Changes (Patreon)

If this was a podcast, I’d try for the Ch-CH-CH-Changes, from the David Bowie song, and I would almost certainly screw it up.

I am anxious.

I am not a fan of changes.

No, that’s not right.

I’m not a fan of planning changes. I can deal fine with those that are dumped on me. I’ll complain, but I’ll deal with them. It’s the changes I am contemplating that make me nervous. Those I have time to think about; see the consequences of.

Writing full-time is coming. I’m now thinking in weeks, rather than months now. Every little problem I encounter while on the road feels like a giant aggravation. They scratch away at my will to continue doing this job until the overall situation is better.

I’m going to be home in a week or two for work stuff and the possibility is high I will hand in my resignation then. As much as I enjoy driving, it’s just no longer what I want to do.

And with that. I, will wish you a good day.