House of Alpha Chapter 23: Control (Patreon)

You felt like you could barely breathe. You were more nervous than when you performed that whack job of a dance in front of everyone. This was just one person! One alpha. You can do this. Your heart stuttered with each second. Moving around the room you tried to stay in tune with the music, allowing it to guide you. You did your best to keep your orbs away from the blonde, or else you feared you would mess up- “-Ah~” You did mess up! You had tripped on your feet making you pause in your dance, unable to continue. You didn’t know how. Full embarrassment brought heat to your face. Shit.

“I-I’m sorry…” You apologized without looking at Nanami, was he upset? Maybe he’s thinking about how awful your dance truly was. How underwhelming it was. You couldn't help the wicked thoughts that flooded your mind. You failed. A simple dance. You just wanted to return to your room and possibly never step foot outside of it again.

You saw Nanami move in your peripheral vision. He stood and got closer to you, his feet coming into your view.

“Raven...Please, don’t be sorry. Allow me to apologize. I’m sorry.”

You release a snort, “What why?”

“Well, I can tell I am making you rather nervous.”

“Just…a little.” You chuckle lightly looking up at him. “But that’s nothing to be sorry for. I messed up.”

“But you never messed up until now…when I watched…”

You smack your lips about to say something but his words were true, but silly. He was such a kind man, trying to take all the blame off your shoulders. You gave him an amused smile, “I guess I can’t really argue with that.”

Nanami walked toward the record player, “Then…” he restarted your song and then offered his hand to you, “...I suppose the only way for me to correct this blunder is for me to dance with you."

"Wah- Dance with me?"

"Yes?" He smiled softly, "I feel it would be better if we were both dancing then perhaps you wouldn’t be so nervous. Of course, if that is fine with you?"

You didn’t see an issue with that, and you suppose it was better than having him watch you. You placed your hand into his and he pulled you to him. He twirled you a few times his hand upon your hip keeping you steady. Then he caught you with your back to his chest. Your heart about jumped out.

‘What the fuck was that?’

“Dance, and I’ll follow.”

“Ah, okay…” you gulped as you began your dance, you didn’t even have time to be blown away by that one move he made. The dance started off weird and stiff, but then you began to fall into it. Each move you made Nanami complimented it. The two of you finding a flow together. When you would twirl he would pick you up and spin. When you would twist your hips his hands followed your curves. He knew your dance so well he was able to add in his own moves to enhance your movements. It was actually kind of fun. He was able to change your solo dance into a beautiful duo. Only Nanami Kento would have the power to do something so effortlessly.

You finished the dance, both of you smiling at each other. That felt so much better than you dancing in front of him. You were surprised by how much you enjoyed it.

"Very good dear." Nanami complimented you with a bow.

“Me? You were amazing, I didn’t know you could dance!” He moved so perfectly! Each hit calculated. When you danced you went off feel but the blonde seemed to be an expert. That was not in his alpha book.

The blonde shrugged as he moved away from you, “I don’t.”

You rolled your eyes, if you didn’t know his hobbies already you would have called bullcrap but you did know that dancing was not one of the things he did often. “Oh yeah, I forgot you were just naturally good at everything! Nanami you are truly amazing!”

Nanami chuckled at your compliment, he looked a bit shy as red touched his cheeks, “Just things I like. Shall we go again?”

“Sure.” If the first time went alright the second time would go much smoother. Besides, dancing with Nanami was fun.

Nanami restarted the song but this time he removed his shirt before joining you.

Your eyes widen- Why is he dancing shirtless?!

Nanami noticed your surprised gaze and quickly retorted, “I felt the blouse was getting in the way, will this be alright?” He questioned innocently.

You swiftly nodded your head, yup totally a good reason for that. You couldn’t tell if it actually hindered him in any way but the man was a perfectionist. Even the slightest thing bothered him. “It’s fine.” You took a deep breath, getting ready. Trying to not stare at his chest too much. His muscles tensed as he got into position.

'Good Tengen!'

