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Fish

This is the first time I read the master post, and to reread it like this… it hits differently. 🥹💛✨

Prismatic Paradox

Gods I love reading comics in this format, though the right to left reading format going backwards when I try to do 2-page is messing with my ocd. Still love it though

Dikface Dirk

While the sexual acts are not what I'm looking for, you have a way of including them into the way the story is told so they make sense, it's not just 2 people having sex because that's to be expected, it actually fits the story. Awesome work!

Jane Boggs

I agree. It’s very organic.

Reece

I won’t lie, I am immensely jelly of these two lmao, still looking for this kinda guy 😂. BUT AUTHORS NAME IVE ALREADY FORGOTTEN YOUR ABSOLUTELY AMAZING XX

Nyx

Am I the only one who can't see anything on the pinned post? No links or anything. Checked my membership to make sure I'm pledging and everything is good there.

Bittie

Hmm, I see it on my end. Are you using a browser or the app? If you are using a browser this post should be the first one on my page and everything should be right there. If you use the app, try searching "chapter master post" in the search bar on the top of my posts page. Then , click on the post. The attachments should be there.

Nyx

I'm using the app, maybe that's the issue. When I click the link it takes me to the masterlist post but nothing is there. I'll try on a browser.

Aaron

Ya know if you place a zero before the single digit chapters that it'll be in order? Just saying lol

Bittie

Oh weird you don't see them in order? They're in order on my end

Juju M B

Yeah we don’t see them in order…

Bittie

I tried adding zeros. I hope that helps.

theo

it did!

Bittie

Not yet, I'll add it soon. I didn't get the chance to consolidate the pages yet

Aodháná MFJ

aww man... How'd I consume 20 chapters already. I only just started. Lolol 😭😭😭😭

Desiree Furze

Me sitting here wanting to wait so I can binge this tasty torture, and also me like I have to know now so I open to read weekly.

OrcWife

No truer words have ever been spoken. Literally screaming every time I finish reading and know I have to wait another WEEK!

Jamari Brown

Is Cho 21 on here or just on Tapas ?

Bittie

Hi! Chapter 21 isn't complete yet so it hasn't been added to this post yet. But if you scroll down through my feed you'll can read all the pages I've completed so far :)

Jamari Brown

Ah okay thank you so much🫂❤️

CarrJan

Chapter 21 is still ongoing. They only get added to the Master list when they're completed :)

Insaner

TIME TO REREAD AGAIN YALL MUAHAHAHA

Tamara Gagnolet

Thank you, Bittie! I'm grateful to have Chapter 21 all together. Such beautifully portrayed love and intimacy! You've given us such a gift. Thank you!

Tez

Uncensored and censored are mixed up 🫣

Lex

Hey don't know if you noticed but I think you swapped the censored and uncensored versions of Chapter 21

Bittie

Omg it's fixed now!!!

Bittie

It's fixed now 🙈 I'll see myself out

M Bailey

chapter 21 censored and uncensored and reversed!! so the censored one is uncensored and so on!!

Bittie

Try refreshing! It's fixed now

lunargemini

You are working so hard and doing a great job! I adore this comic

Daisy

Aw it’s missing the chapter title card

AngelShoes

Bittie! I'm sorry to say it, but the censorship tags on Ch.21 are backwards. Uncensored has light sabers and censored is full glory. I mean, that just meant I read it twice, but for those who care, it might be an issue.

Bittie

Try refreshing! It's fixed now, I don't know why it's not showing for you guys 😭

Bittie

The chapter titles are actually messing up the view on my phone. I'm not sure if you guys are seeing the same thing as me. I was gonna remove all the title cards and just put text in to indicate the chapter

Bittie

Not all the chapters are weird, but a lot of them are and idk why, so I was just gonna remove the titles

T1ffy1234

Now that was evil... you posted it, and I fell down the rabbit hole of re-reading every chapter...

SharkToothGoosie

Yes! Another chapter completed! Great work Bittie, you're such an amazing storyteller and artist! 💕💕

Daisy

Oh i see, the title cards never messed anything up for me, I do kind of have to zoom in a little bit to have the pages fully take up the screen but that’s all. But for some chapters I don’t need to do that? I like having the title cards tho!

Viaka

Yay! I needed a good excuse to reread this again!

Karen Espinosa

Thank you for your steadfast work in creating this chaptet for us to enjoy in minutes 😉 🙏 ❤️💐

MJ

I come back here every few months and just read the whole thing again and it makes me so happy

Genevieve

I love going back and re-reading, and good god the art has evolved so so much!! The current appearance of our boys is my favorite but I love seeing where they started

Lana Bilbo

I really love how you build their intimacy and relationship and sex life! It’s honestly so healing and lovely to read about. 💕💕💕

Jonathan Artiaga

I swear I love Howie and Sooch's beautiful romance more and more every time I reread. When it was the first time 6 years ago or reading it silently alone while on vacation 3 years ago or rediscovering it this August, I love it more each and every time.

