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Taylor Swift x Midnights (Album Reaction) Bigger Than The Whole Sky😢 Part 5 (Patreon)

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2025-07-10 22:15:39
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2025-07-10 22:16:45
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Y'all... sorry we couldn't continue after hearing that song smh. We had plans to get further on the album today, but this song brought back some memories. We'll be back soon with the next part! MMMF 😜

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Erika Scott

I usually skip it because you can’t not cry ❤️

Camila🩵

they didn’t react to it? i thought they did

Alex

🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 big hugs you guys! this song’s a killer

Amy H

🫶🏻🫶🏻

Linds

Its so hard to listen to if you connect to it in any way but its so beautiful

Brandi Smith

I always skip this one. It’s just too sad 💔💔💔

Lauryn ❤️‍🔥

Oh my friends 🥺🥺🥺 this is such a hard one and especially with everything going on lately for you two. MMMFs we love yall! 🫶

nikki

A skip for me bc it’s just so hard to listen to. I feel like we should have warned you. Hugs to you both!

Amy

I listened to this right after we suddenly lost our sweet kitty of 8 years and I was NOT okay 🥹💕

Amber

I love this song but I cry every time. She captured grief so well 💔

Linds

Thank you guys for showing raw emotion ❤️

Rachel Shields

I have to share my story before I watch this cause I’ll lose it. I’ve been a swiftie since debut. When midnights came out, I had delivered stillborn identical twin boys, Ever Lucas and Ezra Louis, about a year before, during Covid, in the most traumatic way possible. I nearly died as well. I was very much still grieving when midnights came out. I remember listening to midnights at midnight (I wasn’t myself by a long shot), and thinking “I can’t relate to her anymore because everything in my life turns to dust and sadness”. The next morning I found out about the 3am tracks on the way to work. I was pulling into my parking spot when I heard bigger than the whole sky. I had to call in and sit in the parking lot for TWO hours, before I could even get it together enough o drive home. She said every WORD I felt in that loss. How every single thing you touch gets sick with sadness. And you hear yourself say things you don’t believe “we don’t have kids yet” for example when you don’t want to destroy a stranger’s day. I’ll never forget the absolute wailing sound that came out of me when I head her say “did some force take you because I didn’t pray”. Ezra and Ever were bigger than the whole sky. And I can’t thank Taylor enough for the most incredible song I can’t listen to. Almost two years later, we had our daughter, Ellis, after two rounds of IVF. Last may we went back to do ivf again and I was diagnosed with a 1 in 57 million cancer in my uterus instead. Here’s where you guys are part of this story. WHY I AM HERE ON YOUR PATREON! The very first time I REALLY laughed after that cancer diagnosis was June 10. Not sure you remember when the don’t blame me video dropped but it was I think a day or two before. I saw it right after I left my first oncology appointment. I was beyond distraught and all of a sudden K is screaming “TAYLOR SANGIN’!!!!!” And I laughed so hard. I laughed til I cried cause you GOT IT and Taylor is my safe place and someone else was getting my safe place too. I was hooked. I joined your patron shortly after and up until about January of this year it was the only one I’d ever subscribed to. You guys have meant so fucking much to me. You have no idea how many times you sat with me and cried or laughed to my favorite songs on sleepless nights when I was scared or feeling sorry for myself. You held my hand in a way through those first rough months. You gave me something to look forward to when the eras tour ended, which I knew was going to be rough for me not having a glitchy ass livestream to watch every few days. Thank you. For everything guys. I love you.

Sarah Beckett

I always skip this one and Ronan

Duhnay

🫶🏻🫶🏻

Shanna

This song is heavy, but beautifully done. It expresses grief aptly and is haunting and ethereal. This song, and Ronan, are her two heaviest emotional tracks, just for the subject matter alone.

Jen

Love you two 🤍🤍

Sima

You are so insightful! I'm so sorry it hit you so hard, but that's the song... I think it hits that way. It doesn't have a lot of complicated lyrics or music but it's raw and honest, so incredibly powerful and sad.

Mary (onlyeverthus)

Big big hugs to you both 🫶🫶🫶 When I first heard this song, I immediately thought it was about a miscarriage, but it's definitely open to interpretation about what it means to each person who hears it. This and Ronan are probably Taylor's most heartbreaking songs.