He was such a beautiful alpha. You blinked your eyes toward the ground waiting for your queue.

The music began and so did your dance but this time it felt much more intense. The dance felt more like a lovers' tango. It was nothing like dancing with Gojo. What you did with him was silly and playful, this held a sort of intimacy. You moved more with Nanami than on your own this time. Each touch of his hands leaves your skin hot. While each graze of your fingers upon him made your heart flutter.

Your gaze would hold on to each other and when you lost it you’d searched for it again and they always found you.

You touched him more. Gripped his muscles and slid your fingers over his smooth skin. Each time being just as greedy as the last. You didn’t know what was happening, all you knew was you were enjoying it, and so was Nanami. Dancing and spinning in front of the crackling fireplace while letting the music aid you. If your dance told a story you wondered what story was being told now. You took a step away but an arm hooked around your hip snatching you back.

You gasped slapping your hand upon Nanami’s chest. All of his movements had been so fluid with you until now. It halted the dance, the two of you gazing at each other as if none of you knew how you got there. Either you took the wrong step or Nanami made the wrong move. You were frozen in his grasp, trying to catch your breath. The blonde silent as he stared at you, something twirled in his eyes, something more than the reflection of the fire.

Nanami’s honey gaze shifted from your eyes to your lips, the desire clear as day.

You don’t know who closed the distance but you found your lips meeting together with a sense of urgency. Your eyes fluttered shut as the two of you kissed. His lips were sweet and soft upon yours. His claws dug into your dress while you held on to him for dear life. You released a soft moan but before it could go any further Nanami pulled away quickly.

“Nanami?” You questioned as the song had stopped and another began to play. A slowed melody that added to this heated interaction.

“My apologies…” he murmured.

“It’s- it’s okay…”

“Perhaps... it was a bad idea to ditch the blouse…having your hands on me…” He placed his hand over your own, laying it flat so you could feel the quick beat of his heart. “It’s making it a bit difficult…to concentrate."

To be fair… you were definitely more grabby now that his chest and muscles were out. Was it your fault? No, it had to be his fault, why did he take his damn shirt off knowing he had such lovely muscles underneath? You would be a fool to not touch and admire them, his hands were definitely doing the same to you. However, it seemed any more of this and you might be doing a different tango.

You hadn’t decided if that was necessarily bad, it was Nanami who reeled himself in. Maybe he’s afraid of hurting you.

"Shall... we stop?" You questioned.

Nanami cocked his head to the side, appearing to be considering your question. He chuckled lightly as he pulled you into a hug. The alpha holding you close with his arms wrapped around your waist and his face in the crook of your neck.

"I can control myself..." He took a deep breath of your scent, a low grumble vibrating in his warm chest. You could feel his words ghost over your skin as he spoke, "...but sometimes I don't want to...I want to know how it feels to not think and lose control...I feel you and I are much alike in that sense..." You heard the sound of your dress ripping, his nails gracing your back. “Like now…I can smell how sweet you are…but I know… you are afraid.”

Afraid? You weren't afraid...were you? You took a deep breath and then held it, you felt dizzy. To not think and lose control. You did that during your heat and then after, when you thought you were still in heat. During that time you just let go and let yourself indulge in pleasure. It might have been ten times better when you weren't in heat. That's why you were so surprised when Getou had told you, you were no longer in heat and just liked his cock. You weren't afraid then when you thought you were in heat... So why were you now?

"Little bird..." Nanami pulled back to cup the side of your cheek, his eyebrows furrowed with concern, "...you aren't breathing... did I scare you…did I go too far?"

You released your breath averting your orbs shyly. His gaze was too intense for you. "N-No you didn't scare me..."

Nanami let out a handsome chuckle, one that tickled your ears nicely, "Says the omega who can't even look at me?"

"W-well...I...." You looked back at him to prove a point despite having such eye contact curling your stomach. “I…”

“Yes, dear?” He smiled obviously noticing your awkwardness.

You pursed your lips trying to steel your resolve, "I'm... not afraid...” Your voice wavered ever so slightly, you couldn’t even sound convincing, so you clicked your tongue. “At least…I don't think..."

