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by Jason Keller

Before leaving for Venezuela in the summer of 2019, I had been struggling with Ailana’s modeling career. I’ll soften my thoughts now, looking back, to say it felt off. I’ll give you a more honest discussion of what I was thinking in another chapter.

I had also been struggling with a deep—and reasonable—feeling that, with college complete, I needed to set aside some significant time for Christian service. Dad knew a man who, at that time, led work-mission trips, and he had one leaving that summer for Venezuela. He needed an assistant and had asked if I wanted to be it.

So, for good reasons, I felt pulled to go. And for reasons I couldn’t fully articulate, I felt like I needed to go.

Ailana’s posing for the anatomy book jolted me. I know she knew that, and we were dealing with it. When she decided to take the money to pose for some ad work for an augmentation clinic, I couldn’t get my head around it.

I joined the mission trip.

It was the best decision I ever made. On one hand.

On the other hand, it was also a critical blow to my relationship with Ailana. That decision ended something that had been growing since the fall of 2011.

A few details about the mission…

The leader of the trip was a man named Steve McDonald. He was a 59-year-old baby boomer, an ordained minister who’d rather have a tool belt around his waist than a tie around his neck.

He was a man who could look at a building supply yard, think about a church ten miles away that needed the porch repaired, and pull the supplies to do the job without a list.

The first lesson I learned—with which I’ll end this chapter—was that work ethic didn’t get left on the baseball diamond.

I played shortstop and second base from the time I was ten all the way through college. Somewhere, I managed to transfer my sports dedication to the classroom.

Steve created the opportunity for me to further transfer dedication and game-time intensity to work in general. It might seem that this first lesson is disconnected from my crisis with Ailana, but it was—and is—nevertheless a key part of who I am.

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Common Hamster

GROWING UP JASON ~ The Mission. Hey Jason. I appreciate you writing these thoughts. It helps us readers see the man you are today, and how you became that man. I am interested in your "honest discussion of what I was thinking in another chapter." It takes fortitude to do what you did, so I salute you for that. Were you in Venezuela for twelve months? Did I read that right? And nothing romantic with the other girl? It sounds to me like Ailana was still in your heart. Even if you were starting to believe the door was closed, your heart was not free. Looking forward to more of this, good sir...