I’m Not Enjoying One Piece Right Now (Patreon)

I’m not sure why people have been so demanding and critical about how much I post and how much I watch and how I watch one piece lately.

I left this weekend to go to Pokemon Indianapolis regional championships itching to watch more one piece since I’m in the middle of Marine ford.

Coming back and seeing how entitled and rudely demanding others are while I went on this week trip has been discouraging and making me feel icky towards one piece and not wanting to share my journey right now. I don’t want to watch episodes feeling like that either. Usually stuff like this doesn’t bother me, but there has been a large in flux lately and it’s a little hard to turn a blind eye.

I’m not really sad, mad, or frustrated, just confused. I also have a life, hobbies, and other interest and content I make. I love when people are excited to see more, but not demand more. There’s a huge difference, I put a lot of effort and thought into these videos and on top of that I show a lot of vulnerability of my emotions just for a huge increase in judgment. It kinda sucks. Even here on Patreon where I felt the most support and treated this like a safe space.

Every time I watch an episode or a bunch of episodes I have been doing the Patreon edits despite paying my editor to do them because I can get them out faster to you. I understand not having a schedule can be a little frustrating but the moment I’m done watching an episode whether it’s just one or a bunch I sit down and add time and let them upload throughout the day we’re overnight so I can get them to you right after I watch so my tier twos can be as current as possible with me! It makes me feel more like a watch a long and quite rewarding. It feels more like you are watching with me than watching my uploads weeks after I have seen an episode.

i’m not really sure what I’m trying to succeed by this post. I guess I’m just trying to be transparent about how I’m feeling right now is all.

I also wanna add I see a good amount of support and wonderful comments and I even got to say hi to someone of you at this pokemon regional! It took me so off guard that I got recognized at an event like that! So thank you to anyone that has taken time to say some kind words, sharing stories, leaving constructive criticism and just being vulnerable yourself. Those comments mean more than I could ever tell you all!

Edit: thank you all for being so supportive. Some of these comments made me tear up and I have a folder in my phone where a keep a lot of supportive comments and I will be keeping the ones left here. I just needed to get this feeling off of my chest and the extra support form you all means a lot and will help me to keep moving forward and to keep taking care of myself. Love you all a ton. 💕🥹