[ IlluFliNoy ] New & Old BF HD (+ process + PSD) (Patreon)

This has been a real PAINting. I've been stuck on this for 8 hours today, I kid you not (it usuallyt takes me 4h to render). I'm facing the toughest crysis with my art for a while: everything I draw looks like shit in my eyes, which puts me in a negative mood so that I actually draw bad, then I spend hours trying to save whatever I have... I'm enduring this awful mood drawing on and taking more breaks, but I want reconnect with my art and relax while drawing so badly... hopefully it'll get better soon 🙏🙏

Speaking of this art: I knew since the beginning I would have to do a lot of work to fix anatomy; you can see I've been using the liquify tool soon after setting up colors... then colors became an issue, too. I couldn't stand their bare pink bodies against the pink wall, it was just too much PINK. I had used a green light which would've been a problem if I had changed background mid-work... for an entire hour I tried all kinds of adjustments, for another hour I started redrawing the WHOLE LINEART, to restart from scratches. Then I came back to my senses, gathered some trust in myself and went back to the most advanced WIP... I do like the final outcome so I would say it was the right decision? But it costed me so much sanity aaaah

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