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the elephant in the room (Patreon)

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2026-09-18 15:32:16
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G

Missed out on the INSANE oportunity to name the megumi vs regi episode this exact thing.

Kawika M.

Just do a demon slayer reacts and all is forgiven king

VERTICILE

fuck my wife caught me sad posting

Cooljo

Take your time man

Maddox Gilson

Hey bro been going through the same stuff recently too. Just kicked alcohol and weed for good and I’m feeling great about myself now. If u ever need some support I got u verti. Keep your head up king 👑

Wheat Bread

Don’t worry about it bro you are doing great if people can’t understand that shit happens in life then it is what it is we know you are doing your best all love bro

Brandon

Mental health is a bitch, take care of yourself that’s all that really matters.

D

Love you vert, I personally don’t care if you fuck up a couple times, if you miss I know you’ll make up for it w more episodes and that you’re missing for a reason. My shit on autopay and everybody goes through things, just take your time and get your mind right brother🖤🙏🏽 But yeah atleast give ngas updates 😭

Chrusty_VT

Don't worry friend, As someone who really struggles mentally i completely understand how hard it gets. Thank you for making this, i know it was hard, there are some entitled people who shouldn't socialise in the anime reaction community, and they can say some næsty things. Hope you feel better soon and keep up the good work

Cas

Things will get better, king. Keep your head up and take your time, the real ones will be there for you.

Big boy

Need a seperate music tier bro, music only watchers shouldn’t be paying the same as the anime watchers when we’re getting not an even an album a week, months ago this was basically all music so what we paying for here man, just being real

k43t

100% understand you bro, thank you for addressing it. I hope the best for you going forwards all we need is just a little more transparency

Salmon

I haven’t watched the whole video but I will say that you should prioritize yourself first man. If you’re not in the mood to make videos you should definitely listen to what you feel and just come back when you’re in a better place. I love your content and love your reactions but I would never want you to prioritize content over yourself. If people ain’t happy then fuck em and let them leave especially since you’ve explained before what you’re going through and those of us that have been through shit know it takes time to be at full throttle. You have a huge following that understand what you got going on and are patient believing in you that you’ll come back strong when you’re ready. I love you big bro and I believe in you so stay strong and you got this!💪🏼

Champ Zacher

Yo I’m not gonna lie. This was not needed, the only thing you did wrong was lack of communication. All of these parasocial weirdos and troglodytes that get their social fix from another person. I think a lot of people are angry because moneys in. Love your stuff keep it up

Elijah Grant

All love bro. I was sad I when I finished AOT too lol. In all seriousness, not sure if you religious at all but you should try Jesus. Saved my life at least. Don’t listen to the haters!!!

Roman

Take your time man. Mental health always comes first fuck the haters

Papa

I know EXACTLY how you feel, I suffer with extreeeeme depression related procrastination and it's such a paralyzing feeling. The fact that I KNOW what must be done but still being unable to do it is the worst feeling that I beat myself up for all of the time. People can be assholes, but of course I also understand some of them as we are paying for a service not being provided. But honestly bro I'm chill, I just enjoy your reactions so much that I want to see the entire thing. I hope you'll find a way to feel better and overcome your problems, if you do please tell me your secrets 🙏

thibjnn

bro my english suck sorry for that but take care of yourself and take a break bro , love from france mate

yaboi7654

Dawg, Im getting what I'm paying for, no worries

dawg

As you said its hard as a viewer to understand what you are going through so frustration was bound to come from some viewers, however now that you have explained it I reckon most, if not all will give you break dude. You a cool person just need to get your shit together ahaha. All love bro.

Uroojis

So I've been a subscriber for only a few months now.. and I can imagine it's extremely difficult putting your personal business out there (I firmly believe a private life is a happy life).. But.. I guess it's hard to maintain a private life when you're a Youtuber It feels like you're searching for a purpose in life and haven't really had the 'aha' moment yet Nothing further to add other than I hope you find the clarity and peace you're searching for

Ron Dawson

When you become a child of God Satans gonna come at you hard bro. He wants to set you up to fail, BUT “the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh but have divine power to destroy strongholds.” Don’t mean to preach but YOU GOT THIS VERTI. GOD GOT YOU BRO LOVE YOU GANG ❤️‍🔥

Hyer Hooge

it’s okay verti i don’t care about my money and i love you fr ❤️‍🩹

Elias Larsen

thank you for this, brave thing to open up like this, take well care of yourself bro ♥️

dylan

i could tell ur not lying to get people to stay subbed like people are saying and i understand life problems pretty well so im sticking around for sure because you have never uploaded less than 9 dollars worth of reactions in a month to me personally, not saying I dont want more sometimes of course but when you do upload it makes my day and i hope you figure stuff out love u bro

Catmanmanson

Bro vert since you were real I'll be real too, in like 2019 I was an alcoholic for like a good 3 years and that shit almost ruined my life bro, took me a long time to admit it but when I finally just stopped drinking it literally did make my life better. Idk how exactly it is for you but I can empathize with falling into that specific vice. It took getting fired from my job for me to lock in and realize how bad I was nerfing myself, but the day I stopped really did kinda fix my whole mentality. Been sober from alcohol for like 4 years now I'm telling you bro if you think it's a problem, don't let it get worse! Plus you have a cool ass wife to help and support you which is more than I had, you got it man if my bum ass can bounce back you can too!

Peeks

Bros wife said no glaze😭

TheGoobay

Keep your head up bro, we've all dealt with vices. Just keep in mind that we pay literally just to watch you watch shows (most of us) have already seen before. We are YOUR fans and obviously we don't want your mental health to get fucked. Take care of yourself, communicate with us, take care of vertiwife. It's fine to take breaks, just give us a heads up my man. You don't need to give us a reason, just that it's personal shit and that's good enough for me.

Elle

w vulnerability, w moustache. try meth :P

_brrrice_

Bro I get it. It's gotta be really hard to go through life troubles while also maintaining the kind of authenticity you are known for, especially on a schedule. Respect for this kind of authenticity too. I don't think you are making excuses, it is easier to be understanding of someone's situation when they provide a little bit of context, and I feel like you've done just that. Here's to makin it thru dawg 💪👊

silver soul

change takes time verti and anime fans do NOT make it easy, rn youre my favorite reactor, it would be awesome if you could post on time, but your uploads are still my favorite, also personally i prefer morning uploads cause i watch you at work anyway, no verti would suck way more than late verti, take care of yourself 🫡

ToLy

bro even if you would post like once a month it would be worth the sub. it's all good, find your pace. do more on good days, and turn the bad ones into good ones.

