My whole life in these two boxes (Patreon)

For several days now I have been trying to gather my thoughts and write what is happening to me, but I just can’t collect anything. On this, I will write briefly

I'm moving now and I've packed all my things in a box. Still, it is difficult to realize that I do not have a home and it is very difficult to store and transport things. But I am very positive about the move and I hope everything works out. This time I will not mention the country in which I will stay, for my own safety.

From anxiety. My body is starting to worry me a lot. I've been feeling very strange lately. So, as I still do not know my state of illness, I only hope for the best. However, the old symptoms return. I began to notice more that my legs began to numb quickly. But it’s not just that, as if my blood doesn’t get there, but as if numbness begins little by little. I know what it feels like because I had a similar situation when I just found out about my multiple sclerosis. I've been wanting to fully check my body for a long time and it seems to me that I will need to do this soon. I would like to count on support, but I am very much afraid of getting burned by this.

From good. I began to feel more alive on an emotional level. Everything seems to be getting better and everything is without maximum haste. I don't need to think about work right now and it really relaxes me in my stressful situation. I'm still infinitely grateful that you're still here🫶🏻