Patricia

Thank you for sharing this reaction with us. ❤️‍🩹 This song is so hard and brings up so many vulnerable emotions, but it’s so beautiful and lets us know we’re not alone in grief. Thinking of your angel girl Diamond 💕 and praying this song gives words to the depth of love you will always have for her!

K Clark

Sending love. I understand these tears. I lost my dog over four years ago and still cry if I think about her enough. Diamond knew she was loved and was lucky to have you both ❤️.

Alile

I’m so sorry. 💔 I know you guys feel the loss of Diamond so strongly because you felt so much love, and that’s an experience you’d never change. But it’s still so hard. I never looked at the potential background of this song, I always assumed from the lyrics that it was about the loss of a child, either via miscarriage or infant loss, and that’s devastating. But the interpretation that it’s about her mourning the loss of her innocence and girlhood, and who she might have become if her relationship with John hadn’t happened is really interesting. But that’s what I love about so many of her songs. She makes them feel so personal, but leaves them open enough that people can apply them to their own experiences and feel connected to them, like they’re about their own life and not just hers. 💜

Lilly Mari 🇧🇻🌿

I was crying right there with you ❤️ Damn Terry, wish I could give you a big ol hug! Thank you for sharing the reaction with us despite it being a tough listen 🫶

Helen W

For me there's a connection between this song and "Peace."

Rikki

We lost our sweet pup on NYE…I’m crying with you. Sending sooo much love ❤️

Laura J✨

Awww you guys 💖 love you both! MMMF

Jennifer Hart

I love that she left it open to interpretation. Loss of any kind will make you cry to this song. I cried because my dream imploded and I am facing financial ruin because of a bad contractor. Any loss is covered by this and it always hits hard. Love and hugs you guys

Shelby

To me this song is about miscarriage; losing would could've been but will never be.

Mary Beth S.

God bless you guys for your vulnerability. Grief is not linear. Love you so much, I know Diamond is so loved and missed🤍 thank you for sharing her with us, she won’t ever be forgotten because of that

Alison

MMMF 💕💕

Camila🩵

this song is just so ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Ashley Nichole

Big hugs, guys. This song is tough. I have always associated it with miscarriage (I have been through 2), and feel like I hear an empty ultrasound in the beginning. Additionally, the salt streaming from your eyes to ears when you are lying on your back in the doctor’s office. I can’t imagine if I had heard this song so shortly after experiencing a loss of any kind though—it is incredibly difficult even several years after my pregnancy losses.

Mary Beth S.

This has been a really rough season for me for a lot of reasons, and this week has been the roughest of all. Long story short I had a horrible medical interaction and ended up with serotonin syndrome, which was one of the scariest 12 hours of my life. I got it treated but because of it I had to go cold turkey off of the meds that caused it and so am now going through SSRI withdrawal and all of the spiraling that goes with it. “Everything I touch becomes sick with sadness” feels too real in my imbalanced brain right now, even though on some level I know that isn’t true. Sending all the good vibes I can spare to those of you who are struggling in various ways. There’s no blueprint for grief and trauma, it builds where and how it wants, and we just have to struggle our way through and out. Sending love🤍

Autumn Schuster

My original comment was vague but after watching yall be vulnerable I will be too ❤️ This song will always make me think about losing my soul mate dog in a sudden way, and the grief and sadness that took over everything for so long. Thank you for being so real ❤️

Mandy

🫂

Jo

love you guys. I am glad you decided to take a break instead of trying to push through. I also interpret the song the same way you do about the loss of a pet and I cry every time. it's too much for my heart to handle.

Shannon

❤️❤️❤️

Taylor G.

This album came out right after I had to say goodbye to my 17 year old pup and I would cry my eyes out while listening. I put it on a slideshow of all of her photos/videos and I only watch it when I want to cry it all out.

B.staviiii

Damn y’all RIP to all those lost too soon 💓💓💓💓

Trishgal

Big hugs & so much love you guys 💜 this song is so beautiful and the fact that she can make us feel that hard.. ugh I'm a swiftie for life!!