Eva Bessioud

I’m confused, why does patreon chapters are less than the ones on TAPAS?

Bittie

Hi! Chapter 22 is still in progress so it hasn't been added to the master post yet - if you scroll through my feed you can read all the completed pages. Once the chapter is completed I'll add it to the master post.

SunGlitter

Thank you, Bittie!!! So happy to read the whole chapter🏳️‍🌈

Beanjr

Are there full pages of the chapters uncensored?

Bittie

Yes the uncensored chapters are in here:) Chapters 20 and 21 in here are uncensored, they just don't have "uncensored" in the title or anything

SunGlitter

Happy New Year, Bittie! 💜wishing you a sweet 2025🍯

Nuncatierra

Ma’am. I just read this whole series (so far) from 10pm to 4:50am and I will never be the same. Have you written any other stories anywhere or made any other comics? I am addicted to your storytelling.

Bittie

Thank you! You too, happy new year ❤️❤️❤️

Bittie

Aw thanks so much that means a lot to me! Thank you for reading ❤️ This is currently my only story though 😭

Nuncatierra

I’m sure it’s plenty of work! Kind of like a chef i can consume faster than you can produce your art lol! You are sincerely spectacular though. I will read anything you make because this story was the best thing ive read and im a librarian 😂

Selli

I could not ask for a better way to start every weekend than reading your story! thank you so much Bittie!

Bittie

Thank you for reading 😭❤️

Brandi Masterson

I often go back and start at the beginning so I can watch them fall in love with each other again. Love watching them learn and grow together.

Karma Kohana

i love how you can read the prologue as the most depressing thing ever or as the most romantic thing ever. it just depends from where u start. once someone pointed this fact it became my most favourite part of the whole comic.

M

rereading for the billionth time 🙏

Sarz

Josh is easily my favorite character, I love rereading older chapters just to laugh at his antics

Offline

bittie, this comic has been with me for YEARS, some of my hardest years too. when i was going through police because of my forced best friend, i had sooch and howie to read about on tapas. it was the first and only story i ever used ink on. once i was old enough to have adult money and cards, i bought my one and only patreon subscription. this comic has been a solid for me, and one of, if not my favorite comic to date. thank you for creating such realistic, cute, and relatable characters. my mental state is in debt to you ♥︎♡♥︎♡

Bittie

Thank you so so much for reading, and for sticking with me for so long 😭

V Blackstone

It's wild to know how long this story has been a part of my every week. First found it on Smackjeeves then followed it to Tapas. This story and a few others were some of the best things to look forward to during some of the worst weeks. So thanks for working so hard to keep up with it, but we won't blame you for taking breaks.

TheArtistsWings 9

You know whats crazy? Ive been here since the beginning- having barely turned eighteen when the first chapter came out. I have loved this comic so long and still get excited for each update. It feels like these characters grew along side me. I see myself in the early chapters- someone who was questioning their sexuality, freshly coming out to people, crushing on people I shouldn’t, getting into messy relationships, and taking huge emotional risks. Its so funny to me that sooch was diagnosed with Adhd as I was just a couple years ago. I still relate to their struggles now as younger me did way back then. This is my only patreon subscription and it’s been well worth the money. Congratulations on a new chapter completed!

Levi Bauer

I have a dumb question that I'm sure has been answered somewhere on your page. Do you have hard copies of this? Or will you be getting some? And is it by chapter it gets released or are you going to do 1 big book when the story is finished? Or both?

Annabel B

Man - decided to go back and do a full re-read in honor of Chpt 23 finishing and maybe this is a strange compliment but while I love the way you illustrate sex scenes overall (I've seen others mention that the level of intimacy and love that you depict almost makes it feel like we're intruding [which is a good thing] - and I agree) I especially love how you depict orgasms, specifically re: Chpt 21. I think a lot of BL artists get caught up on the "money shot" but you do such an amazing job of showing it as a visceral, emotional, full-body experience that's shared by both partners in different ways. The trembling, vulnerability, anticipation, and surrender to one another are both touching and beautiful and also hot as hell. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with some quick, rough, dirty sex (and I'm sure if/when Howie and Sooch reach that point you won't hear any complaints from us), but I just love so much that, for their first time like that with each other, you chose to illustrate it so clearly as being a physical extension of the deeply emotional bond that they share, rather than some kind of act of primal lust. And you were so, so successful in that endeavor, too.

