have to learn how to not overload yourself and not give yourself too much work. speaking as someone else with ADHD who is self-employed, the shit is pretty tough. working out and getting sun is indeed important. I think I get a lot of benefit out of waking up early, and, especially, waking up at the same time every day. having a general schedule/plan for your day-to-day can help too. but you Are a very genuine guy (from what I can gauge) and you clearly care about what you do, and you clearly don’t take your success for granted. so I think everything will work itself out with time. happiness isn’t just about how good your life is on paper; my mom used to always say “wherever you go, there you are”. in other words: no matter how your situation changes materially, no matter where you live or who you live with, you’ll always be YOU, and you can never escape that. so it’s all about learning to be happy and content with you and thanks for the ball suck king, pick your crown up

hazeymezame

you’re doing a great job, take your time and take care of yourself as well, this is the most important thing!

Jose Herrera

You got soft hands brother . Get to work BOYYY

kai maitland

take all the time you need bro, no stress on you. every verti upload is a mad bonus not a necessity for us

Michael Cabral

just listen to vultures 1&2 and you’ll be better. love you verti

Sab

No worries! Please take your time, burn out is very very real and I seriously get so excited to see your videos. But I wouldn’t want to watch if you are overwhelmed or stressed over getting videos done on time. So please take your time and rest and watch when you can!

Aurea

It's ok Vert we understand that ur still getting used to everything, especially with imposter syndrome n executive dysfunction not making it any easier. However u go ab doing the schedule—recording a few days/ week in advance should help a lot! Just remember that we love n believe in u. 🫂

Schmunkem

love ya vert, I get you struggle with recording, at the same time, you charge a lot man. you charge more than the hulu, Disney+, and hbo max package. It’s getting really hard to justify the amount you charge for all the content on your Patreon. I hope you find something that works for you, and it will probably end up in a lot more subscribers, despite you already having a lot of growth on here.

Schmunkem

Just being real, been here since you made the Patreon, I was over on yt w you first. There’s a lot of people saying it doesn’t matter in the comments, and to take your time, and while your mental health obviously matters more than any of this does, there’s many fans who don’t comment and silently leave or unsubscribe. Wish you the best man.

Fiana A

Take it easy Verti we want you at your best when you're filming! Find a schedule that gives you necessary breaks so you get time yourself

Bradley Brown

so sorry for your loss man. i lost my papa(grandpa) about a month ago and its difficult to adjust. no hard feelings on my end. your harry potter reacts have genuinely lifted me up. watching you react to it over the past month has helped me with the grieving process. takes me back to when i was a kid with him going to the movies and watching them for the first time. chin up man. prayers to you brodie.

ibkv

I have some constructive criticism as a paying Patreon supporter. I think it might be healthier to take on fewer shows so the workload doesn’t become such a mental block. It seems like you have a lot on your plate without a consistent way to manage everything. Reducing the number of shows could give you more time for friends, fitness, YouTube, and Patreon, while also making the workload feel more sustainable. I also think it would be better to make fewer promises and follow through on them more consistently. Missing a commitment once in a while is completely understandable, things happen. However, when the same promises are repeatedly made and not kept, it can reflect badly on you. Lately, I feel like I receive more notifications of you apologizing for delays than notifications about new shows being posted. I’m saying this because I enjoy your content and want to see you succeed without overwhelming yourself. Thanks!

AtmaIllumina

Vert, I know what you're going through man. Not in the adhd department, but I understand the need for perfection in your videos. Setup, editing, atmosphere... it all has to be perfect. I suffered from this for a while. It actually was far worse for me because my standards were impossible for me to meet in my work environment. I've been creating content since 2006, so I have a lot of experience in this. The way I solved my problem was by changing my attitude on it. Much easier said than done, much much easier said than done. Is that what you think? Well, you'd be wrong. Changing your attitude becomes simple once you drop your own ego about how things should be. There is no reason the standard needs to be so high. Just do work that is reasonable and has effort, then you can be proud of it. It's not your own videos by which you should judge whether or not you like it, but based on how it's received by others. You see, by placing all of those worries at the hands of the people, you absolve your own guilt about the failings or misgivings you may have had about your own situation. And if there are things you are lacking or need to work on, then you handle that one step at a time, but you don't base it on your own mind. Are you doing this so that you can watch your own reactions? No. Only you will know the standard you like, but that's not true of everyone. You could put all of the effort in the world into your product/services/ideas and you will never satisfy everyone. So there is no point of losing sleep over it. The youtube career is nice, but you need to moderate yourself. I love you and all my fellow humans because I believe in Christ and his message, but that doesn't mean I will coddle you here. I believe you should really take my message seriously, so I will tell you what you need to hear. Get over yourself and your standards. Drop this idea that you have to meet this standard. I'm making the decision for you, for your own good. I don't want you to lose what you have. I feel for your family and your wife. They don't deserve this simply because you're not being honest with yourself. You already know what you have to do. Drop the ego, drop your uncertainty. Get your mind right by looking introspectively. Take week long breaks every now and again if it's getting too much. You're allowed to have a life too. You will get many supportive comments, and I can give them as well, but I'd rather not tell lies when I know what someone needs. Sometimes support is necessary and sometimes a good, swift kick in the rear is all you need. You will need yes men, people that are real with you, and people that will ground you. All of these support types are important, so that's why I'm leaving you this comment. Not coming from a place of malice or hatred, but purely from the objective that I recognize this pattern and I want you to improve. You're not so helpless that you cannot overcome this. You are a strong fellow like me and we do not buckle under the weight of our troubles, no matter how knee-shattering it is. You grit your teeth and you bear it. However, you do need to get your mental right and take better care of your body. A friend and I watch your reactions all the time and I told him how much your face has gained weight. I noticed it after your death note reactions. I knew you would reach this point because I went through it myself. So I know the cure, but I'm hoping that my words will reach you, despite us having different personalities and mindsets. We are different people and are worlds apart in our thinking, but I have some hope that maybe my words can help you. I am praying that you will get past this too. My psych teacher from long ago told me the best advice that I'll never forget that to this day has helped me in any situation: "a change in attitude will lead to a change in behaviour, not the other way around." I live by these words and I have always conditioned my thinking to reflect what I think I ought to believe if it's for my own betterment. You get better at it with time, but you cannot do it if you're not serious about self commitment. If you're not honest with your own self, nobody else will be and you will never grow. I know that many people here will not understand of what I'm talking about, but you know of what I speak of. I'll be around if you ever need a hand, so feel free to reach out whenever you need. We're men and we take life's hits on the chin. Go out there and get it done. That is the meaning of inner strength. I believe in you.

LaDarius Franklin

Sounds like you just got a lot of shit wieghing you down, and you're not giving youself time and space to deal with it all. Take your time, man. Most of us must know what it's like to lose people and to have so much other stuff going on besides that it's difficult to function. No amount of success will make you immune to pain, exhaustion, and all around bad days. You're good. Take a beat when you need it. One of the best things about doing what you do is probably the fact thay you can do that and know the community you built will still have your back when you recover. Don't feel bad about taking advanage of it from time to time, *especially* when you also take the time to do vids like this to keep us in the loop. I'm willing to bet I speak for many others when I say "grandma passing" was enough for us to understand. Grief takes time to run its course, and it almost never does so in ways we're ready for. Take care.