Clean-Cut to Gutter Slut - Part 13 - Finale (Patreon)

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4 months later:

I’d spent the whole afternoon getting ready like it was prom and a porno combined. Bought the good lube—the thick, long-lasting kind that doesn’t dry out. Stripped my bed, put on fresh sheets, laid out towels just in case. Showered until the water ran cold. Soaped up, shaved everything smooth—pubes, balls, crack, the whole deal—until my skin was baby-soft and the razor burn barely stung anymore.

Then I got on all fours in the shower, two fingers and the little bulb syringe, flushed myself out until I was clean inside and out. Dried off, rubbed lotion everywhere so I wouldn’t smell like hospital soap, and slipped on the sluttiest pair of black mesh briefs I could find. The kind that barely cover anything, cock and balls framed perfectly, ass cheeks spilling out the back.

I lay back on the bed, half-hard already just from the anticipation, heart hammering. Phone was off. Door was unlocked. Lights low. This was it. Finally living the life I always wanted—no guilt, no masks, no pretending.

A knock.

My stomach flipped with that old filthy thrill. I grinned at the ceiling. “Come in.”

The door opened.

Brooks stepped inside, grinning ear to ear, holding a small paper bag from the campus store. Not some random frat guy. My Brooks.

He took one look at the setup—dim lights, lube on the nightstand, me sprawled in those ridiculous mesh briefs—and burst out laughing. “Jesus, Ari. You really went guns blazing, huh?”

I sat up on my elbows, cheeks burning but smiling anyway. “I wanted it to be special. First time in four months. Therapist cleared me, man. She said I’m recovering faster than she’s ever seen anyone recover.”

Brooks raised an eyebrow, still chuckling as he kicked the door shut behind him. “She did not say that.”

“Maybe not exactly.” I shrugged, grinning. “But she did say that if I felt ready, it would be okay. I completed my ‘sexual reset’ like a champ.”

He came over, set the bag on the desk, and leaned down to kiss me—soft at first, then deeper, one hand cupping the side of my neck. “You really have been a champ.”

I kissed him back, then pulled away just enough to look him in the eye. “All tests are clear too. Doc said everything is safe now. Been taking the PEP, the chlamydia and gonorrhea have all been cleared, definitive negative HIV test.”

Brooks laughed softly, thumb brushing my jaw. “And the crabs? Looking at that skimpy little thing you’re wearing, you’re still rocking the military cut down there?”

I glanced down at the smooth, shaved bulge in the mesh. “All cleared down there. I just kinda liked it. Makes the dick pop, y’know.”

He shook his head, still laughing. “Shit, this is the most unromantic thing I’ve ever heard, but I still think this is romantic as fuck.”

I pulled him down on top of me, kissing him again—slow, grateful, a little desperate. “I guess we’re both a little fucked up. But really… you stuck with me. Even when we couldn’t fuck. Even after I told you everything. Therapy. The fallout. Kicking those guys out of the motel. You saved me, Brooks. Even after I risked your health.”

My eyes started stinging. A tear slipped out before I could stop it.

“Hey,” he whispered, wiping it away with his thumb. “It’s fine. I’ve been to the group therapy sessions with you. You were sick, Ari. And I stayed clean. No harm done.”

“Yeah… sick in the head.” I laughed wetly. “And you did get the crabs.”

“You’re not sick in the head,” he said, kissing my forehead. “You’re just a recovering sex addict. I watched Californication on Netflix. It happens. And the crabs are gone—just a shave and some lotion, no biggie. Though I like a little bush. I let it grow back, unlike you.”

I snorted, tugging at the waistband of his shorts. “Haha. I hope I’m not fully as bad as Hank in Californication. And I like your lil bush… just don’t let it grow too large.”

“Much worse than Hank,” he teased, grinning as he climbed fully onto the bed. “Just the gay version. Haha. And I promise I won’t let the bush grow too mighty.”

We started kissing again—slow, deep, laughing between breaths when our teeth bumped or when my mesh briefs got caught on his zipper. His hands roamed everywhere, warm and gentle, tracing the smooth skin where my pubes used to be, squeezing my ass like he was relearning every inch. I melted under him.

I reached for his shirt and tugged it up, breaking the kiss just long enough to pull it over his head. My fingers traced every ridge of his glorious abs as they came into view, then slid lower to the waistband of his shorts. I hooked my thumbs in and pushed them down his hips, taking his boxers with them in one slow drag. His hardness sprang free, and I wrapped my hand around it immediately, stroking from base to tip while I kissed him again, deeper this time, like I needed to taste how much he wanted this too.

