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Hey guys, a quick warning for this and further episodes:This ride is gonna get bumpy. As stories go, there will be conflict. And with Ragequit being the longest chapter so far, this conflict isn't easily solved with a kiss or catching some burgers. I know a lot of you turn to "Zocker" and these characters as a place of comfort and to escape the every day business. If you're here to enjoy two idiots falling in love and cannot handle them fighting, I'd advise you to sit the next couple of updates out and return once they will resolve their conflict - in one way or another.Take care of yourselves and stay save. ♥ <3Anyway... welcome to them... talking! In a way. Finally...?

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lovely_bobbi

i honestly think zockl is still reeling from what happened when they visited his home. It’s really sad tho cuz i just want them to communicate.

Sloth Race

Honestly, I love the conflict and the fluff! The balance is what makes a great story <3

Lio

I should have taken the advice more seriously. God damn, it’s so hard not to get involved ! And I may not understand romance, but I do understand friendship. I wouldn’t want to live that with a friend. It makes me sad, but… dear author… could you promise me they’ll be fine eventually ? I really want them to be happy. Even though they aren’t living in our world. I love them🖤

Bez

Finally talking. Even angry fight talk is still talk, and is better than avoidance. I'm glad Tobi is bringing it up because they need to define their relationship whether it be platonic friendship, romantic, gamer friends or whatever, these two are so important to each other. Their usual convo was alway snarky, but we got used to it being snarky fondness... This one is more emotional, but it's also good to let things out.

Fanny Pack

You’re really sweet for that warning ! I love the authenticity of it tbh, i don’t mind rough waters, even if I want to see them happy. A relationship is rarely smooth sailing. 💛

crushing perfection

I started reading this and caught up in a night before the last chapter, since they lack communication skills... I'm actually glad to see them start addressing their conflict even if its in an unhealthy way. I think they will obviously reach a point in the future where things are good... it'd be super tough for them to go on as if nothing happened after what happened at Tobi's family home. It's a really engaging story, hopefully we get to see things from Tobi's perspective as well, I loved that one chapter where we got his perspective on the week visit to Berlin.

Alexandria Escobar

I shouldn't have read this at work- im teary eyed now 😭

Khxb12

Ouch :((((( zockl wtf…. I agree w the other comments about him still being kind of in shock and defensive after what happened at home, but he’s not handling it well at all. I love angst and ouchie emotions because it will make the resolution so much sweeter, but this hurts for sure. I want zockl to really really REALLY have to apologize, not just blow it off or make out to fix it. I have faith fiothin won’t let him get off so easily though 😭

Jaron

Oof now I have to wait a week D:

ItsLolo

What is wrong with me that I love conflict so much? I adored that and can’t wait to read more, I’ll have angst with a side of angst please

Lavaender

This better have a happy ending fiothin, please I'm begging you!!😭(But I do love the conflict hehe)

susFrenchieDoll

Thank you for the warning author. I understand that stories usually have conflict but it doesn’t make it any less stressful :(

GG

Yay talking! Boo fighting. Also, he said Tobi in the last panel. Didn't he mean Timo?

suzukibeane

I’m still sad/anxious for them, but really, this was the least stressed an update has made me for awhile, because at least the conversation has started. The total lack of communication / absence of Zockl was unbearable!

Asia

.... It took me so long to get through this chapter. I had to pause , scream, and then continue reading. I hope they work through whatever's going on. I don't know exactly the issues or what's going on. But he needs to verbally say how he's feeling and what he wants.

Liriaxx

wow, my heart aches... i just bought the patreon, and omg, i don't regret, but damn..

Jetare

I am honestly reassured that Tobi is mad at Felix for somehow NOT being around? Rather than pushing him away and saying that he is mad at Felix for being clingy, which is honestly what I was more worried about.

Jetare

I am so so curious what Tobi’s perspective is on all of this, like does Tobi somehow think that Felix hasn’t been available to him? Is he just completely in denial or unaware of the fact that he’s been actively pushing Felix away?

Cillian

i love mess 😌

BL Goblin

Thank you for the warning author! :) I appreciate it. It helps me to emotionally prepare myself for the pain lol. Can’t wait to see what ends up happening with these two and how they figure this out. It’s funny reading this while being older than the characters. When I was their age, I might have been just as stupid, but now I’m just like this makes no sense y’all just talk and be together!

Willow

I like how Tobi conveniently ignored the "not seeing each other" part 🤦🏻‍♀️ Tobi, please. Flix isn't the one being unreasonable here.

PreciseSpace

Felix is right and he should say it!! I understand Tobi is undoubtedly still upset with what went down with his family (I can personally relate to that so trust me I get it), but Felix absolutely does not deserve to be lashed out at. Tobi is upset, yes, but honestly all I'm seeing is him coping with it in all the wrong ways (denial, pushing ppl away, lashing out at loved ones). My personal theory is that after the coming out ordeal, he wanted to try and repress his feelings and try to "be straight" by seeing this girl, bc it'll just be easier and less painful for him, and will make his family happy. Ofc then he's pushing Felix away bc he's trying to ignore his feelings for him. I also think he then is lashing out a Felix, maybe bc he partially blames him for the whole thing? Since the reason he had to come out was bc they were caught together. But in the end he needs to accept himself as he is, bc you cannot change your own sexuality by force. And hopefully he'll also be able to repair the relationship with his family (I truly believe they can be accepting. It's just hard at first to question everything you know). But yea either way I love this story so so much I'm so excited to see what happens

Zachary Fair

Aaaaaah Tobi! What are you doing?? He seemed okay with Flix after their travesty of a home visit, they comforted and cared for each other so well! Why are you being like this Tobi? 😭😭😭😭 I weirdly want Flix to reach out to Tobi’s brother for this. Not to get his help in forcing Tobi to stop being ridiculous, but as someone for Flix to talk about his own feelings with. Flix doesn’t have ANYONE who knows, so if he needs someone to lend an ear he’d have to risk coming out on top of it :( argh! I’m so upset at Tobi even though he’s my favorite. He should at least be straightforward with Flix and say they’re done. Lying and two timing is not good my darling Tobi

Kenny Crager

Oh, here we go. Proving young and dumb is a true stereotype. I can’t wait to see them learn and grow through this.

Wayworn

When I was reading this, What Lies Ahead by Rosendale came on and I just— 😭

Alex Winter

My body hurts for these two boys

Saleb

Oh I remember when I read the manga in German. It took a whole day to get through it because it was quite painful to see them like this. Props to you for making me feel this strongly about these two! 🧡

LV

🫂

Alex M

i kinda expected something like this from the chapter title, but it's still painful to witness - hopefully they'll learn the value of talking to each other before it builds up into resentment and arguments!