Sam M

I think the solution will be found in Vinland Saga season 2

MeanPuppy

Look dude, no need for an explanation. I'm pretty new here and i am happy your channel has been doing really good lately. i don't usually comment or hang around in chat rooms but if subscriber count went up, expect more weirdos and people who cry that you can't shit content out of all your holes at once. Take a breather, go for a vacation, enjoy your success and remember, don't stress yourself over the vocal minority. the majority of us understand and while we love watching your reactions, we won't attack or blame you for anything, we will just check again in a day or two.

k43t

'minority' brudda. I'm quoting you ' i don't usually comment or hang around in chat rooms' what the fuck do you know

Ren

Keep up the great work, i believe all good things take time. find your grove.

uriel

take it easy bro

Peeks

If your heart isn’t in uploading this vid you should delete it. Don’t force out your business Brodie all love

8D0K2

Berti I know what it is lowkey, I know from experience that it’s all in your head, your giving urself an out in your mind to not record. Then you beat urself about not recording cuz you know u should be doing it but in your mind “you can’t”. That can’t part it all in ur head bro. That’s why u feel like shit, it’s not all the outside it’s really the inside ur mind shit about not recording because your jus letting urself not record. You fr gotta force yourself to do it. Just like the gym, people don’t wanna go to the gym but guess what they force themselves to do it cuz it means a lot to them just like your channel does to u. Prolly be uncomfortable at first but u find a groove. Not doing it and running away is not the answer I promise u. It’s only gonna get worse

tineannnevega

we don’t know what other people are going through guys, pls be a little kind and if you don’t have anything nice to say just don’t say it. this is his channel and he can do whatever he wants, he is not forcing you guys to sub. we can communicate our concerns and disappointments in a respectful way. as paying subscribers we have the right to communicate that but it doesn’t give us the right to attack and spread hate. 🤍 hope you feel better vert

tineannnevega

I think the next reaction should be like SpyxFamily or something light 🤍

Bolt

Go to therapy or just people you really feel like you can say anything to. Even one therapy session really helps figuring out what's wrong and what's the way to make it right. Also, if there is something you like more than reacting to our suggestions, you can post other stuff if you want to. And do NOT watch Cyberpunk until you fully recover from that depression if you haven't.

JoJo’S Fan

I haven't finished watching the whole backlog yet, but I know I don't need to wait until I'm done to share my thoughts. I've been following you since your very first *Attack on Titan* reaction, and I loved it right away. The fact that you were releasing your reactions late—especially as a fan—was frustrating for me, and I think the community generally suspected something was wrong, even though we never really knew the full story. In any case, you come first; I really appreciate you being so transparent with us. It helps us understand the delays. Honestly, though, it doesn't matter to me—just handle things however you can, take care of yourself, and just be happy. This is the most important thing, take all my money, love ya And Watch Hunter x Hunter and démon slayer plsssss lord verti 💕

Mo

People attacking you personally is insane. A good portion of everyone here struggles with consistency in their lives too. I definitely don't wanna watch your videos if you're not even feeling up for it. Take your time with everything. I suggest that you just do three or four drops a week. And if you're not able to do them, just say it. I think a lot of people just want transparency from you instead of consistency. It's better to be on the know instead of being left hanging. Be easy on yourself.

InTense PoptarT

Wait.... So I was right. The Dobby Files were REAL. That's hilarious. But genuinely, hear me when I tell you this Vert. Do NOT stress yourself out over making your content. Dead ass, any real fan of you would have the basic human compassion and comprehension to understand that if you miss an upload or basically disappear for awhile that you have stuff going on in your real life that's interfering. That's completely understandable and to be expected. Frankly it makes me appreciate you even more as a reacter because it just makes you feel more human and genuine. When a channel is uploading every day and completely consistent it starts to feel almost disingenuous and staged. For lack of a better description, like they are "farming" their reactions and phoning it in for the sake of the content. So please just keep being you, do the best you can, and your real fans, this little family you have made, will be here waiting in anticipation! Truthfully I've been in a crazy mad hole myself for months now ever since my Grandma passed away. Literally nothing feels fun or appealing anymore and I only get myself out of bed out of a feeling of obligation. Depression is a bitch, and vices don't help. If you haven't gone to therapy before I recommend giving it a try. When you find a therapist that you mesh with it's genuinely so life changing. Wishing you the best Vert and I look forward to any and all future reactions you do! Especially if you watch Arcane. That show is my shit.

Sam M

Rule number one is to have fun

Steven

I subscribed because I loved the content, I continue to subscribe because you're clearly talented and a good person, and I want to support you, if and when the content arrives. People are free to cancel anytime, instead of showing hate. Also you need to realise that your content has gotten people through their depressing times (myself included), and now it's fine for us to support you. Stay strong, post when you can, and the real fans will still be here when you're ready!

Yel

It's aight vert, I understand that people are frustated over money spent to see you and they don't. And I also understand how bad it feels to disappoint people counting on you. We chose to support you, regardless if there is a schedule or not, shit happens, that's just how life be. At the end of the day, we can only do things that we can, no good comes from pushing yourself too far and expecting great big things from other people.

Shassassin

We are here for you brotha, if not we Then I, but serious I know how bad mental health can be for the body and mental. Take your time and find your way out of the rut; you got this! Much love

MeanPuppy

Yeah, i don't comment or stay in the chat rooms, sorry to disappoint but i'm very standard and normal, watch someone for content for 1-2 hours and that's that. all i know is that some people apparently made drama that he wasn't posting. And i hope they get diarrhea while stuck in trafic for it. As for your "what the fuck do you know" part... Agressive much? I know you require a prescription for Xanax, but just go to a pharmacy, maybe they will give you something out of pity.

Jordan Cobb

Just take care of yourself my dude. I’ve been there. Get help if you need it but just get you right

Jack

we love you verti, we dont care if u take a month break its just communication <3

Dylan

Hope you're doing well man. Take all the time you need Don't force yourself to post, mental health comes first❤️

bitchytuesday

i joined for death note & aot & have stayed for u & ur personality & this funny ass community. i’ve had depression fir yearsss & used to be an OF creator for a while & i totally understand how ur feeling, like everyone thinks ur job is soo easy & can’t understand why u can’t just upload something but getting in front of a camera every day is exhausting, especially if ur not feeling it. it’s hard to understand if u haven’t been thru it before. i don’t blame u at all, u should always prioritize urself. my advice unironically is going outside as much as possible, even if it’s just a walk. the vulnerability is appreciated & i hope u can find some peace big vert a lot of us rlly care about u no homo

FuRyFrenzy

Ay fire bro you too keep that shit up

FuRyFrenzy

You good in my hood king dw

VP

The only problem was the lack of information. Just say that your off for 2 weeks and no ones going to blame you. :)

LEYØ

I struggled with alcohol too, doing fun and creative things like playing games or hobbies like making music in my case to fill your time helps a lot, also talking with people and being honest about it, setting small rules (like not drinking alone, or at home) and telling your rules to other people so they can keep you accountable. (The creative activities are what work the best for me, putting your brain to work, getting your mind off it)

Mr Cooler

Most sensible comment here

k43t

mb bro im chill 😇

Janita39

People are so weird to send hate ....be kind to yourself, life happens and people should understand that....much love to you ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Mr Cooler

Therapist Therapist Therapist

Moog

People can forget there's a person on the other side of the screen. I can appreciate apologizing for the inconsistencies with the schedule, however your health should be your priority regardless. I can relate to struggling and that affecting your own self opinion because you feel as though you're letting people down. I feel like that with my small circle, I can only imagine scaling that feeling to a community this large and passionate. Wishing for nothing but the best for you and your family much love.

