again, sorry for delays (Patreon)

I've only posted like 1/3 of the chapter for this month and I'm probably not getting the rest of it done in 3 days. It'll just continue on into next month, while I continue being profoundly sorry. 

I'm having extreme problems with this chapter, and if I wasn't doing it in sections, I'd've probably scrapped the first two parts I've posted and completely started over again already. Which is a major drawback to this sections idea. As it is, this chapter will be entirely rewritten later on, because it's working so poorly I know that I'm forcing it into places it shouldn't be going. Which means that trying to work these next sections NOW is disheartening, because I know I'm not writing anything that will be used, and it will all be deleted.

I know I shouldn't have endless excuses for why I'm so shitty at this, and I'm thinking about pausing Patreon again for a month or two so that I can build up a buffer again. I've gone back to last second scrabbling and delivering sub-par work (at least in my eyes), and the way I have to write right now is infuriating, because I literally can't access any of my notes or previous chapters when I write these sections. I know I'm being repetitive in them, overly-wordy, and failing at continuity, and that's exactly WHY I wanted to do these rewrites. Now I'm knowingly writing those same errors back in.

So I'll probably pause Patreon in September and likely October, but you'll still see content then, finishing this Chiaroscuro chapter. So you'll get a month free, basically. And again, I'm sorry for always, always being so shitty at this.