Annabel B

Unfortunately no hard copies 😞 I do understand why, though. Bittie has shared in the past that although she isn't opposed to the idea, she would want to go back and redraw a lot of the earlier chapters (which is really understandable given how old the comic is and how much her style has changed and grown in that time) which would obviously require a lot of time and energy that she doesn't have right now while still putting out new episodes and also working a completely different full-time job.

Bittie

If I do ever decide to make physical copies I'll make an announcement on all my platforms so everyone is aware

Nova

Exactly my thoughts

kuro-tan

every friend group has at least one friend who drives like they have unresolved trauma

Lisa Lou

Bittie, I just want you to know that I have been reading this comic for a while now, and it's become a comfort source for me in a way I didn't expect. The way you show the trust and love between Howie and Sooch even from the beginning, it really helped me figure some things out. Please continue to keep up the amazing work you do!

Bittie

Thank you so much that means a lot to me 😭 thank you for reading

Bittie

Thank you so much! I'm happy that you feel this way, these scenes are very challenging for me 😮‍💨

Shavonne Fuller

This is exactly what I have always felt too. I doubt I could say it better. In short. Same!!!!

Shavonne Fuller

One of the things I love most about this story is how it feels like watching two real people in love. I swear some of the dialog is word for word the same as conversations with my husband. 🥰🥰

Shavonne Fuller

Goodness please don't stress yourself to rush for our account. You know we're not going anywhere but

Becca Liverman

My lord bittie if you ever print these one day, I need this on my shelf

Sleeepy

Everything about their conversations is so beautiful. Bittie you are amazing! <3

Ratty King Rules

Is it possible to have both censored ch 23 and ch 24 when it’s done. I joined to be able to read ahead. But I was fine with the censors. 🙂

Bittie

Hi! Thank you for joining my Patreon 🙏 unfortunately I can't add the version that I include on Tapas - it's just too many variations to include on Patreon, and I also end up botching those pages to try to get Webtoons to approve them. I do have the lightly censored version of chapter 23 included in the master list though, and I will publish the lightly censored version of chapter 24 soon since the chapter is finishing soon

Auggie

I BEEN WAITIN BABY IM FINNA BINGE IT ALL AGAIN MWAHAHAHAHAHA (i do this literally every single time)

Magz

Wake up bestie, Chapter Masterpost just updated, you know what that means

Vivia

RAAAAAH I LOVE THEM SM U DON'T UNDERSTAND

Jamie13

Ahhhhhh hehehe

Mooncake

Omg Im finally on Patreon ahhhhhh✨🙂‍↕️

Maya Nicole

It's been several months but I'm finally back😭✨️❤️had to cancel my membership for a little. I'm super happy rn, I missed you author and the comments! Hope you have been well!

Figuring Out Happiness (edited)

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2026-09-06 12:00 Omg, I had to drop my membership for a year 😭😱😭. But im back now and never letting it go again 😤😏
2026-05-03 15:33

Maya Nicole

Same I refuse to let it go again😭🤧🗿✨️

Hyoyo

this is such a hard, but also incredibly relatable and heartwarming comic for me to read... don't get me wrong, i absolutely LOVE it! howie and sooch are such cuties, and you do a really good job at selling the college setting and experience, but... the plot up until about chapter 16 is an almost 1:1 parallel with my ex-situationship from my first/second year of college. it's funny cause my ex looks exactly like Howie, but he was the sooch in that situation. thing got a lot more challenging for us when i moved in with him, though, and he was never really able to decide on his sexuality or how he identified. your comic is kind of comforting, because it makes me think of what our good ending would have looked like. it's soothing in a way, and even though this happened back in 2020/2021, it's helping me put the more traumatic parts of that situation to rest, so i'm grateful for that :)

Tiayra

... I'm rereading for the 4th or 5th time now. I still get all the heartache in chapter 4 with the big hug, I still love the goofyness, the love between all of them, the personalities... I would love to have people like them in my life. For me, best story I've ever read ♥️ thank you bittie ♥️

Noortje Van Den Heuvel

That whas exactly what I thought! I have read many BL's but literally none of them have hit as hard as this. So much emotion, vulnerability, and pure bonding. It's not lust, it's intimacy and at its finest

Megra

My favorite comic of all time. I love the art progression through this. I’ve been a reader since ch. 3.

clem

I found R.U. in junior high (in your Kimmikala era) and now I'm in college alongside Howie and Sooch! I love these boys so much, and this story always keeps me excited for the next update! Thank you for all the time and work you've put into R.U., Bittie! Much love to you!

Kayla

Is anyone else having trouble opening chapter 9?

Beans

Heya. Heads up that the uncensored 23 and 24 links seem to be broken?

Bittie

Hi! They seem to be working on my end. I'm seeing that people seem to be having some trouble with the links lately 😭 Have you tried accessing the links on a browser? Sometimes the app is glitchy

Bittie

I reuploaded those chapters. Let me know if you're still having issues!