Mithrahn

This video was a surprise to me. I've been subbed to you since March, I haven't really talked or looked at the groupchats you have for your subscribers, but upon watching this video, I went to check the past 8-ish hours chat history of one of those groupchats I have to say, it was cancerous and does not represent all of us. Do keep in mind you have about 30k+ people subbed to you according to patreon and most of us are just silent viewers/supporters and do not necessarily mirror the sentiment of your <20 vocal angry parasocial followers. Granted, I wouldn't dare claim to speak for everyone but I would at least hope that most people are normal people who are able to leave the insults, and whinging out of their feedback. That said, there definitely is room for improvement, and I'm continuing my sub because I enjoy your content, and your personality and wish to support what you do, and would rather you be at your best than feeling like you're forced to churn out shit for us.

hange

this might be a bit different and not relatable idk but i felt this way too a few years ago when i started writing and posting it online and had a few people who enjoyed my work but suddenly my work started getting popular and there was a much higher demand for me to post & it was a LOT of pressure. i found it very hard to keep up with my regular schedules and more people were asking me to post the next chapters or start another story, which ofc i appreciated the love but the sudden popularity and buzz was very overwhelming. unfortunately i also had school exams during those times so i couldn’t properly focus on writing anymore and i found it kinda hard to get back into it after my exams and shit it was depressing i wont lie but eventually i found my way back to writing and found a way to organise myself well so that i wouldnt keep feeling so overwhelmed all the time. ANYWAY i hope it gets better verti, people are upset understandable because at the end of the day we’re paying money but at the same time i understand from your perspective that it IS hard to do things like this

FriedCraft l

You shouldn’t beat yourself down over missed uploads. Seeing some of the reactions from this community is something I’ve seen happen to a lot of creators it almost feels like a canon event at this point.I genuinely think distancing yourself a little and setting boundaries with the community is important. You don’t owe people details about your personal life just because you missed an upload.At the end of the day, you’re a person before you’re a creator. Missing uploads shouldn’t come with guilt or feeling like you’ve let everyone down. Take care of yourself, keep some things for yourself, and don’t let the negative side of the community become more personal than it needs to be.

syd

If there was JUST a delay in the schedule i think people would’ve been more understanding if you had communicated instead of ghosting for more than ten days 😭. Not sticking to the schedule and the watching your community froth at mouth is insane. A quick little “hey sorry for the delay. no post today it’ll be up tomorrow” would’ve been better than silence! We get it. You’re human, you’re going through shit. It happens. Just be more communicative with us in the future pls

Granger Main

It's a canon event after watching AOT

Tacosareneat

We all know your character verti. it's clear to anyone who isn't a complete fucking retard that you aren't being malicious about the uploads schedule. I can imagine how weird & uncomfortable it is sharing shit like this with thousands of people, but I'm glad you did. Addiction & depression are fucking awful. I struggle on and off with the same shit. We're here for you, bro🙏🏽

Coco XLarge

Just have more content saved up to prevent delays bro. I don't care but if you're getting criticized just fix it that way. It's not like it's not a necessary step for your channel to grow. The more it grows the more it's a product, so consistency matters. If you don't care much about the growth then just ignore the criticism.

Coda

He is just delaying that Vinland Saga finale If you want to continue depression cycle you could just React to ReZero in parallel lol, it will destroy your mental status pretty good But for real tho: I personally, don't care, if you are feeling down you need to get down to it and figure some shit out and take some time for yourself, it is important. I am pretty familiar with what you are going through (Except the audience part) as I have some projects that I want to eventually realize into proper career that I have been finding it hard to find proper motivation. And although our spheres are pretty distinct (I am working on game dev projects and want to make a game dev studio) I think they align in the end goal : entertaining people. Your reactions are very good put together and make me laugh. Your personality is very well built to provide the entertainment as a reactor. And you can really see that you actually care about the story or whatever other stuff is going on in the anime, which makes watching you that much more interesting. If you are feeling down, even tho it is not exactly related to you, I do recommend on your downtime watching "Masahiro Sakurai on Creating Games" channel - specifically his playlist on "Work Ethic" I think you might find some nice universal advice in those videos that applies to any craft in general. (But they are pretty long so who got time for that amiright lol). But I wish you all the best, love your content

Terry Askren

Just keep it light like you have been verti. Do whats best for you and we'll give you the benefit of the doubt

Yuya

not the fucking time bro

Yuya

genuinely stfu rn

annie

hope you start feeling better. feeling down is the worst especially when it doesn't get better. don't rush the process, mental health is always the most important thing. all this video shit will be here when you come back lol, fuck what everybody else saying.

Hugh Jellybeans

Buddy, there are people fighting lions every day to stay alive. People can wait a few extra days for some media......Your reactions are genuine and entertaining. Keep up the grind, looking forward to more posts.

Fahad

Bro i genuinely got depressed for a two week period after AOT ( if you want a series recommendation I would recommend dark it’s the closest feeling I got to AOT in terms of mystery and plot twists)

Swelley

Keep that head up gang💜

Flynn Gilpin

Anyone who’s getting genuinely angry at the fact you’re not releasing consistently and even attacking you and your wife for it is foolish. You’re my favourite reactor of all time, I love the way you view things and operate and I get hella excited every time you drop 😂. The haters have too much time on their hands icl 🤦 get a JOB people! I used to have plenty of vices and didn’t take life seriously so maybe I’m commenting with a very laid back biased opinion but ibsfr I don’t care 🤷 you the goat man take your time don’t let people get to you too much!

agu

we understand u bro dw, hope u get better man cuz ur reactions are the best ones

duc

so true i commented like 2 times since i suscribed and got flammed

shifty santa

Yo vert people struggle and you are human too I get it man. Shit happens. Much love to you and vertiwife

Hassooun

Yo, pull up to gym, 4ck all them thoughts. Stay hard! No diddy!

duc

so true

dvir1212

bro saw that one comment

Kirraw

Keep ur head up bro, love

Quentin Stockdale

Bro will upload everything but what he promised smh my damn head

JMuñoz6613

Yeah, bruh, obviously we're here because we want to watch your content. And we understand that you have your own stuff going on too. For me, it's just the communication that makes me somewhat upset. And I understand the pain with AOT, especially because of how insane a show it is. ALSO, I genuinely wish you nothing but the best and hope you can figure out how to get better for yourself and your wife like you said. I'll be praying for you.

YmirRoadkill

It's all about comms, man. Don't give us the opportunity to assume the worst :p

lili

the hate is stupid and entitled! verti if you need help hit me up, i'm an executive assistant and am open to work for free for you

Toby

I appreciate the sentiment, but we are not owed this. You're not a firm or a company, we are subscribing to support of our own free will, not to pay for a service that has to live up to expectations. Content and especially scheduled content is a great service to your audience, but it's not a requirement. If we are dissatisfied with what that support is used for, we can always unsubscribe. Don't misunderstand me, I'm not saying there aren't good and bad ways to go about your audience, but this isn't Netflix, people shouldn't hold a singular guy doing to the same standard as companies. We do this to support, so be supportive. If you don't feel like you are being heard and given your money's worth, unsubscribe. I will be and am happy with the content I'm getting and I think your pace and output is fine. The internet is open to everybody and thats means both bad and good. Don't take people's respones to you too hard man, there will always be negativity, especially on anonymous platforms - all you can do is making sure you are doing your part and control your own response.

Andrew

This. I respect him for being open. I hope in the future he can update us more.