Emily B

This was the surprise song also after an audience member died during her show in South America because of the excessive heat. So sad.

Hannah

This song got me through almost 2 years of infertility. Still to this day when I listen to it, it takes me back to absolute heartache, even while holding my perfect baby girl. 😭❤️‍🩹

Kaia

This one hits hardest for me. I had three second-trimester losses before my miracle baby and this song guts me every single time. It encompasses the loneliness of grief, the stages of it, how you feel like it’s your fault and questioning what did you do wrong this time… The theory about it possibly referencing WCS and the loss of childhood and innocence makes it hit even harder. I hadn’t ever thought about that, but WCS is one of my fave songs of all time and I can definitely see it through that lens now. And it makes it all hurt even more. She’s brilliant, even when she’s gutting you.

Lauren Olivia 🇨🇦

This hurt my heart so much. I was crying for your baby and my boyfriend was wondering what was wrong. He came to watch with me and started crying and called our little dog over to give her kisses because of how sad it made him feel. We are so so so so so sorry for your loss of an amazing bitty baby. I promise you we are feeling with you and are hurting with you. She was amazing and only the best of memories are with you. Rest in peace to the most amazing and beautiful Diamond. I’ll never think of that name again in any other way than of T&Ks baby.

Amanda

🫶🏼🥺

Kristie

Bless y’all’s hearts!! Y’all had me crying!! Love to y’all! 🫶🏻

TAMala

Thank you for sharing your grief with us. I lost my mom in February, so I’m right there with you on this song. 😭 I am lighting a candle for Diamond tonight. 🕯️🕊️

Julie Ruffin

This song is crushing 😭 I love yall and I’m thinking of you and your loss 🩷

María VS

You guys made me cry, I lost my dog recently as well so I know how you feel. Thank you for sharing 🩶 she was lucky to have you in her life ❤️‍🩹 MMMF ❤️‍🩹🙌🏻

Vanessa

Fitting it’s 13 minutes 🫶🏻

Jules

So precious!

Morgan

Sending hugs 🥺

Hridayinee

Sending Love and big hugs

mimi

Omg my brother passed away a week ago and idk why i thought i could watch this holy shit 💔

Renee aka ynotshsdow

Love you guys so much. Sending love to both of you. Missing our fur babies is so hard. 💔 Hope you guys can rest and come back refreshed. We always understand 💕

Jadey

Sending you guys so much love! 🩶🩶🩶

Eden

This is the first time I've listened to this song in its entirety since it was played at one of my best friends funerals. I used to associate it with miscarriage from personal experience but now I think about her too and it brings up alot of good memories but then hits me that shes no longer here.

Nicole Donnelly

MMMF, I’m glad you stopped and let yourself feel instead of pushing forward. This one is gutting. 🫶🏾

Katie Smith

I sob everytime I hear this song. It’s so sad.

Millie

❤️‍🩹

Ania

Sending love 🫂❤️‍🩹

emma

Sending you both so much love

Michelle

♥️♥️♥️

Lori W

Someone agreed that we think it is about a miscarriage

Amanda Young

The first time I heard this song I immediately thought of my dog who had recently passed away. Completely understand the emotion and I'm glad you all paused the video. Much love to you guys.

Jillian Brooke Wyatt

My first child’s dog and my best childhood friend both passed a month apart when I was pregnant with my second back in 2021. This song is… ❤️‍🩹 T and K prayers for your angel pup. 🙏

Abs

Miscarriage. I think this is her saddest song. I can’t listen to it without crying.

Abs

I love y’all so much and your sweet, genuine emotion.

Ashley

Ya’ll have me sobbing! We lost our dog in January so that hits home. But I also lost my best friend when we were 16, and just this past week my best friends fiancé committed suicide. It hits so hard for every loss 💔

Fahmeen

Yall got me crying fr. It’s a beautiful song but can be so hard to listen to

Krista

yalllllll im crying :( love yall sm, we're here for yall!! we get you, and we're always here for yall !

