I need 100% of the good vibes pls (Patreon)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Listen, I know I've said this a million times, but I want the apartment I applied to SO BAD. I want THAT one. 🙈

But I don't have my in person tour until next Monday. But also, the virtual tour I did was last Wednesday. And I haven't heard back yet.

I desperately need to be resting, but I AM A NONDESCRIPT ANXIOUS GOO 🫠

I wrote myself a script so I could call "to confirm my appointment for the tour" and casually ask about whether they'd made a decision on the apartment I want.

✨ Very demure ✨ Very mindful ✨

But they didn't pick up and the only options were to start texting with them or leave a message and have them call back...but I knew I'd be getting the confirmation email soon, so I was like...this is no longer demure. ABORT.

So anyway...I'm still anxious. I want this apartment so bad. But I'm going to look at other apartments (again) and I'm taking notes this time because I am a mess and I never remember what's what except for the apartment of my ✨ dreams ✨ that I'm probably not even going to get 😅🫠

In conclusion: Please send me good vibes. Please put it out into the universe that I am going to get the apartment I want. Please tell me that the woman I did the virtual tour with ended the phone call thinking "Wow! She's so cute and personable! She's so friendly and polite! She should live here in the apartment I just showed her. TOP OF THE LIST!" and at my tour on Monday, they're just going to say "Welcome home!" ...Please remind me that there are other good apartments and I will be fiiiine 🙈