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Hello hello!

Quick update on a few things:

-Any and all refunds are going to be processed tonight and tomorrow!

-Airline found my bag! They said they’d deliver it by tonight! 

-Going off my previous personal post… I have been reading everyone’s comments and taking them very personally and I wanted to thank everyone for their thoughts and amazing moving life altering speeches.

Seriously, all of you speak to me the way I wish I was spoken to my entire life. It really means a lot that my fans… are just like me. I never knew so many of you had such deep philosophical musings, or even the deep analytical skills to break me down.

All I had were vague puzzle pieces of different ideas but you all help me put them together or look at it from a different perspective so I can see how it fits. 

BUT I want to be professional, not constantly trigger people—and I said I wanted to treat this like a full on high end business.

Therefore I created a second, FREE, Patreon where I will be posting my personal thoughts and musings: Patreon.com/imjaehyukpd 

This is my first step into trying to connect with and get to know my fans better.

Again this Patreon is FREE. If you want to subscribe for free you just need to hit FOLLOW. if you hit FOLLOW, my SNS posts will appear on your Patreon feed along with my FOT reaction videos.

I am specifically creating this account because there will definitely still be people who do not care about these personal updates. I 10000% get it. I want to provide you all with the art and therapy you need. This is also my first step in creating a clear divide and line between my reaction life and persona, and myself.

But for anyone who wants to see a little extra, not content, but just a personal look into my life—come follow!

Comments

a k

Great to hear airline has found your bags. Woo! Hope you guys get a good rest. Jetlag sucks.

WiseSmellyLegs

I don't know if it is meant to be like this or if it is based on Patreon and its settings, but on the second account only patrons can write a comment/feedback... (that means followers cannot)

Marly Barry

i followed your new patreon pd but i can’t comment cause we have to pay for it smh. BUT IM EXCITED TO SEE YOUR JOURNEY

Donslaught

Yes, PD! Get out there and absolutely crush it! I'm so happy you're making moves and doing the damn thing. I know we patrons are proud of you. That being said, I'd like to sign up for your personal Patreon but it won't allow me to sign up without donating at least $5 a month.

Anonymous

I just upgraded my account to the $100/Month to show you my trust and support for you! Can probably only do it for a few months, but I wanted to help out in your rebirth process of a brand new life! Been watching and following you for years, and I consider you a good person who I love and care about as a person! I've been in some of the same dark places as you, and I know how important it is to make sure you know, even when things at times seem hopeless and you are often surrounded by negative people, that you also have people who also love and care about you very much!

Donslaught

I apologize, perhaps I should have read closer. Thank you for your reply!

cogbec

I can't comment on the photoshoot post because that's Patron only but you look dope as fuck!

mistywolf the dragon rider

Your photos came out great! I really like the way you edited them with the vintage film border. 🎥 Also glad your bag was recovered!

Marcel Wannieck

Are you doing that thing where your full name is actually 임재헉 and you're making a pun with I'm Jaehyuk? Or am I just being silly?

Rebecca Le Minh

Hi 재혁 PD!!! Life has been hectic so I havent had time to comment on the other post, but I wanted to thank you here for showing vulnerability - which is a lot harder than we think. I'm only 21 right now, and I already feel overwhelmed by the persona that is needed to make it in this society, which is a big obstacle to being vulnerable and feeling confortable with showing who we truly are. The more we do it, the more we're used to not showing our colors even to our closest friends... to think you've had to work and navigate society since you were really young, it probably was even harder for you. I wanted to say that this channel, but especially this Patreon were what helped me in times I felt really tired of life and had lost touch with myself. Finding this passion, seeing idols and artists - and that includes you, 재혁 - that were so passionate and dedicated to what they love helped me when I had to choose what I wanted to do, but also with my confidence and self love. Yesterday I came across this quote, which really made me think about self love, its in French but it pretty much goes like this : "The fundamental source of our identity is the story, starring us, that we tell ourselves and others : it allows us to stay in a healthy mental headspace. In that sense, depression comes down to no longer believing our own story, as our tale fades away, but not for other people, for us." And I realised this: no matter my anxiety, no matter what will happen in the future, no matter who I was in the past, nothing will change. But I can try talking to myself more nicely, loving myself, being confident and not thinking it would be better if I could just make it all disappear. I can live in fear and thinking I don't deserve love, or I can live fully and have no regrets. And today I learned I finally have an internship for my dream job!!! So I thought I would share the good news with you, who have helped me in my hopeless times. I also wish you to achieve everything you want, because we deserve it. 화이팅!!! (And sorry this is so long)

Liv

Congratulations! And beautifully put and I really resonate with this

JetDC10

Got charged twice, so in definite need of a refund

Miguel

I'd love if you can check your inbox messages, please. I had sending messages for about 4 days and I still don't have an answer.