His palms moved down my neck, over my shoulders, exploring every curve and line. Fingers traced faint scars from old bites on my collarbone, then lower, grazing the smooth pubic area. The touch was gentle, caring. He tugged my mesh briefs down just far enough that my own shaft popped free, the thin black fabric still framing my balls and the base while the rest of my length stood out bare against my stomach. The contrast felt filthy and perfect at the same time.

We started stroking each other at the same time. My hand wrapped around his cock, feeling it thicken and lengthen even more in my grip. He did the same to me, fist moving slow and steady over the exposed part of my shaft.

The sensation built as we rubbed together, shafts sliding alongside each other in a steady rhythm, the friction warm and perfect. We kept going like that, bodies pressed close, the wet sounds of skin on skin filling the quiet room while we smiled against each other’s mouths every time our tips bumped just right.

Brooks slid down my body, settling on his knees between my legs. His mouth enveloped my rock-hard shaft, taking me in slow and worshipful. His tongue worked every inch, swirling around the head, then sliding down the underside, eyes locked upward on mine the whole time. My fingers tangled in his hair, not pulling, just holding him close, feeling the softness of his strands as he lavished attention on me.

I pulled him up after a while and returned the favor. My lips closed around his member, sucking with reverence, tasting him like it was the first time all over again. The familiar flavor filled my mouth as I bobbed slowly, tongue pressing flat against the underside.

We shifted into a 69 position, side by side, each taking the other in at the same pace. I hooked my thumbs in the waistband of my mesh briefs and shoved them the rest of the way off, kicking them aside so nothing was between us anymore. The mutual pleasure built fast—despite trying to hold off, the pent-up months made it impossible

I caved first, shooting hard across his tongue in heavy bursts that made my whole body tighten. He kept sucking gently through it, eyes still on mine, until I finished. A few seconds later he followed, flooding my mouth with his own thick load. We swallowed what we could, breathing hard, but both stayed rock-hard, the orgasm only making us want more.

Brooks reached for the lube, coated his fingers generously, and started prepping me. He took his time, one finger circling my rim before sliding in, then adding a second, curling them slow to stretch me open. His mouth stayed on my inner thighs, kissing and licking the sensitive skin while he worked a third finger inside.

“Is this okay?” he whispered against my leg, eyes flicking up to meet mine. I nodded, breath catching, and he added a fourth, twisting carefully, opening me wider until I was pushing back onto his hand. He kept going like that for long minutes, fingers moving in and out in steady waves, curling every time to brush that spot inside me while he kissed my thighs and whispered, “You feel so good… always have… tell me if it’s too much.” I kept telling him it was perfect, voice shaky, eyes never leaving his as he opened me up so patiently it almost hurt how much love was in every careful twist of his fingers.

When I was loose and ready, he positioned us in missionary, face to face. He coated his rod, then pressed the head against my still gaping hole and eased forward inch by careful inch. He paused every time I gasped, leaning down to kiss my forehead, eyes locked on mine. “Still good?” he asked softly. I nodded, legs wrapping around his waist, and he kept going until he was fully seated. We stayed like that for a long moment, foreheads together, breathing the same air. Then he started moving—deep, rolling thrusts that hit that spot without hammering, hips circling so every movement dragged perfect and steady.

Our hands intertwined above my head, fingers laced tight. We kept our eyes locked the entire time, never looking away. Between breaths the words finally came—soft, raw, the first time either of us had said them out loud.

“I love you,” he whispered, rolling his hips again.

“I love you too,” I answered, voice shaking.

The pressure built slow and deep, months of waiting pouring out of both of us. He wrapped his free hand around my shaft and stroked in time with his thrusts. I clenched around his throbbing cock, legs wrapped around his waist, and we tipped over the edge together. I shoot my load between us in long, heavy bursts that coated our stomachs and chests. He buried deep and pulsed inside me, filling me with wave after wave until it leaked out around his base and ran down my crack. We shook through it, bodies locked, eyes still locked.

He stayed buried until he softened, kissing my neck, my jaw, my lips the whole time. Then he pulled out gently, grabbed the towel from the nightstand, and cleaned us both—slow, careful wipes across my stomach, between my legs, his own chest. He tossed the towel aside, pulled me against his chest, and carded his fingers through my hair.

“Proud of you,” he murmured. “For getting here.”

I closed my eyes, breathing him in, the weight of six months of work and pain and healing finally settling into something warm and solid. For the first time in my life, I wasn’t running. I was exactly where I wanted to be.

Hey everyone! That was the end of the road for Ari and Brooks. I hope you all liked this story and the ending. And remember, nothing wrong with being a slut, as long as that's what you truly want. If you want to read a bit more behind the scenes of this story, there's a little VIP post about it here.