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UPDATE 03/19: They just uploaded the behind for this. I will react to it probably next week!

This was brutal 😭

I've just been a wreck. These boys are so precious to me 🥺 Feel free to write paragraphs if you feel compelled to in the comments below. So many of you were there with me from the beginning and we enjoyed their content so much together. This was definitely one of the best periods of being a kpop stan for me.

There's a long intro so concert starts at 07:30. I talked about why I haven't reacted to the variety shows recently.

I reacted to the whole concert even mentions. The subs are AI-translated so they may not be fully accurate but the meaning is there. I didn't wanna wait so long to react to this.

Outro will explain ZB1 reactions going forward. Basically - yes as long as you guys want me to react to them. I know before a lot of you guys also said all or nothing. But I am curious how they move forward. For the Yuehua boys, of course I'll follow them - my only worry is that if I don't end up being into the other members as much but that is yet to see. Very curious what their new concept will be so stay tuned for reactions as well.

Uploading this in the lower tier as many of you guys who followed my ZB1 journey were here for the variety shows which were in the lower tier. I just wanted to conclude this portion of their career with all of you guys both in the lower and higher tier.

PS. Sorry Reply Highschool and Produce X 101 are late. Today was also my mom's birthday so I took a day off. Thanks for your patience!

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Camille Angelica TV

I've been bawling my eyes out everything I see reels. Thanks for sharing this!!! Let's bawl together. Also just wanted to share, I started watching your reactions because of Boys Planet. It started when my sister shared your reaction to En Garde practice video (primarily because I'm a fellow filipjno), and because of that, I watched all your BP reactions and went on to watching almost everything on your channel (especially survival shows and dramas). Anyways, it feels symbolic watching this with you ❤️

Chau Bui

Starting this BP with you, we been through pre BP season, season, finale, crying, debut, comeback, now..cant imagine it has come to an end....ZB1 is still here I will still support them and their journey. I would love to see you still react to them :(

robin

ive haven’t been able to go at least three hours without bursting into tears. i don’t think ive felt this much despair towards something in a very long time, it’s rough out here

ani ☁️

i sobbed watching this esp the ending they were so cruel to make them leave one by one 😭😭😭 i will watch again and sob with you 🥲🥲🥲 zb1 was everything to me these past 2.5 years… im still in disbelief and denial… i love them so much and i hope they become successful in their own paths 🥺❤️‍🩹

Eunn

this physically hurts… been crying for days that i can’t even get up these 3 days. what am i supposed to do now bro, they’re my life, like literally :(

jjenniyyahh

I'm still trying to cope right now tbh. It's so painful. And whoever cruel people decided to make them leave one by one istg the image of Hao sobbing hyperventilating won't leave my mind. And I felt it was unnecessary to make them go through that in that state. It was traumatizing seeing how no one wanted this.. they really didn't want to separate. I don't know how to move on from this pain yet tbh but I know I'll support each of them in their own paths.

Jessica

thank you Jeff 💙 it's so so hard to accept that this beautiful journey has come to an end but sharing in the grief has helped immensely, we were so lucky to have ot9 and so lucky to have reactors who cared for them this much, i can remember your BP reactions so clearly and am so glad to have been apart of the journey from the beginning of BP until now

rum

I've watched the encore concert four times. I watched the Japanese concert in theaters, and the Seoul concert on site for the first two days, and the last day on streaming. In the previous two days at the Seoul concert, some members cried only at the last speech (Matthew also cried on the second day), but it was very heartbreaking to see them crying from the first song on the last day. In fact, considering that there was a member who cried at a concert in Japan at the end of February too, I couldn't help but think that the nine members' two and a half years must have been deeply connected. While I was watching your reaction, there was an article about their first comeback with 5 members in May. I don't know what else will come out before that, but I'm going to slowly pick up my mind and build up my support for their new start. I hope I can see your reaction then.

gmb048

I'm somewhat confused. I was under the impression that ZB1 were never meant to be a permanent group, that there was a date set in stone when they would disband. If so, why is it hitting people this hard? I should clarify that I'm not a fan and I didn't watch the show on which they were formed, I just like some of their songs. I do feel sorry for them and their fans but it was the plan right from the start.

Eleonora

This is devastating, I've been crying for days thinking about this moment. 💙 I'm also rewatching BP just to suffer more 🥲🥲🥲 I just wish them the best, they all deserve the world!

jjenniyyahh

this was Hao's ending ment (i feel like the trans didn't really convey it well) "For two days I have been practicing how to say goodbye but I don’t think I can do it still. Since I’m not a mature person, I leaned on my members a lot, both on stage and in my daily life but now, just thinking about the fact that the people I could lean on are no longer there, it's honestly a bit scary. So I am really thankful for everyone. Please take good care of the nine of us in the future as well. And more than anyone else, thank you (for the members) for showing up in my youth, that goes for Zerose too. And for Zerose, thank you for being a part of my youth, thank you for protecting my youth. Actually now I have to face the road ahead, I’m scared because every single choice I make has such a huge impact. But whether it’s your faith, worry, or opinion, I consider all of it to be a great love for me. I hope you know the fact that for you who always make us shine on stage, our hope to be a source of comfort and energy for you will never change, I hope you know that. And the name 'Zhang Hao' is a work of art created together not just by me, but by my existence and zerose who built this story with me. Since today is not the end, I hope we can continue walking forward hand-in-hand together in the future. Even though there are still more i want to say, it’s time to really give you my real last greeting. This has been Zhang Hao from Zerobaseone. you've worked so hard everyone, you’ve all been through so much."