Steven

KOD going to be the perfect album review as it connects to this subject a lot

R3K2 Mutter

You can put ur elephant in my room verti 😝😝

Zoro_uzumaki

Yo Verti your follower's went through the roof because your reaction is genuine and of course entertaining, don't mind the numbers, just be yourself and react like you always did. After all that is the reason more and more people love your reactions.🫡

Sammie Katrina

verti you're already one of the more consistent creators on any platform. it's fine to pump the brakes. when you're on you're doing like 20+ hours of content a week which is crazy. people need to chill tf out respectfully.

Andrew

Nobody should attack you. All i asked for was some kind of update. I feel vindicated :) All i think most of us wanted was an update. Ofc people will always be mad but i think those updates are needed and will go better than you think :)

Andrew

This ^

Andrew

On a side note sharing this kinda stuff should happen more and i respect the courage

Jay

Never commented before but just got out of a rut similar to yours and figured I'd drop this. Work started to pick up on hours, normal life started stressing me out and then I started to resort to vices, primarily weed. Everyday was pretty much work, smoke, watch TV/Play video games. Next thing I know it's 6 months later and I was just a shell of my former self and realized that I fell into a depression slump. It's hard to get out of because it feels like any simple task that might fix the depression has the weight of an elephant. Then the spiral starts and you are depressed you are depressed. What worked for me is to try and take it step by step. (corny I know) Organize those heavy tasks into priorities and then piece meal it out, yourself being the focus. For me, switching these up from the norm also helped. Instead of running at the gym, I ran outside. Instead of doing my office work at my desk, I worked outside on the laptop or went to a cafe. My advice would be to try and split up your scheduling if possible. M,T get some music done. TH, FR hit the animes. Sat, Sun leave open and maybe a surprise vid or two if you are up for it. Leave Wend for a free day for yourself and split up the monotony. Albums aren't going anywhere, Anime isn't leaving, and the true ones that like your channel for you won't leave either. Screw the haters and don't give your energy to them, they don't deserve it. I subscribed because of your character and think you are genuinely a good person that cares about his community. This video confirms that. Don't gas yourself out and lose yourself along the way. Sorry for the long winded comment. All the love to you Verti, stay strong.

juniebjones

i think most of us genuinely appreciate your honesty here, so thank you for the explanation !! but don’t feel pressured to tell us any of your own personal issues if you’re not comfortable w it. ppl who shit on you in anger especially don’t deserve it. we’re all human here and we all have gone through our own things in one way or another, so it’s not fair for anyone to expect you to be perfect the whole time being honest, i wasn’t feeling too happy w how the patreon was going either, but i would’ve never thought to message you anything hateful 😭😭 i simply cancelled and went on w my life bc, like you said, it’s not the end of the world. i rationalized in my head that you may just be going through smth or have been too busy w life in general to consistently update. and im def not the only one who thought this and decided to just move on while your videos have helped me through harder times in my life, it’s important that we, as the audience, don’t ever feel entitled to you, as the creator. if you ever feel like you are not able to keep up w the schedule, best thing to do is tell everyone you’re going to be taking a small break and we’re good. if ppl aren’t good w that, then they should leave hope you start feeling better soon !!

AtmaIllumina

Vert, I'm sorry that you're going through depressive habits. I wasn't angry, but concerned because of the last video you made like this. You may just need to take a day of rest. For example, I always rest of the Sabbath. God rested on that day for a reason. You need to socialize with people and get your life back on track. All this time inside is scientifically proven to give depression to people. At the risk of sounding crass here, we all need to touch grass every now and then lol. I think going to your local church and talking to your friends & family, reading the Bible, and taking a day of rest will help you out a lot. It's how I stay mentally healthy and I've always been a devout Christian. Jesus is the way, my friend!

AtmaIllumina

I think it's fair to bring up.

tokage

I dont mean to be annoying but you need to realise all the good stuff you have in life and appreciate it and not waste it for some fuck ass alcohol or whatever else, speaking from experience.

dies irae

we got yo brobro, u don’t have to please anyone. be urself, cuz ur loved for who u are. people who came here on ur patreon, came here cuz of YOU. if there are ppl who don’t like smth they can always leave. Don’t bother urself with mofos who’ll act up over a 10$ a month. u know it ain’t worth it. obviously it’s hard when ur suddenly get famous on internet , feelin watched and judged by everyone. but u have to not lose a sight of urself at those moments. it’s a tough shit that u gonna have to deal with now. in the end it’ll make u a better person tho. we believe in yo ass. once again, we got you man

juniebjones

yea every time i open the anime chat on here, i regret it within 30 seconds and get tf out. they just do too much 😭

Jack U .Lait

Dude take some time away. I struggle with mental health and I literally started feeling this exact same way with posting on social media and just always scrolling. It felt like I started to center my entire self worth around it. Fortunately or unforunately for you, you have a pretty big audience. You make good entertaining content. If you dont take time away, im sure the quality will decrease because you're not feeling it, just being honest. And you probably know that already anyways. And many of us appreciate you being open and vulnerable because that takes a lot. But please dont feel like you HAVE to just because of some parasocial creeps who think they're entitled to answers from a dude who makes Youtube videos. No answer you give them will be good enough. Ever. If those people get mad and decide to leave, fuck em. You have people who actually enjoy watching you react to new things and understand that you're still a human being with a fucking life outside of all this.

Jamie Foulds

Much love verti. Obviously the whole thing is sucky but it's not the end of the world. Keep up your good shit and go at your own pace 🙏🫶

Dez Dare

Love you brother no stress you don't owe us your vulnerability but we appreciated it none the less. Keep doing your thing and take your time to get back on track and back to who you are dont force yourself to. Continue being great love the reactions

Eric Robinson

They are paying like everyone else. their voice should be heard.

Juju Adeyemi

on a real note J cole’s albums KOD might actually help you, should listen

Popularunknown

Take a content break and don’t feel bad about doing it. One of the main points of patreon is to give some extra support to the creator. Sure, there’s a monetary aspect to that but support is also sticking around while you get back to being the best version* of yourself. You’re not a robot, don’t let this shit make you feel like a machine. * virgin - feel free to swap these words 😂

MISPLACED

I struggle with depression & procrastination as well I get it bro. Sometimes shit just falls apart and then every day that passes feels like another waste and you beat yourself up but it just spirals into more procrastination. Also I understand that imposter syndrome is a real thing and rapid growth can push responsibility on you that you weren’t prepared for. It’s ok man it’s all about growing into it with time. We will get there, those who understand will stay. Just take care of yourself and keep being transparent with us instead of hiding away. It just does us and you a disservice when being honest will actually just relieve the weight off your chest. Appreciate all the content Verti 🙏love ya to death kid 🖤

iv

Bro I want to watch more reactions from you but the most important is for you to take care of yourself that’s the priority over everything else but ig it’s easy for me to say that since I’m new here so I have a lot of your videos do catch up on so I have stuff to watch for a while, but either way man take care of yourself seriously

Magnus Edvard Larsen

Hey man, no matter what happens, I hope you remember that people are here to begin with since you honestly just seem like such an awesome guy and since you genuinely put smiles on our faces. Your well being and mental will always be way more important then any silly old schedule, same as with any other person. Taking care of yourself and finding a comfortable place for yourself to be happy in should always be what is most important. I can't really speak for other people, but for me at least, your videos genuinely make my days, and you most of all deserve to feel just as happy!

lifeislife

Aye us real ones here vert 🫡 we love the reactions take care of yourself before feeding us content if you're not all there the vids won't be either so don't rush it take care big dawg

zipz

Take care of urself bro, f the haters, i love ur content man

Reubs

Take it in stride verti. The fact that people are getting mad means that you are giving them content that's worth getting mad over. If it wasn't, they would just walk away. Clearly you're doing something right. Take your time to figure out what works for you. I know I'm not going anywhere

EyyOne

When it’s too soon to refill the adderall prescription and the plug is out too! 😂😂

Romain Moreau

Don't you got people to help you ? Maybe you doing too much. Can't you hire ?

