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Howdy.

I actually can't fathom it's been near 2 months since the last proper post. I'm actually not sure how the pause might work for actually accessing these right now, so to avoid feeling like I'm talking into the void more than usual I'm setting this one to public for now (I think the proper period passed, so now it's back to the Patron circles).

Without getting into details, a combination of things happening right after the "taking a break" post made life pretty psychotic for the past while. I'm actually glad I did take time off from YouTube when I did, since I doubt I would've been able to do any proper editing or anything else I would've been happy with. That alone is one of the biggest changes I've had from doing "real work" since when a lot is going on you can still put your head down and work there, but there's a definite breaking point when it comes to creative stuff. There you can still do it, but it can suffer, so I'm glad that's been avoided. 

I have been trying a lot of games when I had downtime though, and I've gotten a good idea of a line-up. I'm down to the last 200ish emails which I'm hoping I can pick at over the next few weeks, and I'm hoping I'll be fully caught up with those by the end of May. So there might still be some surprises I might work on more immediately in the future, but I've got a general outline to work around now. The worst of the trial period stuff is mainly dealt with, and I've been back at directly working on videos over the past two weeks-ish.  

Currently, there is something cooking in the editor. Though how I had things lined up after that is in flux. 

I was supposed to get my eyes fixed up this week, and thought the video might be ready in the end of April, but my surgeon ended up getting Covid so there was a delay on that to (likely) this coming week. The tldr on that is my eye sight has always been pretty bad, and getting checked out for LASIK/SMILE it turned out there were some other things that need to be taken care of before that and health insurance over here is complicated to say the least. The kind of complicated where if you get checked out for an optional thing, and a pro says you actually need something more imminent done, your separate eye and general health insurance providers will start making you call the other one endlessly to see who has to pay the portion of it and also keeps trying to say the new procedure still counts as under LASIK since that was the initial consultation even though it's obviously not. It's joyous. 

Why this matters at all to talk about here is I have some CRPG videos lined up like Arcanum (hi munky) and Planescape Torment but all the screen reading for those was straining the fuck out of my eyeballs. So I've just put down those games for now until that's done. 

 Some other irl stuff cropped up as well besides Easter sneaking up on me like it does every year, so depending on how recovery and everything else goes I'd think it should be out in May. Though that's assuming the video will only be about the one game, so if that's all you wanted to know about what's happening without game details you can stop here.

So the video is gonna be on Bungie's Marathon. I had tried it every few years but due to various technical issues and some other issues (fuck you Colony Ship for Sale, Cheap) it never really grabbed me, but the latest run with Aleph One finally clicked. It's definitely one of those iceberg games where you can just play through it and have a fun time with a fairly simple story, but if you actually go digging through logs and connecting the dots there's a ton of fascinating stuff going on under the surface. A lot of outlining and cross referencing the logs I find, which means I was actually tricked into more font reading but at least this time it's much larger font and green against black. So this is definitely going to be one of the more story heavy videos which is kind of a surprise to me. That said, there are two more Marathon games, so I'm considering just banging out an entire "Marathon Trilogy" video rather than separate them out to have it complete all at once. Deciding that will be on the usual solution.

When I've got a better grasp on things in early May, I'll put a poll out on what to do. Even if it's decided to cover the trilogy at once, in a Patreon First™ I'll likely put out an early version of the video covering the original Marathon since I can't imagine not having that done by the end of that month short of actually going blind. So the page is back up for the time being and the previous period credits will still be combined. If you're new to the page you can still post for the video questions in the previous post, and if it ends up being a trilogy video I'll likely just have a longer section at the end of the video for them to account for the build up period.

That's all for now! Stay safe out there. 

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siegschranz

Do what you need to for your own sanity and health, we should be a tertiary aspect before those two. I just figured you were attacked and killed by coyotes.

Curufinwë

Damn dude I'm impressed you were able to do Aurora with eyes that bad. I had an eye exam recently and luckily all I needed were stronger glasses. Take the time to heal yourself man no rush! Love the content

JD

1. Never apologize for taking care of yourself over putting content out for your internet gremlins. 2. I hope your medical operations go well. Everyone should have good eyesight. 3. We are here because we enjoy the mandalore content and will always be here :) Looking forward to both your good health and any content you put out AFTER YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST :)

Mathias Svedberg

Take care of yourself. Sometimes we push ourselves too hard in order to not let people down. But your health comes first. We can wait, rewatch mystery of the droods again and look forward to new content when it arrives. Hope you get your surgery soon 👍

Jay Lee

Thanks for sharing man. You stay safe, too.

Matteo.YB

Take your time, dude.

KBash is BestK

I think we can all agree that as much as we love your content, you not going blind is more important than getting new videos dude, we can wait.

Ryan Roch

Hope you get your eyesight squared away man, blindness is no joke! If the next video is on Marathon, I assume that means the Deserts of Khartoum video is on indefinite hold?

jc

Good luck on the procedure and here’s to your health!

Max!

Pfft. "Surgery". Everyone knows a true content creator wouldn't let something as mundane as "My eyes are all fucked up" stop them. True content creators would maintain a weekly update schedule, gradually losing both their physical health and any passion they initially had for their work while developing a deep-seated resentment of their own fanbase, their soul atrophy kept in check only by increasing levels of self-medication with their vices of choice as they eventually dissociate entirely from their online persona, maintaining an empty facade of algorithm-friendly energy until their dessicated form collapses like a neutron star into dust now utterly void of anything resembling creative passion. Disappointing. Unsubbed.

campingcarl

im surprised the eye surgeon wasnt willing to do the surgery just because of a little covid. I mean, would a sudden jerking motion while operating on someones eyes really be that bad? /s hope you get better soon man, I love your vids, and cant wait for more.

Spookyboogie

Best of luck with the surgery, man. Hope everything goes well!

MandaloreGaming

It'll definitely be out in the next few months. No way it'd be past this year.

MandaloreGaming

It wasn't as bad then, but if anything I should blame Aurora.

Ultracrab

Engineer Isaac "Stomps" Deadspace man did not need a "surgeon" to perform eye corrections. Just breathe slowly, focus on your heartbeat and JAM forward when it looks lined up. You can always load a save. Thanks for the update and hope you get your health squared away before ruining munky's life.

Kevin Francis

Best channel on YouTube. I hope all the insurance companies and doctors get there shit straight in the mean time hope your doing well!

Franky Siebert

Stay healthy Mando, take care of yourself