Bittie

Hi Kayla. I'm able to open chapter 9 on my end. Are you still having issues?

LavenTaur

When would you be posting ch. 25? This comic is so amazing!! 💜

Bittie

I'll add it as soon as it's completed 🙇‍♀️ thanks so much for reading

Daisy

Re-reading this masterpiece is now so much easier

Justin Larson

Thank you so much for getting this all organized!! It makes my mind happy lol

Diego P

YES!! Nice1

Cj Taylor

Im gonna go get lost in phenomenal artwork and story

MotleyPariah

Thank you for giving us such a wonderful story. You pour love into your characters, and I can really feel it.

Maria Nolasco

My whole week was made thank you for taking the time to put this together 😀

Jessa

YESSSIRRRRR REREAD TIME

Ugne V.

I can relate to this story sooo much except for the Howie confession part 🕳🚶‍♂️

Lauren

Thank you so much for this!! Can’t wait to experience this all over again 😍

SharkToothGoosie

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!💕💕💕💕

Melinda

I just joined your Patreon tonight because I love your story and was hoping to be able to download previous chapters. Voila! Thank you so much!

Bittie

Lol good timing!! Welcome to my patreon ❤️

HoneyPotatoe

*when you're spammed by senpai*

LUICIFELL

Delightful opportunity to reread everything ❤

Sam Vic

Thank youuuuu!!!! ❤️ can't wait to re-read everything

Jenna H

It must be my birthday, because this is a helluva great present

Jen

Holy fudge cakes

AngelShoes

Btw, thank you for taking the time and trouble to put these together for us! It makes re-reads so much easier.

M Connor

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! It is such a wonderful, lovely story. These are such a gift!!

NailBunny

Kimmikala - Are you able to pin this post by chance? I know Lord Vincent has his chapter directory with links pinned and it shows up as the first post :D So I have to imagine it's possible. Also, thank you so much for this amazing comic! I'm all caught up from my third read-through and now the PDFs will make my fourth even easier!

Salamander86

This is so great. After rereading it again and again over the past few days I have decided three things. 1)this is still one of my favorites ever. 2)the alley scene back from the party is still my favorite scene ever 3)I love how far they have come. They have grown and changed so much. ❤ Thank you for creating this story and thank you even more for being willing to share this with us so freely.

Bittie

Hey! I don’t know how to pin posts but I’ll look into it! I can’t figure out how to do it via the app but I’ll see if there’s some sort of setting for that on the web!

NailBunny

No worries if not, just was a thought if possible! Love your work so much! Thank you and keep it all coming 😊 You've inspired me to get back to try to relearn how to draw after 13 years off! Please keep up your amazing art and storyline as well as the inspiration!

Amy B

Now, when you say alley scene...do you mean where they have that 'moment' where Sooch is in Howie's arms? Or, when Howie falls over the trash can and face plants the floor? Both are acceptable answers

Salamander86

Yes. Haha the whole thing. I love them dodging people, the hand holding, the poll jumping, the trash can trip, and the 'moments in the arms. The whole thing is gold.

M Connor

Thank you so much...a beautiful love story...a wonderful journey....and so selflessly shared. Thank you, thank you, thank you! Binging this weekend just for the joy rereading it!

Jordyn Probst

If a superhero was real, it would be you. Cause this post just saved my world!

Vbean 💕

The prologue gets me every single time. I absolutely love your story so much

Darkside

When Howie says “baby”... my heart stops. Omg. 🙌 the best.

Nicole

i picture howie sounding like armie hammer. idk why but i just do

Mr Mocha Chino

Will there be one for chapter 17 here?

Bittie

It will be posted some time this week!

Mariangela

waiting happily for the 17th chapter 😍😍😍

Bane

Will there be hardcopies for sell? I would totally buy this comic!

Anna Elgersma

Have I just reread everything in this series for the 10th+ time? Maybe. Well I inevitably do it again? Absolutely!

Red Elizabeth

Saaaame. It would be amazing to see a printed copy one day, I would buy it in a heartbeat

Ashanti Okam

I’m super excited for them to go on to the phase of their relationship and couldn’t wait for the release of the next page on tapas. But chapter 19 isn’t on here 😭 am I missing something? You are such a good writer and honestly I want to just figure out how much it would be to pay you to finish because 🙃 I’m dying over here 😭

Bittie

H! Chapter 18 will be added tomorrow. I've been busy so I haven't had the chance to consolidate the pages yet 😭 and chapter 19 won't be added until it's completed. I am happy that you're looking forward to the next phase of their relationship!

Juju M B

Chapter 18 made me love Sooch so much!!