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Hamza struggles to accept Memphis' past. Caleb takes a big step with Alina. Ella gives Johnny an ultimatum. Gino and Jasmine attempt to move forward. Ben tries to keep hope alive in Peru. Usman surprises Kim. Mike sees a change in Ximena.

This episode is dedicated to Papa Marr.

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Rachel Martin

I’m the one who tagged you on Elizabeth Banks Instagram with #elizabethsmart 😂😬💕

Lynn

Oh Mattie, I can relate. I have my own poop stories about my mom and so much more. I know exactly how you are feeling and my heart goes out to you!! I did feel a sense of relief when she passed mostly because I knew when she got to heaven she’d no longer be stuck in her head and would be the beautiful vibrant outgoing wonderful woman that was my mom and my best friend!! I know your dad is no longer suffering and I’m sure he’s telling jokes in heaven and is so proud of you!! Sending hugs!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

__fieldnotes

Lovely tribute to papa marr! In defense of gluten free cake: while you’re eating your feelings, you can lie to yourself and say it’s healthy (yes, I know it’s the same amount of calories)

Katrina Coley

It was my 30th birthday this weekend and I had funfetti cake. 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Kelly Savoie Samora

Mattie, thank you for sharing your life and memories with us. The recording was so funny and exactly what I had imagined Papa Marr sounding like. Great idea recording it! I’m not crying… you’re crying! 😭❤️

Jennifer

It’s a beautiful song Mattie. Papa Marr would love it ♥️

Angelica

That was really beautiful Mattie, thank you for sharing ❤️❤️❤️

Jill Kemp

My sister had a “fancy” funfetti cake at her wedding last year… and it was DRY! Double whammy. 😒

Tara Wilson Greenbank

Oh Mattie - thank you for sharing such an intimate and personal part of your life. What a beautiful human you are is the best tribute to your papa marr. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ to your and your family

Julia Facey

Papa Marr thank you for Mattie. Mattie thank you for sharing that piece of Papa Marr with us. ❤️

Lori McElroy

Somebody Somewhere is very good

Dawn Trammell

Oh Mattie. My heart hurts for you. What a beautiful song for your beautiful daddy. I love your stories and hearing how much he loved his family! Hugs.

Megan Henrich Buyer

Beautiful tribute to your dad. Thank you for sharing with us.

kay

I have never heard this song. My God, the lyrics touched me in such a way... Mattie, I'm sending my warmest, most compassionate thoughts and energy your way. Your father will live on - not only through you, your brother, and your nephews, but through this podcast. May peace be unto you. ❤

Celine

Thank you for letting us share in the life and memory of Papa Marr with us Mattie, your tribute is so beautiful, and one we know he would love ❤️

Missy Fuller

30 seconds into the song, I’m sobbing, sending love and peace to you & your family.

Brittney Gonsalves

Matty, thank you so much for sharing all of this with us. We all love you so much and this was so special to be able to hear Papa Marr’s handsome, comforting voice and his positive outlook on the River of Shit. Love you love you love you.

Mary Scheske

A beautiful and touching tribute to Papa Marr ♥️

Jennifer Sanford

When I heard the first notes of the song, I yelled NOPE real loud in my office and turned it off because that song never fails to rip my heart out and I can't lose it at work right now. Thank you for sharing your dad with us. He seems like he was one of a kind ❤️

Ashley Murray

Wow- way to make me ugly cry first thing this morning! Full face if make up- gone! Mattie, what a beautiful and special moment that you shared! RIP to your sweet dad. I love you queens! You bring so much joy to my life. ❤️

Allison Mangini

Mattie! I can’t believe you’ve never listened to a Beatles album. My favorites are 1) Abbey Road and 2) Rubber Soul. OMG. There are others, of course, but these are my go-to’s.

Ann Lickteig

Oh Mattie, that tribute was hilarious and touching. Take good care today.

High Skyer

Mattie thank you for sharing this clip it is hysterical. ❤️ you seem to have your dads ability to find the humor in hard things.

Angela Jenner

Prayers to you and your family. Thank you for sharing the beautiful tribute to your dad. You can tell he was so loved. ❤️❤️❤️

April Verhagen

Thank you for the ugly cry in the middle of the gym today. I heard the first notes and literally dropped the weights I was holding and sobbed right there. My heart is with you. ❤️

sara castro

the description is off … I think lol

Molly Sanders

Wow! Sobbing uncontrollably before a zoom meeting…yikes! Mattie, your tribute and song were so sweet. I’ve been listening to you go through this journey with your dad for quite awhile now and my heart goes out to you. My dad was just diagnosed with esophageal cancer about a month ago and we are hoping for the best but know cancer doesn’t always go that way. He’s my very best friend and the best human I know so it’s been absolutely devastating to be experiencing the role of a caretaker for a parent with cancer first hand. I am hoping to see you guys in Boston as long as Dad is doing okay then. Sending you and your family prayers and peace 💕

Sarah Stefl

The last 10 minutes 😭❤️ I had to turn it off as soon as the song started. 😭❤️ Thank you for sharing that special, albeit funny, moment with us!

