Updates on patreon because of my health~ (Patreon)

I dont wanna *make* everyone read it, so do it if you will, I will start with the patreon change and then you can skip the health stuff after

***PATREON***

[NEW] Tier 01: Just the tip!

• Access to Polls
• Access to patreon feed

This new tier is for people that want to support or to just have a clean feed, also opens a wider range of support

[OLD] Tier 01 - 1 Image per Month ($2) -> [NEW]Tier 02 - 1 Image per month ($3)

The price will change to $3 and future patreon exclusive pieces (and patreon exclusive variations) will go here, if you already pledge $2 nothing will change for you, you DO NOT need to pay more to get the rewards

[UPDATE] Tier 03 - 3 Images per month

The only change is that this tier will get at least 3 images per month, anything extra I do will come here, but its EXTRA (im saying that more for me than for you if you read the health part of this)

GOAL CHANGE:

Goals will be by number os patrons e not by money, so I can add small rewards like variations to previous arts every 10-15 new patrons and do giveaways for big numbers like 150 or 200 patrons!

Thats it for now and how I intend to keep for the rest of the year.

***HEALTH STATUS***

Hello!

First, thank you for all of you who are here! A bit of good news is that I menage to try a new (sexual) therapy that was only possible because of all of you, and it opened some windows on how to deal with a sexual thing I have(anorgasmia-ish) that is directly related with anxiety, so thank you so much forever <3

Now the bad stuff

About 2 or 3 weeks ago I had a really intense breakdown, I know I tecnically promisse one art per month here, but if I didnt deliver 5 or more I would feel like I am a failure and everyone would leave my patreon cause the only thing I have to offer is quantity even tough I wanna do more rendered arts that takes at least 5 times the time of a regular art I do and--

And thats how I overworked myself this whole year into a point where I basically lost contact with all my friends and can't sleep, not even with brand new anxiety meds cause I got used to them very fast.

(CW: suicidal toughts for the next paragraph)

One day I started freaking out so much for a momment I tought the only way out was killing myself BUT IM FINE I am a lucky person with love and support, so I just called my mom and asked her to get me some doctors cause I have been procrastinating on that for the past couple months so its better is she does it. I am also reavaluating my life choices and routine (since a 7minute walk can kill my stamine and i weight barely 60kg), 

(done, you can read this final bits)

I am still extremely anxious on a daily basis at the momment but things should change one step at a time!

Thank you so much if you read all the way to the end, and if you didnt its okay too

Have a nice day,

Fernanda