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So hopefully summer break ends soon so I can record again, but in the meantime - why not just stay on the positive side of things and have me say thank you! Thank you for all the comments, sharing your thoughts with me and all the other Patrons. It's been pretty great 🤍 Let's do it some more? I want to textually ramble.I was out and about reaching my now daily 10k step goal (for sunny weather anyway) - and was pondering all sorts of things. Mostly sexuality and gender? These topics are so different from person to person because of palette of reasons, and I keep stumbling upon new thoughts. Let me share a few...I call myself pan sexual only because I want to elaborate briefly on what I mean by "falling in love with anyone". Because so far the only configuration of human being I don't get attracted to, seem to just be hateful ones. But that never shows up until you talk, and well hey news flash, 99% of people I crush on I never get to talk to. They're just cute strangers I never get to see again...Someone's gender identity doesn't really play a role in whether or not I think they're attractive, because I don't know it! It's almost always their self-expression in how they present themselves with their body, clothes, walks, sound, smell, etc. that I get to have an impression of them (and well okay hey, I can consciously or sub-consciously assume their gender, but I digress). The talking and getting to know of their gender-identity happens so rarely, that I can't seem to say "I like men/women/non-binary people". Because they present themselves in countless different ways. I have been attracted to so many different configurations of the human form, that pansexual just sort of fits? Idk. I like people. I think labels can be useful, but I prefer not thinking too much about them when it comes to my own attraction and identity. I'm me, not my name either by the way, the temporal being writing this down on a computer in the evening listening to the cat-water-spout thingy blasting away over the noise of the upstairs neighbours. This being wants to share its thoughts with like-minded individuals who support it in its creative endeavors.That's who I am. I'm temporal. Tomorrow I'll be someone else (very similar mind you) but I change, and keep changing. It's useful to identify myself with my past temporal versions because of well, legal reasons, practical reasons, all that jazz. But past me is different. I knew about past me way way back when I was 13 and wrote my first diary entry down. I still have it, and it's in english. It's basically me regretting the way I thought I screwed up an interaction with a boy I liked. It was fine, we kissed a few days later. I've rambled. Now it's your turn if you want! Tell me your thoughts on this particular topic (or some other topic that's caught you attention lately!)- feel free to ask questions too. To me, or maybe other people here 🌱 lurking is also perfectly ok, you're valid, sending hugs Here's a lil bonus 1 sec loop of me walking in a colorful outfit with my groceries.https://imgur.com/a/4NWgzdz