Nanami’s thumb brushed over your bottom lip, the contact sending tingles across your skin. “I am.”

“You are?” You blinked up at him, what was he scared of?

“Yes…” He slid his hand from your face to your hand. Picking it up he placed it back upon his chest. He took a deep breath. “Just having you touch me makes me feel… breathless. I found myself watching you during your heat rather than focusing on my surroundings. I even…” Nanami gulped as if he was about to tell you something shameful. “…I even lied to the poor villagers, telling them I must return home due to you being sick. I completely disregarded my responsibility as a prime alpha. Something I would scold Gojo and Getou for. I displayed such hypocrisy, and I find myself doing that a lot recently, bending my own rules for you. I fear how you make me do that…sometimes I feel as though you are a witch who came to seduce us. You knew all our likes and behaved in such a way we had never seen. It was like a complete reverse spell. Within just a week everyone had wanted you and changed their minds but me. I wasn’t going to choose you until you ran away. I thought for sure you were plotting something…and sometimes now… I still fear that you are much too good to be true.”

Your mouth dropped, “Nanami- I…I don’t-“ you had no idea what the fuck to say to that. You were dumbfounded by his truth.

“So yes.” Nanami continued with a slow nod of his head. “I do… fear you and the power you have over us…”

It took a moment to think properly. Okay. Honesty. We are going for damn honesty today. Who would have known you would have such a conversation?

“… I-I don’t really fear you guys it’s more…like…” you pressed your lips together before uttering out, “I just feel weird when it comes to like… sex… and stuff like that. You guys are a bit intense… but… I like it… I just don’t know how to get over the…awkwardness. It’s like jumping into a really hot bath… wait does that make sense.”

The blonde laughed but nodded in acknowledgment, “Yes you did comment about this the night of your welcome party. You are very sensitive, I can see how things can be quite overwhelming for you.”

“Yeah…” you spoke softly offering him a nice smile. You didn’t mind him laughing, it was harmless. You just felt a bit naked in a sense, but you felt this was a safe den.

Nanami shifted pulling his pants down and removing his glasses, you released a gasp as you looked away. “N-Nanami!”

“It’s okay. I thought this would be better. We always go to you but we never allow you to come to us. When you are ready to look at me then do so. Take your time.”

You blinked in silent shock, internally screaming. It was a nice gesture and you completely get what he’s thinking. Only Nanami could get naked and consider it a grand gesture of him being polite. This type of thing probably would have sent you running in the real world.

Nanami was patient with you. He waited for you to feel comfortable enough to turn your head and take in his nudity. Your eyes crawled over his frame and you were definitely not disappointed. The game was borderline hentai. Borderline. So usually you saw just their chest, but Nanami had all the right muscles in all the right places, perfectly balanced. A perfectionist even when it comes to his own looks. You did your best to not openly stare at his cock but good Tengen it was big even though he was half hard. He was the length of the blue now, so you could only assume when it was ready to go he’d be the glow-in-the-dark toy. You couldn’t even think how silly it was that Nanami was the one with the lightsaber dildo. You were too busy shamelessly ogling him.

His hands were upon his hips, and there was a slight blush on his cheeks, you could tell he was feeling sheepish much like when he asked if you liked his room. He cleared his throat, “Y-you can do whatever you want… and I’ll be silent and I won’t touch you.”

You took a step closer to him, raising your hand and placing it on his bicep. Then you grabbed the other one. He relaxed his arms for you, so you could feel to your heart's content, and he did not touch you. It was awkward, much like the start of your duette. Your touches were shy at first, but that quickly changed. You had already felt his muscles during your dance but you could have easily said it was an ‘accident’. This time you were able to feel and mold your hand over them with the intention to do just that. He was so warm, soft, and hard all at the same time, he was just too damn flawless. Too good to be real. They all were.