jeffavenue

thanks for this! yea the nuance is lost in the AI-translation for sure. love Zhang Hao 💙

jeffavenue

you're never really prepared for it. and especially in their case, if it wasn't for yuehua (which 4 of them are under), this group would've had a high chance of renewing altogether as the remaining 5 were able to negotiate something to continue. so I guess everyone was hopeful.

jeffavenue

right?? it would've been great to see them all leave together having that last image that they'll be 9 forever 😭

jeffavenue

I just saw the announcement too. damn... that means they've been recording for awhile... 🥺 definitely curious how they move forward

rum

Looking at the personal plus chat(like bubble thing) of the five members, there were circumstances that seemed to have been in parallel with the preparation for the concert. There are some predicts to re-debut the YH members around June. There will be no overlapping activities right now, but I feel a little better now that I think Gunwook will meet them as the new mc of M Countdown. There's also an end-of-year ceremony.

rum

To exaggerate your words, it's like saying at a funeral home, "all man is destined to die, why are you sad?"... People were sad because their memories together were precious.

applekkomuli

hi jeff! really appreciate you uploading this and i’m about to start watching but i just got through your intro. i totally understand your decision and it must’ve been so hard sitting with it alone! however, if you’re ever feeling better about it in the future, i’d love to see you reacting to zb1 ot9 content like re-epilogue because even though zb1 isn’t ot9 anymore, the ot9 content is still there, and will always be, and it’s beautiful and fun and so family. i really enjoyed watching and i think you will too! but ofc no pressure at all, just if u ever feel that you’re able to watch them being goofy and happy together again. i absolutely understand not being able to watch their content w the imminent separation looming over our heads — i myself couldn’t watch any zb1 content since november till now — but after this concert i was so devastated that i went to watch re-epilogue and it did in a way heal me a little. we all grieve differently and at our own pace ofc but if reacting to their ot9 content would help in a small way i’d recommend doing it, and ofc we would love to see it ! but again. this is just a suggestion for the future whenever you’re ready, and if you’re not, that’s fine too! i just think it’s a beautiful way of preserving the legacy that zb1 was once (and will always be, in our hearts) nine. that being said, i also sincerely hope that you’ll continue uploading zb1 (as five) reactions moving forward and when the yuehuaz debut in whichever way/group i’ll be looking forward to those reactions too!

Bruklyn W.

This is such an… interesting mentality. It’s like this for lots of things in life. For example, we go into Highschool knowing that it is only 4 years of of our life (in America at least) or like college yet lots of people still cry or are extremely upset once it ends. Knowing something is going to happen doesn’t necessarily lesson the hurt of it. For many people, you don’t expect to grow so close to people or create so many fond memories so the fact that it has to come to an end before you might feel mentally prepared for still hurts even if you know it’s going to happen

Jennifer

I am absolutely devastated. Watching this after experiencing their journey since the beginning of Boys Planet is awful. I hope you continue to react to them all! I also don’t think I will be able to connect to any possible new members for the Yuehua group the same way I do with the ZB1 members, however, I think the least we can do while all 9 members are in this period of uncertainty (in term of what their future success looks like) is continue to support them all. It makes me sad to see members of super successful survival groups become less successful or even forgotten after disbandment or members leaving. I’m excited to see what ZB1 does going forward, and seeing all 9 members continue to grow. I hope they all able to succeed even if it’s not as 9 anymore. This is such a tough week, on one hand I’m devastated about zb1, and on the other hand I am trying to remain excited about the BTS comeback.

jeffavenue

thanks for this! yess definitely not off the table!

tigerhoshi

ahh i flew over to seoul to attend all three days and it was.. simultaneously the best and worst weekend of my year thus far. im still hurting like crazy and i cried all three days but that last day was truly so.. brutal. whenever i watch my fancams from that day you could literally everyone around me bawling, at some point it genuinely felt like a funeral hall LOL.. i think that the next few months are surely going to be difficult to navigate. i already feel so weird with my feelings because i need to obviously be optimistic for zb1 and the new yhbg because i know that we have to cheer them on because it's the reality now. at the same time.. it's just hard to feel genuinely excited? i was there for iz*one and i felt similarly, but *lowkey* this stings a lot more because it's separation, not entirely disbandment. disbandment is painful, but they all close a chapter at once, move on, and potentially reunite in the future (IOI now). i don't know how that would be possible because zb1 as a group will continue to exist, and in a few years, they'll be a 5-member group longer than they were 9. similarly, yujin, hao, gyuvin, ricky will be members of the yhbg longer than they were zb1 members... it's so bittersweet.. there will inevitably be a time when people gradually stop talking about zb1 as nine, and it hurts. i keep on imagining both groups at and end of the year award shows, 4 members having to watch their former teammates potentially perform songs they used to be part of. it's so weird because i hate that this *split* hurts me so much more, and at one point the past few months, i even (selfishly) wished they would just disband altogether and leave this chapter behind. however, just being there the whole weekend, seeing the zb1 concert culture again... i'm now just glad that the name zerobaseone won't fully disappear. there were simple joys of seeing so many people around the streets of seoul carrying a bag with zeronis, greeting each other because of it despite being strangers.. i freaking love zerobaseone and its community, that i am now really glad it's staying. it will truly never be the same and i think this fact will continue to linger in my head for a long time, but i'm glad the 5 members and the 4 members are together, and no one will truly be alone (especially in this industry).

jeffavenue

stopppp you had me emotional reading thisss 😭 the yearend show stuff oh my heart. I think that's why a lot of us were saying 'all or nothing'. but this split in the middle does have its upside so it's truly bittersweet. the fact they're both promoting in may is gonna be crazy. I just hope that the companies allow them act normally and not prevent any acknowledgment of the past.

Aly

it took me two months to have the courage to watch this, it still hurts🥹