Lemon Garden

A couple of hours later, already at the editing stage, I got frustrated because I couldn’t make things work the way I had planned, so I decided to redo everything at the last minute. I wanted to make the whole thing using a new model, but in the end I broke everything and had to rebuild it using the old setup. Even then, it still didn’t turn out the way I imagined.

Meanwhile, the deadline is getting closer, so at this point I’ve decided to just finish it as best as I can. The next project will go back to the old workflow right away, and I’ll also have someone helping me with it, so I won’t fall behind schedule again.

I’m sorry for this mess. I keep chasing better quality, and because of that I once again got completely obsessed with the technical side of things. I’ve realized that I’m good at coming up with ideas and inventing new things, but the amount of manual work is really difficult for me, and there’s much more of it involved than most people probably realize. That’s why I found myself an apprentice/assistant to help with the workload.

There are already quite a lot of people following and supporting my work, and at this point the amount of content I’m able to release is what’s holding back further growth.

So yeah, I’m working my ass off. I’ll finish everything today, and the next video is already being prepared in parallel and should be released without any disruptions.

I really appreciate that, and I do feel a responsibility toward you. It means a lot to me to know that there are people who genuinely enjoy my work, and that’s exactly why I want to push the quality higher.
But I managed my time badly and started falling behind. There’s no point crying about it or dwelling on the past though — I need to move forward. Honestly, I’m already excited just thinking about how much there is still to do and how much more I’ll be able to show you.
I’ve dealt with the main problems now, and I hope I’ve finally organized everything properly. I won’t make empty promises though. I owe you, and it’s time to make good on that.
For now, I’m finally going to sleep.

What exactly did you like about it? The visuals?

Right now I’m mainly trying to keep the output consistent while working on new improvements in parallel, without sacrificing the amount of content I release. There’s actually some pretty good progress happening.

The only thing that’s really annoying right now is how hard it is to run tests. On top of the regular video work, renting a GPU has become a pain because demand has gone crazy — everyone wants to use AI now.

And buying a personal GPU isn’t much better. Even something around the level of an RTX 5090 can cost like $6,000–7,000 right now. The world has gone insane

Being completely naked actually works well. To be honest, I wanted to make something with Anko several times, but her fishnet-style outfit kept flickering and looked really bad in motion, so I kept giving up on continuing.
Why such a simple idea as making a scene where she’s already naked from the start never occurred to me — only the universe knows.