Christian Bouchard

Yeah I think it's the money aspect; when you're just watching videos for free on YouTube that's one thing, but when you're paying monthly to access content, and there's no content to access, it's pretty lame (especially with no updates or heads up)

Momo Lilya

Yeah yeah yeah, anyway. My brother wanna marry you. 😍😍😍

Stefania Tepes

We don't want to put any pressure on you! Just communicate better with us!

𝖒𝖔𝖈𝖍𝖎⟢— ᢉ𐭩

depression is very real. it's very hard to even put it into words without it sounding like you're lazy or trying to justify things. those who get it, get it and those who don't, don't. the honesty and transparency is all most people ask for yk, and you being this vulnerable on camera is more than enough explanation. please take care of yourself... i was someone who struggled with addiction in the past and it is NOT easy. after you let the vice go it feels like you're empty. but it passes and i promise this feeling does not last forever. keep up the transparency and thank you for letting your guard down to let people know what's going on. sending love to vertiwife too <3

Rish

People gotta remember patreon isn't a service where you pay for content and to expect constant replies from the content creator, it's a service to help support and donate to content creators to help them grow and be more stable.

Matt Muro

I've always been really into fitness and the past couple years have been difficult for me with consistency in working out as well as falling into my own vices (drinking and Marijuana). I understand what you're saying when you aren't happy with yourself, who wants to put themselves on display for hundreds of thousands to watch? Do what you have to in order to feel better, it takes a lot to air out your personal business like that. You confession inspired me and I called my wife, told her im not drinking again until my brother's upcoming Halloween party. Let's get jacked and clean Verti!

Gem Ramos

Hey Verti! Your posts always cheer me up and give me something to look forward to during the week. I’m also going through some personal struggles and dealing with depression, so I really understand that sometimes life gets overwhelming and you may need time away. When you weren’t posting, I figured there was probably a reason, maybe you were busy or just dealing with things in your own life. Things happen, and that’s completely understandable. Thank you for continuing to make these reactions and for bringing some happiness to people like me. Please take your time. Your mental health always comes first, and I really hope things get better for you soon!

Matt Muro

And another thought - you don't want to make these reactions and try to fake being into it when you're not in the state of mind to enjoy this content. Im sure you dont want to be performative you want to be genuine. So yeah, take care of yourself. Been enjoying the channel since I found your AOT reactions

Jarell Johnson

Ur good bro we all have ups and downs it’s what makes us ppl, honestly you didn’t even have to apologize I appreciate the transparency tho, love ur content im here for the long run fuck the haters in the comments 🖤

Lucas Berg

Love you my man real shit

ASIA GRAHAM

You need KOD no bs. A lot of people said they kicked shit listening to that..Get well soon man focus up and stay prayed up

Scavenger

Honestly bro I didn't even notice, don't let people who have too much time on their hands bring you down. If your posts don't come out how they'd like it to then they should perhaps find a job or something & stop refreshing on an hourly or even daily basis. I'm 33 & cant be bothered to check on a daily basis what's out but still support content & creators just the same. When I see VERTICILE in my notification box on my weekly Patreon check that makes me happy enough. Don't sweat the specifics. Fuck the rest. Excuse my French, I'm Canadian.

Deepraj

Vinland Saga Season 2 might be the perfect medicine for Verti's mental health

IndiCaliKaze

Uhhh broski.....homeboy......buddy......you fuck faced dodecadork....wait not that last one.........I already told you the schedule is more the problem than anything. You're setting expectations. You don't need to. It's honestly the most annoying thing and it would be better if you just didn't make one. That way it's not like people are waiting on it. Shit just comes when it comes and that's ok. But when you're like this is happening on Thursday and then you're gone for a week. Like honestly it's really not that bad it's just people now have an expectation when you tell them this is the schedule. So just don't

IndiCaliKaze

Bro.....the hardest part about getting wrapped up in new worlds in when you remember it's not real. Literally the solution is touch grass. Go play basketball. Go do something that builds yourself in the world that is real. It's almost like a good story is some time dilemma where it goes by in a flash until it's over and you realize you've been watching tv for a month. The solution is to balance you're dive into a fake world with activity in this one. As Dumbledore said....it does not do to dwell on dreams.

IndiCaliKaze

Here's a thought. Promise less in your schedule. And maybe sometimes you accidentally over deliver instead of promising everything and under delivering.

CrashGE

I don't usually involve myself on the internet like most, but respectfully, you don't owe us viewers anything, regardless of how they, AND YOU, feel. You could disappear without a word and they'd still complain. Don't let anyone make you feel that you are now "owned", even obligated to create, simply because you are paid to entertain. In my opinion, those kinds of people are disrespectful, distasteful, and selfish af. It's all a type of consumption virus mixed with entitlement. And I don't mean to be that guy, but there's a chance you're getting "told off" by children, or worse, adults with the mentality of a child. If I'm allowed to say, please don't change for anyone on the internet. It's all fake.

ポンチー

There’s nothing you can’t bounce back from Bert, im enjoying the content regardless- thank you •ᴗ•

Dxcoda

Aye bro I want you to know, I don’t think any of us want you beating yourself up over missing an upload or things going on.

dani シ

Lurker here, but you are worth subbing to even if you take a month,two months off. Do not do stuff you dont want to do, its a recipe for depression even if you lose a neckbeard sub from a parasocial freak ahh in their mama basement ai! love

Dxcoda

I’m with you man. I was checking in and confused more than angry when I saw the schedule wasn’t held up without any communication, it got to a point after like 3 days I had the thought of hoping he didn’t have anything crazy happen to him lol.

Lord of the rims😛

Nag but fr im glad u can talk bout this Man your reactions and vids mean so much too me illy veri😍😍

bossm60

the fix is easy just watch it again

Itzel Rodriguez Gonzalez

Hi Vert! Im new here (just 2 weeks subscribed) and yeah i saw the last schedule and then didnt see all videos and i was like "oh, maybe he has other important stuff" and here we are :) as a person living for years with depresion and anxiety i will say this: "TAKE YOUR TIME". There might be weird people creating a parasocial thing with you because you are an excellent reactor who pay a lot of attention to details in anime. So, dont pay attention to them, if they don't like there are a lot of other channels. If you want to re take the reactions just do it enjoying it as your hobby not trying to satisfy everyone we love u

GRIME

dude you've been awesome, i love your reactions and content in general, dont let the hate ,from people too immature to realize you arent just some funny lil guy on a screen, get to you. and yeah there's nothing wrong with wanting to hold yourself to a higher standard but dont let that same pressure be the reason you feel stuck, you got this man, and jus sayin i for one wouldnt hate it if spreading out the content through out the week meant you were in a better headspace, every other day can be an upload, you dont gotta force yourself to pump one out every day

Devin Weaver

Verti, you are the goat. I genuinely cannot wait for to you drop videos every day and when you don't I just go on about my day cause it is a privilege to be able to go and check your page and see that you don't drop. Then the anticipation for your next reaction just rises and makes the next vid better. So thank you for that hard work, i know i appreciate it i see a lot of others do as well!

