Short hiatus this week (Patreon)

Just an announcement that I’ll be holding back from releases this week. I’m going to take it a bit easier on filming this week for personal reasons.

To sum it up: Blaire will not be returning. She ended our relationship and I’m having a difficult time processing it. She wanted me to relay how much she cared about you guys so I’ll say it:

She cared about you guys immensely, it’s why we worked so much. We worked a lot and we lacked healthy boundaries separating life and work at a certain point. But that’s not why we parted ways, it was my handling and stress management of it. I know the joy the reactions and such brought to her, and it was a very special thing for her.

I’ll be suffering a bit, for a while probably, but for the next few weeks especially as I try to come to grips with losing my love, someone I spent half a decade with, I’ll be filming throughout this week when I can, but I won’t be releasing this week just to set some personal boundaries and so I can breathe.

I’ll resume releasing the following week.

I’m sorry my failure as a leader led us to the Patreon inconsistencies and Blaire’s departure. I am trying harder everyday and working on myself to be better.

Have a good week, I’ll be processing this grief and won’t let it knock me down.

Thank you for all the love and support you have ever shown Blaire, it has meant the world to me that you all loved her as much as I did.