waiting (Patreon)

a song, played on my new omnichord(!), a perfect instrument powered by vibes alone

i don't want to say too much about it right now i just want you to have it

lyrics:

your little voice in the phonealready regretting itthen it was just me and the ghostwe walk to the park, he laughs at my jokes

I check the weather in your city,pretend I’m the skyoh to be the sun in your eyesthe buildings that hold you inside

a silver thread between our dreamswinter glitches into springI won’t ask what it means

I’ll just keep waiting for youfor youa strange and sacred thing to do

for youfor you

I traced my subconscious, dissolved it, and afterthe space that was left! for your wrists and your laughtercould you believe in a love from before we had names

the mind’s no good where we’re going babe

I’ll be here waiting for youfor youa strange and sacred thing to dofor youfor youa strange and

impossible memory of some future dayit’s summer, your hand’s on my ribs and you sayfinally! then you glint and disappear

oh god at least here’s my lost creative sparkI love the writing how I love your heartwhen it's breathless and itself and without fear

and I’ll take it to the grave to spite you dear

god, I love waiting for youfor youthis sweet ordeal that I choose

for youfor you