Big boy

Bro he’s dropped 1 album in the last like month lol, and then only a couple before that

Felix Oloo

Hey man hang in there, everyone has rough spots, also a week is not that long there is a lot of overreacting around here this week. Its one...fucking...week... That is normal, put yourself first, the content and channel will come. But it can't come before the person, you.

VeggyZ

I think people are kinda acting like babies to get angry about that - shit happens, sometimes you don't want, or need to make a spectacle of it and you've got no obligation to do so if you don't feel it. If they really felt like they were being "robbed" they probably wouldn't be here - I guess I wouldn't. Also, I can't really dog on someone for giving into vices like alcohol - it's not good, but you know, I fall into that too, especially under stress. It's a thing - but you seem like you'll get through just fine. We go through phases anyway, but one of the reasons I never really tried the whole YT / content creation thing is because my mentality would be in - or rather send me into a rut under pressure. The "hate" is just silly though - you really don't have an "obligation" to keep a sharp schedule. I think you do plenty, and I enjoy your reactions - even when I shout at you through my screen to stop rewinding the same part 5x, haha. Ignore the internet shitheads - never try to please everybody. *cough* - but hey, check out "Demon Slayer" ;) - and it's best not to make "fun" become "just a job". That's a mistake. I have fun watching your anime reactions, so looking forward to more. Just have fun with it, and if you aren't? screw it. Take a day. People with lives, even those who do and wish they didn't sometimes, don't care.

Konni

I feel this so hard , you dont need to apologize or even make this video tbh , its you're personal life and I understand when you're in a depressed state even communicating is difficult, its hard to do anything . You dont have anything to apologize for . Parasocial weirdos are always going to exist , all you can do is ignore them You didnt post for a week , not a big deal at all .

Ajin Kazama

I know I spam a lot for harry potter reactions, but it's because you're the only creator worth paying to see react to stuff. You're very smart and perceptive, incredibly entertaining and just a good guy. I guess that takes a toll. There's a reason you grow so fast vert we love you man. After you finish harry potter and vinland saga you should take a bit of a break.

VERTISHUSBAND

Prioritize yourself, ignore the trolls. Honestly even with your breaks and when you dont respect schedule, you are pumping out A LOT of content and you deserve recognition for that. Hope you get trough this bad phase soon.

Sir Dingus

You stupid fuck Use a small percentage of your brain and learn to not ruin the show for someone.

Krusigx

Verti, thank you for this video. All i wanted was an explanation to understand what was happening. I have vices of my own which is smoking weed, like non stop. Also had my battles with depression for years. You don't need to feel like you are trying to make us feel bad for you, you are just explaining your situation/the whole picture so we can understand, we are all human after all and go trough similar things in life.

DarkO-AgeS

ay man, props for opening up, i always thought you liked doing reactions and no one stops doing what they like without a reason.

Андрей Старенький

Meditation practice is the brain flush you might want to try. I got into it during a similar depressive period in my life. Lots of free time, pressure, expectations, no desire to move forward with anything, nothing feels worth acting on. Meditation shines in moments like these when your body doesn't listen, your mind doesn't want to think thoughts, and you're basically empty inside. The solution, as I see it, is to channel what little mental energy you have in the direction of disappearing mentally for a while. It's not just an effective move, it really makes you feel like you're stepping outside of the world and coming back anew So instead of lying in bed for two days straight you can go buddha mode for a few hours and see what happens to all these worries. And of course, your health is paramount (exercise, right food, avoid intoxicants)

Artur Vegis

Personally I am not angry or anything, i just have a tab for your patreon and i refresh once a day or two to see if you upload. People are people, and if there is something real to say, youre more human than a lot of other people.

Watney

You really need better moderation in your discord community(s). I got dragged into the discord when I subbed and tried engaging in there but it's just nothing of substance, a lot of weird infighting, and people who get upset about low-stakes shit like you're describing.

Alvin Linden

Dw unc it’s my choice to stay here and I’m glad to do it. People who actually complain and talk shit because your a few days late are some chuds. Just take it easy and make a schedule that gives you room to breathe so that it’s easier to follow. Love from Sweden ❤️

Alvin Linden

Then just stop paying bro😭

sahur

Ur da only Patreon I pay for and only creator I watch consistently, ur the goat verti 👑

Myra

We got you vert!:)) I respect you making this vid, just take care of yourself. Well survive :)

Myra

this, exactly this

Андрей Старенький

The difficulty with YT reaction creators is that you don't always know if they're faking it or if they're being genuine. I'm sure that many content creators in this field just pretend to enjoy stuff to make money from their viewers Many people came here after seeing your AoT reactions because they were so fire. And now, knowing that you've got the money, people (or maybe just me, idk) are naturally sceptical about the unexpected breaks you've taken. I assume that most of your current audience is relatively new, so trust has to be built from ground zero so to speak That's why this video was necessary. Radio silence only made you come across as insincere and disrespectful, at least from my point of view. Anyways, glad you recorded this!

PicklyPT

Bro, we are all only human. Ignore those people.

Rish

Honestly most of the people I sub to on patreon upload like once a month or upload for a few months then dissappear for 3-6 months etc. Once again I'm not paying for a service, I'm paying to support. This ain't netflix or some video subscription service, it's a place to support content creators. He doesn't need to pander to the new fans and make them feel all safe and happy, his job is to stay true to him self and keep doing what makes him happy and if it also entertains us then so be it. You guys are putting way to much pressure on the dude, he's just a reactor, it's not like if he misses a video then something terrible will happen to you. Just get on with your day and just check up to see if any updates, if not then you do you.

Zaphros

Loud minority over the quiet majority bro. Take your time with it, your content is quality and it's impressive you're able to record at this quality while going through this. We got your back and scale back on the recording schedule if you need to. Make a plan to beat this the same way you make a plan with your work and execute.