You moved your hand over his neck and he tensed with a soft groan. Your eyes darted to his blushing face, eyebrows pinched with glossy honey eyes. You were entranced by his pleasurable expression while you gently rubbed his neck. He was so cute like this and you loved that you were the cause of it. It turned you on to turn him on. A win-win situation. It made you greedy. How much more pleasure could you entice? Maybe this is how they feel when they make you feel good. You curled your fingers so you could run your nails up and down. His head dropped and leaned, soft purrs coming from his slightly parted lips.

You felt a spike of lust warm your body, and instead of denying the feeling you let it carry you along with the music.

You trailed your nails over his chest, going further down, his stomach flutters as you scratch upon his abs little rivers of red beading along the path. You danced your nails over his beautiful V-cuts. You were rewarded with purs and appreciative sighs. You didn’t even realize you were also purring, and your breathing erratic. You curved inward on your journey south, stopping right before his cock. He was more than hard now. The monstrous length didn’t scare you anymore but instead excited you. It was long with a fat tip and defined veins. As soon as your fingers smoothed over his cock he sucked in a sharp breath. You look up at him as you stroke his length, watching as his breath becomes heavier. Chest rising quicker. You smelt the scent of his essence before you saw it. Your eyes flickered to the sticky white substance that dotted his tip. You had a sudden strong urge to taste him. If Gojo tasted sweet and Getou had a minty taste then what did Nanami taste like? Mocha? Caramel? Hazelnut?

You dropped to your knees, excitedly sliding the tip into your mouth and sucking. “Hmm~” he tasted like your favorite coffee. Your tongue swiped over his slit like a tummy treat.

“Ngh~.” Nanami moaned deeply.

The sound of his moan added more oil to your burning greed to please. You slid him deeper, running your tongue underneath. You watched him as you slobbed and moaned, enjoying the twist of pleasure you were causing. You loved it all, from his damp hair to his shakey moans, to his gaze that held so much lust and the taste on your tongue. He was yours to do what you pleased and he stood still like a good alpha, hands clenching and unclenching by his side. Keeping himself controlled. He was always so well-behaved. Even now as he slightly growled and tensed now and again, wanting nothing more than to fuck your lights out. He kept his control. Allowing you to have this time to explore and get comfortable. You felt he deserved a reward. You plopped from Nanami’s cock, licking your lips as you stood. You gripped his tip squeezing it lightly.

“Mm-“ Nanami breathed deeper, his hips twitched forward with need but he kept himself steady.

You were feeling really good- hot and sexy. You were the center of a circus and Nanami was your tamed beast, the record player playing your performing song. Whatever you did was up to you and he’d enjoy every part of it.

You stood on your tip toes so you could touch his lips with your own, but you didn’t kiss him. Just a whisper of one. Even as close as you were he never closed the distance. You gave him a sweet peck before murmuring to him, “Good alpha.”

Nanami let out a soft whimper of a moan. A pleading noise that spoke volumes. He wanted you. Despite this desire, he waited for you to give him the go.

“You can let go Nanami, it’s o-“ you didn’t need to finish, the alpha grabbed you close as the two of you resumed your earlier passionate kiss, but this time there were no doubts. Your arms flew around his neck as he grabbed your waist and hoisted you up. You wrapped your legs around him, fingers going through his blonde hair. Your twisting lips didn’t falter as he carried you to the bed. He was gentle when he laid you down, holding you around your waist as he crawled on top. Your back met the soft blanket, your dress bunching up. Both of you moved together eager to feel each other. You snatched your dress up while Nanami dragged your panties down your legs.

You felt his cock brush against your cunt and you mewled against his lips, arching your back with need.

Nanami gave you a sweet peck before giving you both a moment to breathe. He reached between your bodies to grab the base of his member. You gasped when you felt him press into you.

“Oh fuck-“ you sighed throwing your head back. Your feet arch into the bed. The stretch felt oh so good.

“Hm- you feel so-“ He got lost bending his head so he could lick your neck. You cried delightfully from the pleasure. He chuckled against your neck, “…and sound so beautiful-ngh.”

“N-nanami ah~! Faster Please~.” You whined making the blonde kiss you sweetly.

