thank you (Patreon)

I'm going about trying all the various suggestions, but the outpour of advice... 

Thank you. I didn't even realize I was struggling this bad until I saw all the comments. I haven't cried in a while (you guys might know based on my reactions it's REALLY easy for me to cry), especially since Blaire left, and I've only been "tearing up" (like in WayV's ON MY YOUTH) but the outpour of advice really broke through.

Thank you. I'm going to go take an ice shower and keep trying all your various advices. But I wanted to give an immediate thank you, I don't want to worry you all and just dip<3

I'll keep you guys posted in a few..