Zaphros

Yo, are you in any other bigger creator circles? I feel like those circles can help share some advice on how to manage stuff like this. I'd reach out to some of them to see how they deal with a lot of this stuff too, especially since you boomed so quickly. Also, you're working your ass off, take some vacation time. Book some stuff to look forward to, even if it's a staycation big papa

Alicia

Pro tip don’t try to please everyone just do your best to enjoy what you’re doing and everything else falls into place, fuck people that are hating or not understanding that life can life you sometimes. I’m sure the people bitching have had that happen before if they say they haven’t they fucking a lie lol just get better man like someone else said we have already watched these shows before we want to see you react to them . We are fans of you vert that’s why we pay to watch lol just do what you need to get better we will still be here, and the ones that aren’t were fake supporters lol

Midnight Shadow

Twin if you fw AOT you have to watch 86 its similar if not better for most people maybe this can help your post AOT depression

Андрей Старенький

it's about the promises he made, the schedules, and what the subscription description says. People made their decisions based on all that to start/continue paid subscriptions. But yeah, if people were here just to support, then there wouldn't even be any conflict or negativity

Wanderer

I agree bro and ain't no need to apologize for being late, verti don't be forcing yourself to be making videos when you ain't wanna post that day, try to find a schedule that works for you not us and love your videos bro 💯💯💯

Z

Literally, it’s a canon event

Z

Thank you Verti, you didn’t have to open up, but doing so and being fully honest with what you’re struggling with helps those going through the same thing. As someone still struggling with my own vices, I really appreciate it. I’m really just here as a fan of yours, you’re like a friend I can rewatch my favorite shows with. I think most people were feeling tossed to the side which is where the anger came from, and how would they know otherwise? But those being really hateful should just be ignored. This openness really makes me more of a fan. As someone who felt disregarded before, now I’m here for the long hall. Do what you need to for you, fans like me will always be here.

Austin

Verti, Just wanna let you know that we are just here with you along for the ride. I've enjoyed every ounce of your content. Schedule, no schedule. We'll be here. I just keep checking in and go about my day if there's nothing. I am just glad to see you are okay and to hear from you. Get out of that rut. You CAN do it, and I know this. I've gotten bad into drugs before and got out, you can too. I am always here lurking. Love you, Verti. And waiting patiently. Just remember; you are a person, not just a content creator and have a life too, take care of it. Focus on you. I'm sure many people think the same

VERTISWIFE

this has me crying😭😭 vertishusband???

VERTISWIFE

i showed ur comment we’re giggling

pmtnbp

Comment sections always skew towards more extreme opinions. Just know there are many people like me who are enjoying the content and want the best for you who just don't comment as much. <3

Evaroni

My brother, I suffer with alcohol addiction and serious depression and your videos genuinely have helped me not fantasize about suicide, listening to incredible artists like Kanye for the first time changed my life, also I’m 25 and I see you as a peer who made it in life, I have to work in a factory bro shit I might start a react channel and grind that shit. Whatever obstacles you face, you will conquer them, I can tell you’re a strong mfer. Love u bro

Owen Fairhead

All good gang I’ve been fucked up on ket myself so I get u no hard feelings from me

DCViper

Been there. Just getting over the same issues myself. Bourbon and cocaine. Just recently started drinking again, but depression is real. You do what you have to do to get yourself right, as long as you communicate we’re going to be here and supportive

J.T. O'Neal

Hey... no problem man... I'm writing a book man and I take time a LOT... when i SHOULD be writing... no hate here... but if you want something to help distract the thoughts, id listen to an audio book or just read for some time... I know you might like to save some stuff for content... so I would deep dive in a good book for a few days... I just re read HP1 for the first time in years just to pull myself out the same rut... take care man... love ya

Brian Tran

Hey brother, I joined your patreon a few months ago for your AOT reactions, and genuinely I think you're funny as shit & I relate heavily to your personality. Stayed even after AOT. You always seem laid back, like ain't shit bothering you. But I mean man, so many people do that shit and its unhealthy as fuck. If you know CoryxKenshin the Youtuber, you know what I mean. I understand its a Patreon, and people are paying for your services. You feel that obligation to meet our expectations, as we paid for it. But then again bro, if something ends up happening to you because you were doing it for our sake, then as your community we failed you, you didn't fail us. Bounce back bro. You need time? Take that shit. Without your health, this community wouldn't even exist for you to make this video bro. Better for you to be here and well than to be here and not be well. I'm sure people would start to notice that shit too if you forced yourself. & I'm sure everyone here who has a brain, or any compassion or empathy for another person fully support you man. I think the people just wanted to hear you explain, you might be feel some type of way about it but people are truly more understanding than you think when you let them know about something rather than bottle it up and not say anything and disappear.

Anthia Hernandez

As someone who has a busy schedule, I'm content with inconsistent uploads. If you don't want to upload then don't. If you don't follow the schedule you made it's okay. Your mental health and well being are far more important than people who think they have a say on how you run your channel. Just do what makes you happy and the people who don't like it aren't worth your time

shahzeb afzal

we love you bro youll get thru the vices and mental stuff. dont beat urself up too much over missing shit, a lot of us understand where ur coming from and can tell u genuinely care and are trying. easier said than done but dont let the negative comments get to u too much, especially the ones dragging u and ur wife into unnecessary hate. appreciate u being vulnerable and transparent especially when ik that shit isnt easy. take ur time, do ur best and hope things keep getting better for u fr. on no parasocial shit 🙏😭

Micah Jennings

One thing ive learned about myself, if I dont have something to do every morning, I will rot the day away... Try planning out your chores, plans with friends, activities first thing in the morning, and every morning. Its easier to do the things that have no "deadline" if you start the day with a deadline activity. I hope that makes sense, I could explain it better if I wasn't typing, its an ADHD things and also a depression thing. Please take care of yourself. Life sucks ass and trust me we get it, or if some of us dont they will soon enough.

John36588

Only code geass can fill that void

kai maitland

bro any hate your getting isn't part of the community we want here. stay safe and as take as much time to get yourself right as you need fr, the real fans will be here for when you come back

AndersLePlays

Ive been going through a lot of stuff lately, and only now just subbed to your patreon, but looking forward to new uploads from you, and a few others has really been a great help for me to keep going. Take care of yourself before your videos, your own health is more important than whatever you put out into the internet.

Abia Manzanares

Its okay, try to be urself a bit more infront of the camera. So it takes less effort or feeling of responibility too watch amazing shows. If its not fun for you something in the perspective is not allining, we ant yoy to have the same experience in watching as us. Keep going and stay strong verti. Believe in u

Tyler

First Patreon I been on I just kinda watched aot and that was it I like u and ur energy and I think u do good content but for sure take care of urself if the schedule too much take a step back and post when u can maybe daily posts too much maybe less is better for u the audience will understand cuz they care if they don’t then u don’t need their money. Hope u have a good day ❤️

hadi nazri

Thank you great chocolate boy. I keep support

JTSWAGMASTER

Man ive never felt scammed, seeing you posts is like getting a birthday present every time it happens. Take your time, your stuff is worth the wait and the money

Jeigh Raventide

Just remember that 95% of internet commenters are idiots, simians, simpletons, cretins, and freaks. Ignore the haters.

ViperAce

We love you Verti no matter what 🙌

Ethan9888

So true it healed me from AOT to the point that I prefer Vinland Saga.

Banketo

Who tf leaves a comment on a reaction video? I rarely if ever type, I bet most people rarely ever type. The comments you are seeing, the haters, they are the minority here. The community isnt turning on you, just get well and ignore the loud few.

Brennen James

Lowkey love u dude i found ur channel like two months ago and watched all ur aot vids. Excersize without music. The Bible also helps but im not gonna push religion on u. Excersize with music is not good u rely on the words and u don’t have a thought in ur head. Without the music and u push ur body to the limit it’s just u and ur thoughts nothing else nothing more. Ur mind tells u why are u doing this and u just keep doing it anyway. Eventually ur mind adapts to it and u understand ur mental state so much better. I’d start with a 2-4 mile run with no breaks and several cardio based workouts. Then start alternating between cardio based and heavy weight everyday with no breaks no music after a month u understand urself so much more. I speak on behalf of myself. If David goggins never existed I might have just offed myself or stayed a 9-5 employee all my life.