“I know baby bird, but I gotta ngh- get in first. I don’t want to hurt you.”

There wasn’t much resistance for him to sink in but you were still very tight. He then reached a point where you felt a pinch of pain. “Ah!” You gasped tensing up.

The blonde winced, “I’m sorry- did that hurt?”

You shook your head grabbing him closer so he couldn’t see the tears that slipped from your eyes, “it’s okay keep going.”

You were lying about it hurting he could tell by the smell of your tears. He hated that he was hurting you. So he began to purr nuzzling your neck and kissing your wet cheek.

“Hmm~ N-Nanami~” you sniffled.

“I know little bird, I’m sorry.”

You soon began to purr and nuzzle with him as he stretched you around his cock. Nanami thrust the rest of his length in you, his body finally able to mold with yours. It hurt but a few seconds before you were hit with a jolt of pleasure. You let out a loud moan, “Ah~ Need- please ah~.”

Nanami chuckled at your cuteness, you didn’t even want to wait to adjust to his length, the pleasure outweighing whatever slight discomfort you had. “Of course, whatever my Omega wishes.”

He was back to kissing you feverishly as he began to thrust in and out of you. You moaned and panted against his lips, running your fingers in his blonde hair and wrapping your legs around his hips so you could pull him closer. Your lovemaking was sloppy and messy- not a thought about restraint. Only greed and the desire for more. Your dress and the poor bed were being ripped to shreds by Nanami. Even within his deepest lust he could not hurt you, could not put a scratch on your body but your dress and the bed didn’t get the same careful treatment. You were too beautiful to mark, and despite his spankings to your ass he despised hurting you.

You felt Nanami’s leg lift to push your leg at an angle. You inwardly gasped as he thrust and rolled his hips upward to hit a particular spot inside you. You don’t know what the hell kind of voodoo magic he just did because he kept hitting a certain spot inside you- over and over again until you burst. You screamed unable to even kiss Nanami anymore. You came so fast and so hard and even though you came he kept going-hitting that weak spot inside you. You were cumming again and again soaking the bed. It just wouldn’t stop and you had no time to breathe. Your eyes rolled back and you were lost in whatever pleasure this was- drowning. Before you lost your vision you had noticed Nanami sporting an almost wicked smile and a crazed look in his slitted eyes. He looked wickedly handsome, like a yandere Angel. He was enjoying this- enjoying drowning you in pleasure. Greedy- loving- caring- sweet- bastard!

“Nanami please!” You screamed.

Those were the magic words. He couldn’t handle the lovely way you cried his name with bursting tears. Soon you heard him growling and with one last thrust, he hit your special spot and shot his thick cum inside you.

You moaned weakly as you came again. You don’t even know how many times you came or if you even stopped cumming. Your limbs were exhausted and weak like you just trained. You were in a state of pure overwhelming bliss. You didn’t even feel when Nanami pulled out of you. You didn’t come back to reality until you felt Nanami licking your tears while purring deeply. It relaxed you making you very sleepy.

You purred along with him. What a joyous feeling. It felt like the two of you were giving each other soothing mental massages.

“Are you… satisfied?”

You released a little giggle. Was the copious amounts of squirting not answer enough?

Opening your eyes a bit, you looked at him with a soft smile. He held quite a deep blush on his cheeks. It was cute that he cared so much about your opinion. If you said anything negative he might think about it for the rest of his life.

“Yes Nanami I am very satisfied.” You poked his nose.

“Good, that’s good.” Nanami looked to be the happiest shy alpha in the land.

“Yes, you were a very good alpha.” You giggled softly closing your eyes and scooting closer. That was when you felt something very hard poke you. “Nanami?” You questioned without looking at him.

“My apologies, I’ll let you rest.”

“Give me a minute.” You sigh, reaching between your thighs to heal.

Damn horny alphas.

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Author Note: I know it took some time. Thank you so much for being patient and overall supportive during this time. I cook for you guys and you guys are the best vips in this restaurant 🖤