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Somehow, being on a trip and unable to do a full NSFW audio really paid off. I met those restrictions--around other people, not my professional mic--with the idea of a voicemail. Simple, straight to the point. Could be recorded as a voice memo and make sense quality-wise. But then came the theme of the audio, so I looked at my calendar.

I really wanted to confess sexuality in a raw, deeply emotional way. How I experienced it, or at least imagine will when the time comes for me to engage with a man. (Side note, I consider myself a "non-practicing bisexual".) But aside from sexuality, it is about a deep friendship that goes beyond the bedroom. One of trust and compassion, openness and truth. All those parts of me crying? Real. I really got into the circumstances of this, made myself feel as I was talking to Josh--this fantasy character I created who really is a vehicle for me to explore my own sexuality.

I've read every single one of your comments so far, and they are all so touching. I am glad this is a community we can share in the love of ourselves and who we are. Happy Pride ya'll🏳️‍🌈