Lucki

Keep moving forward - eren jaeger You got it man. 👍🏾

russellj

Technically you haven't finished AoT cuz I'm still waiting for them OVA reactions. 😫 Also no worries man. LY and stay safe.

Chava

Yo aint no stress pop. addressing it was the right move fosho. Take ur time and get urself right, we want u doing good more than we want the uploads

BaileySSJ

I want to apologize for some of the harsh comments I made last week.

BaileySSJ

I have struggled with the some of the same things as you brother. Luckily in a much better spot right now, but I can 100% relate. I’m sorry again for jumping to conclusions and for not giving you more of a chance to let you explain yourself. I’m here if you need anything. Truly wish you the best. And resubbed

BaileySSJ

To be clear I wasn’t one of the ppl who attacked your wife or you in a personal way, just made comments about the lack of communication and feeling a bit scammed

T H

Appreciate you opening up man. Appreciate your message. Take care of yourself and just do you, don't worry about the community or the comments until you're 100%

ALPHA22REG

Hey Verti, I know im commenting a lil late, and ive been around on the patron for the last 3 or 4 months while fighting my anxiety and getting back into work and your reactions have been helping me get through. Hearing about your own struggles with work (I know retail and content aren't quite the same) has helped me personally and the fact you can be so open about something so difficult is really appreciated im sure.. Coming from someone with severe anxiety the communication definitely helps just generally but sometimes it can be difficult especially when in those darker places so try not to take the harsher comments too seriously, at the end of the day its because we love your content so keep it up and hope things get better on your end ❤️

Thief Sain

Homie dont even stress it, anyone thats like hung on it are the psychos. Do you G.

Sikei Butler

I love vode geass but its no where near the level of aot

EnchenMai

Ayy bro take care! The real ones will understand. Procrastination loop is insane to get out of, especially when combined with guilt. Insane combination. Get out more, get a good night sleep and take some magnesium bisglycinate before sleep. You got it Verti!💫

Lemon Soda

Brother, your appeal isn't from having a consistent schedule. We love you because you're funny, intelligent, and we love watching you theory-craft and appreciate the art you're reacting to. You're a genuine dude, and we can all see it. Just take it one step at a time. You're the goat, and we ain't going to give up on you any time soon.

VERTISHUSBAND

Sorry you had to learn about it that way

bluerum

GET BACK TO THE GYM LOVE U

Jamie

you should not have had to do this jesus christ. ive been in chats and had to leave immediately because people are insane..I am following people on here who post once every 2-3 weeks maybe? im sorry if they don’t like it they can fuck off this is crazy

Jamie

If you feel like you’re not getting the value for what you paid then simply leave, degrading this man over not posting enough or communicating enough when YOU CHOOSE TO PAY is fucking crazy to me. It getting to this point is INSANE. yall are fucking out of touch bro

Zachary

you mfs corny as hell to think you’re entitled to this man’s time like that bc you give him 9.93 a month. doesn’t mean you get to kick someone when they’re down. get a life instead of stalking his page. just watch the shit when he drops it. he’s a person just as much as some random dude you see at a gas station. also i’m geeked asl and yall got me mad as fuck

Kev

MFs NEEDA TOUCH GRASS, do u fam. Thats why we here

TheRealJGlidd

One good way to drop bad vices is to pick up good ones. Go find some hobbies to do on your spare time or maybe just take a genuine break so you can come back rejuvenated and missing streaming. Your true supporters will understand if you were to take a break for your mental. Thanks for the laughs and waiting on deathly hallows pt 2 to drop but just don’t feel rushed to do anything❤️

AJ

You would be right if it was youtube, but we pay for a service and reliability. That still doesn’t justify the people attacking him and his wife personally ofcourse, those people are crazy and parasocial.

LeJay (GOAT)

I unsubbed. Good luck to u Vert <3

kairoswrn

Aot rewatch will help you bro its 2x better 2nd watch

Mikasa Ackerman

I hope you get better soon fr fr i know the struggle my friend i really doo

CrashGE

I concur

VeggyZ

Heh, you aren't wrong, but it's probably a little TOO soon for him. I re-watched it while he was though, and I had a GREAT time.

VeggyZ

Sometimes people need a break - I guarantee every person who was crying about it has taken plenty of them. It's a NORMAL thing to do, no matter what you do.

Bot Buster

Hunter x Hunter is worth a watch. The post HxH depression might hit harder though

Bot Buster

Sky's the limit, though, a lot of people will still support you even if you choose to pivot.

Jose Vegas

Hey bro, don't be so hard on yourself. I've been there too and yeah you need to take care of yourself. Don't let the outside opinion get inside your head too much, yeah you need to listen to your community but you're a content creator and you need to create content you really enjoy doing, you can't push yourself to do it. Start with the small things, get up early, get some sunlight, have a morning routine, hit the gym, get a rhythm with it and keep it up and come back when you feel you can.

Alberto DellaLibera

Brother take your time and connect, speak to friends and family, go outside and try to detach from the internet for a minute. Honestly it’s not the end of the world even if it is in your perception. Come back with a different angle to attack this problem once you recover your mental strength 💪💪

R3K2 Mutter

Bro wym "take ur time?" Its been 2 weeks again, bro said posts will be soon but that doesnt mean jack fuck all

Stroberi

This is y i love watching ur vids. U always put ur heart into the story

Alan Rogers

Just follow through or don’t say anything. You’re good bruh. The problem comes when you say XYZ at XYZ it should happen at XYZ. This video was needed. Everyone to my knowledge still loves you. Don’t let the haters get ya.

R3K2 Mutter

Dude he did an ohnepixel, came back and said itll continue soon, 2 weeks later still nothing, soon means a dozen hours or 2 days absolute MAX, 2 weeks is just bs😢🫤

ASTA

will i have to resub

Evan Daly

Dude don't fuck around with this stuff get healthy and fuck it bro. Maybe you lose some dollars. Being alive to see what comes later always outweighs making an extra buck.

. Joline “

Please get help from professionals 🫰🏼

Jalen Powell

I just started watching you on yt bro, came here and subscribed to see your death note finale and the rest of the JJK episodes. You gotta do what you gotta do! Take your time to get right and the real will understand!✊🏾💯

J

We miss you Verti

Triforce of Shadows

Your Good. Still ready when they do arrive. Harry Potter! :] I'm surprised you could get all those out so fast. Also, That's why its called a tentative schedule. (It is the plan, not the rule)

Christian Koshay

Love the content, just subbed. I hope you are doing well in your break. Keep the head up, and you get stronger daily. Don’t let the online weirdos get to you. Praying for you and the wife to be blessed.

Bryan Soto

Man, been there. Multiple days where I barely had gotten out of bed bonuses restroom or eat. Took a lot of work for me to get out of that. Been sober for q8 months now. Thoughts are a hell of a drug.

Bryan Soto

The negative people in the comments are like the racist people in AOT. They just don't see humanity, just greedy and dumb.