voice memo - first song of 2023 say whaa (Patreon)

FIRST SONG OF THE YEAR ALERT. here's one written this week : ) 

I think I'll call it 'to be wanted'. early days and to be finished but be great to hear what you think ! 

it's been a slow start to the year for me - just now am I really lifting my head and taking it all in.  i'ma record a little talky video for ya next week where I think I'll discuss plans & goals for 2023 + a reflection on 2022 :) love u!

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lyrics:

I don’t get sentimental

it’s like you landed on my door accidentally

it was late at night

I closed my eyes and like that

you appeared right in front of me

oh, goodbye everybody

I went away now i’m late to the party, I

just fell into a cycle of being spiteful, like that

now I finally got it right

walls down, i’m out

like i’m fighting off the lonely

when it’s just us two

(my) walls down!

somehow

and if anybody knows me

well i guess it’s you

and i’m ready

to be hanging on

to expect the worst

to be proven wrong

to be wanted

do you get sentimental?

just thinking about how much we’ve changed in the last year?

I put up a fight, swallowed my pride

and LIKE THAT

I was gone I was out of here

come on now get me out of here

walls down, i’m out

like i’m fighting off the lonely

when it’s just us two

(my) walls down!

somehow

and if anybody knows me

well i guess it’s you

and i’m ready

to be hanging on

to expect the worst

to be proven wrong

to be wanted

…..

I never knew how it felt

to be wanted