What a strange year 2022 has been (Patreon)

What a horror, almost a year has passed since all the events, and I seemed to have done nothing. But with the conversations with my psychologist, I evaluate only in terms of work, but a lot of colossal work has been done over the year. When I thought about it, I could take away a lot of useful things from last year. Yes, the very fact that I am alive and more or less healthy should already please me, but I throw everything to work. It's like an addiction for me. And it's very bad. I have a lot to work through, I can't disconnect from everything. The events that take place around me are muchly more miserable, which is what I do. But now I am taught not to compare because someone can be much better, but this person does not think about the bad. And I take on all the pain and suffering of my relatives and friends. But perhaps enough generalizations. I shot dozens of new videos and hundreds of photos, and since I'm currently dealing with documents and moving to another country, I don't have time for editing or processing. Not only do I not have enough time, but also the desire for all this. Bureaucracy, like going to the hospital, takes a lot of energy. But now I'm not sitting idle. I bought myself a steamdeck (finally waited for normal supplies, took will into a fist, and “shut up and take my money”). I try to distract myself with games and sometimes it helps a lot. As a child, I was deprived of computer games and now I have complete enjoyment. I am very happy with this opportunity.

I sometimes think, why should I write at all about how everything happens to me. But after reading the comments, I see how people see themselves in my situations, or see my mistakes and already know what to do in a particular situation. I caught myself thinking that I'm really interested in reading the many stories of my subscribers, both from comments and private messages. It brings me both pleasure and knowledge of something new. Therefore, I am so pleased when a person not only expressed his opinion but told a short story. To me, it feels alive. When I tell my stories, I try to show that I am the same person as each of you here.

I'm glad that we met on the same channel and learn everything together