Rachael

MMMF this is the first time I've listened to this one in a long time, it's too hard usually. So glad you gave yourselves time and space to grieve after the song brought all those feelings to the surface. I've always resonated with this song as someone who's experiences miscarriage three times and it's so anchingly raw for every loss 🙏🏻 🙏🏻 🙏🏻 it's okay to be sad, it comes in waves and you both are so brave to share yourselves with us all this way. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 Sending so much love for your healing and your hearts. ❤️

Megan Mendoza

The “I miss my dog.” got me 😢

Leah Cropp

1 out of 4 women experience baby loss. Hugs. I felt this song so much.

Brittany

This song is SO hard after losing my fur baby who was only 3. 💔 It pulls at the heartstrings no matter the circumstance. We’re with you, MMMF 🫶🏻

Lindsey Rinehart

Oh, y’all. My heart is breaking with you.💔

Toni Marie

Hugs and love, you guys. it’s been four years since I lost my pug/soul mate, I used to sing ‘Never Grow Up’ to her and now it’s added to the list of Taylor songs I can’t hear without crying. It’s so heartbreaking and hard and that never really changes, but you’ll get to a place where you love to look at pictures, and watch videos, and tell silly stories about them, and it will be more bittersweet than just straight up painful. Love you guys and all the energy and light you bring to all of our lives! 🩶🩶

Lori Bland

I fell like she's talking about a miscarriage. Whether it's hers or not, I don't know.

Samantha

Man this song is beautifully brutal. I can’t listen to it often. Sending yall love!

Kristen L

Yeah I understand, I don’t listen to this song. I don’t have it on any playlists. It’s a beautiful song. But it’s a huge pass. Sorry Taylor 🫶🏻 lots of love to you guys but I can’t watch this video either 💜

Kandice Lopez

Midnights came out just a few days before what should have been my due date for a baby I had lost. I was already living with all the what ifs when I heard this song, it was like Taylor looked right into my soul and sang all the things that had been swirling around in my head. I pulled into a parking lot and cried for 20 mins straight and let it play on repeat.

Karie Spencer

Carrie Underwood.. Until I see you again For Diamond, it’s my go to when I lost my Maggie

Ashley

My first impression was that the song was about a miscarriage (not necessarily Taylor’s since she writes songs for other people too), but after noticing the Would’ve, Could’ve, Should’ve parallel I do think it could also be about Taylor’s younger/teenage self, and the hopefulness and wonder she likely lost after that experience. She’ll never get to meet the person she could have grown into if it weren’t for that trauma

Nicole Riley

“I miss my dog” oh my god the way my heart is breaking for you guys. Diamond will always be with you 💕

Nadia Mitchell

Sharing your emotion is so raw. This song was haleavy hitting. Take the time you need ❤️

Melissakay503

This song hits people in different ways. It’s a beautiful piece ❤️ I know Diamond is watching yall

Emily

It is so understandable that you need to stop after this one. It’s a heartbreaking song. Thinking of you guys ❤️❤️

Michelle A

I skip this song every single time. I can completely understand how you couldn't keep going. I'm so sorry for your recent losses. ❤️❤️❤️

Ashlei

Love you guys 🫶🏼

Dreamy Mere

So many hugs you two. 💙💙💙

connie paige

Sending hugs and this is one of those TayTay songs that I JUST can't hear. The tears and emotions have a mind of their own on this one

Jess

Don’t listen to this often as I’ve had a miscarriage and l lost my 18 year old brother a few years back. It’s such a powerful song.

bre

Aww 💚💚💚🩷🩷🩷🩷

Jordan

Welp, I needed a good cry 😭

Amber Teresi

Love that you thought of Diamond. I also think of my dog that passed when I hear this song

Alexis Luna

Love you guys. This song really captures how loss and grief feels.

Amy Baker

❤️❤️❤️

Jennifer Bruschetto

I’ve had 2 late term losses, and you’ll never convince me this song isnt about losing a baby. But i love seeing what it means to everyone else.

Brandi 🫶🐍

This song, in my opinion, is the saddest song of Taylor’s discography. Running just a smidge ahead of Ronan. This song, to me, is about a miscarriage. I’ve had two and while I never saw myself as a mother, it still hurts immensely. It’s been 15 years since my first and 11 years since my last. I often wonder what they would be like. I wonder how different my life would be if I had children. Ugh. Ok. Thank you both for being vulnerable and sharing your genuine feelings.