Shannon

😢😢😢 love and peace to you and your family. What a sweet tribute! ❤️❤️❤️

Brittany McLellan

I didn’t expect to sob at the end of this episode. Love you and your family Mattie. I’m so glad I got to hear Papa Marr’s voice. The sissy squad said we didn’t know him but we knew him and there’s nothing better that could be said. So much love to you all ❤️

Nicole de Jessa

I lost my dad to covid in 2020 and I have a recording of him telling a completely inappropriate, wild story about his dalliance an aspiring porn star in NYC in the 70’s. It sounds terrible but it’s so him and whenever I miss him bad, I listen to it and just laugh because how sad can you be listening to your dad talk about a girl named Fluffy in 1975? It’s so inappropriate and so him. And I’m full on ugly crying right now. It’s such a treasure to be able to hear their voices after they’re gone. ❤️❤️❤️

Sandra Blackburn

Normally I’m laughing hysterically at work listening to y’all. Today was same and then I was bawling. Much love to you and your family Maddie

Carrie Peterson

Oh Matty, we love you! That song gets me every time! What a beautiful (and slightly disgusting) tribute to Papa Marr. Thank you for sharing him with us. And don’t worry, we love you too Poodle…it’s just Matty’s day.

Rebecca Brooks

Hamza running around in circles 😂😊❤️

Rebecca Brooks

And RIP Papa Matty ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tonya Beth

Ok I can’t stand Jasmine but Gino deserves no happiness in life. I’m sad it appears like they stayed together. He’s disgusting and small.

Kelly Keating-Caraway

Listening to Mattie sign off at the end of this episode followed by the River of Shit as told by Papa Marr and me smiling ear to ear. Then that sing came on and well, I lost it! Thank you for sharing your Dad with us Matt. May his memory be a blessing to all who knew him.

Jo

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jesskiddin

Thank you for sharing Mattie! Never thought I’d tear up during one of these podcasts! So much love and happy thoughts to you and family! ❤️

Kim Longo

Dear both of you… Mattie, I’m sending much love to you in OK. I have always wanted to reach out to you, but I’m just one of many that appreciate so much about you. I lost my father this time last year with a VERY similar journey. He went through treatment until we had no other options. We moved him to hospice and said goodbye w/in two weeks. You and Jake REALLY helped me this time last year when things were pretty dark. Your humor, checking ppl on their sh**, and ribbing each other was the best. I do know what it is like to plan a memorial with your Southern kin (born & raised in GA). You two always bring back such funny memories for me. Aside from Atlanta, you also remind me as to why I left as well! I still love the ATL, excluding summer humidity. Listening to the family dynamics sound so familiar to me. You and Jake are such a great team. I’m so glad I found you two at the beginning of the pandemic. Take care of you and yours, Gen X Kim 😉 PS-see you in Seattle! I have general tix, as I didn’t know what the COVID situation would look like when tix went on sale. I’m hoping to score VIP tix if possible. Either way, I will be there with my handsome hubby in tow.

Liz Lossin

Peace, love and healing to you Mattie!❤️

Julianne

Kim, I'm sorry for your loss. I'm feeling compelled to tell you that this was an amazing heartfelt message, which conveys everything I think about these boys! That, and the fact that you closed with a promise to bring a handsome husband to a live show, is exactly what being a Sissy is all about :)

Bonnie

Big hugs to you Mattie. Thank you for sharing Papa Marr with us. He’s touched so many of us through the podcast ♥️

Reality Gays

Kim thanks for your kind words. Hate we are in the same club but I feel a kinship with others that have been through this. ❤️ ❤️

MAVIS

Thank you so much for that, for sharing your journey with Papa Marr with us, and for teasing out the levity in all sorts of spaces. Love you guys so much!

Melissa Smith

Married on a beautiful beach in key west Florida (40 people) deserts included homemade ice cream sandwiches, make your own s’mores bar, cupcake sushi (cupcake that looks like little sushi pieces) key lime pie (key west staple of course) and FUNFETTI CAKE! It was absolutely delicious and guests were raving. All the deserts were picked because they are my husbands and I’s favorites. Honestly a lot of people don’t like chocolate (messy) or vanilla (too plain). Add some tasty buttercream to some funfetti and that is some gooooood cake.

Nanda

Oh Mattie, thank you for sharing that song😭. The love between your father and you is just wonderful. Take good care, sweetheart❤

CINDY A

Oh my goodness 🥺 Mattie you made me cry. Sending love to you and your family

Jenee

My dad died two years ago after cancer. This was his song also. I was laughing and crying at the same time. Your dad is lucky to have had you, Mattie.

Claire Pancerz

Somebody Somewhere is such a delight that I had to go make sure it would come back for a second season. I love all the characters so much that I had to make sure they’d be back with me again. Spread the word!

Claire Pancerz

This sounds like the best story ever! I love hearing inappropriate family stories when all the family is laughing, a la River of Shit. That’s how you know you have a great family moment: you all know you shouldn’t be laughing but somehow you all do. Funny how a lot of them do involve poop, though.

EvelynFlossy

Matt what a beautiful song. The sissies and Poodle will always hold you up when you are down. Sending you love.

Maria Welch

Mattie, Do you mean The Yardbirds?

Erin

Big hugs and love to you, Mattie! What an incredible way to honor Papa Marr. There is so much love in this community and I just appreciate you both for creating and caring for this space like you do. Love y’all! ♥️

Liz Emerson

That song 😭 Rest in peace Papa Marr! Your memory will live on in all of the stories shared by Mattie. ❤