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so i’m sitting here with headphones on, going through the dresden dolls entire recorded catalog (which to be fair, is only four records), getting ready for rehearsals with brian. some of these songs i haven’t listened to - literally - for probably ten or fifteen years.

which is a real phenomenon because in a strange kind of way, i can ALMOST imagine what it was like to hear these songs for the first time as a stranger. the lyrics almost feel like they were written by someone else, and i’m trying to figure out what is going on.


i just put on “dear jenny” from the album “no, virginia”


https://dresdendolls.bandcamp.com/track/dear-jenny


and all i have to say at the moment is this:


good LORD jesus christ are these songs completely weird. just …. bananapants bizarro land. what the hell.

and also:

i can’t believe i got to record these songs that were so weird!!! somehow this was allowed to happen!!!

and most significantly:

i’m sort of jealous of the girl who wrote these songs.

i wish i could still write like her.


maybe i can.

we will see.

i have all of you, after all.

this is going to be so fucking fun.

i get to be in the dresden dolls again.

xxx

A

photo: kyle cassidy



PS edit; here’s the lyrics. why not. (and since i’ve been thinking about them because they’re on TOUR in america …. this girl was clearly listening to a lot of legendary pink dots, i see the influence all over the place now with a little time and perspective)


DEAR JENNY


Boys wear overcoats in heat like this to keep themselves from showing

Girls fill out prescriptions for the tricks that keep their hearts from growing

Specialists review the year in tears and call for drastic measures

Send them to resorts for boys and girl to get their shit together

Sad but true the facts of life are bound to get you down

So what's the use dear Jenny anyway the world is pretty...

Ashley talks to astronauts back home by way of fax transmission

Andy gets a new tattoo each time he gets back bathroom privilege

Weary o so drearily we wave our flags into the camera

Amber goes berserk completely she's been here since last December

Sad but true the truth can turn your smile to a frown

So what's the use dear jenny anyway the world is pretty

world is pretty

Upside-down...

The rates are better in the summer

Looks like dear jenny's doing better...

Back at home the broadcast warning bounces off of an empty table

Jenny asks the astronauts to sleep with her behind the stable

Christmas hasn't been the same since dad put in the central heating

Checks you before bedtime with a battery to keep your new heart beating

And the world might turn a million times around before

They tell you jenny anyway the world is happy world is pretty happy

Sometimes they let strangers in and other times they check the records

When they check out in the morning dad puts out the lie detectors

Jenny prays to gods she's never heard of for a special warning

All the walls stay dead as Jenny's heart is

But she's still

observing

Sad but true the two of us might really make it through

So what's the use?

dear jenny

anyway

The world is happy

World is happy

World is happy without you...

The rates are better in the summer....

Looks like old Jenny's doing better...

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Jed Spradling

It's a little creepy the amount of time that has passed since I first heard these songs, but I have to thank you for connecting me with a family of weirdos that I didn't know was there

Anna McCotter

A damn fine poet you are; a sorcerer of words.

Angel Rosen

The absurdity of some of the DD songs is the best damn thing, Amanda. For the last fifteen years, I've loved the joy of trying to explain certain DD songs to nonfans. I can remember listening to Dear Jenny every single day during the summer(s) I wasn't eating and spent all my time walking outside so I didn't eat. When I hear that song I can feel the hot sun and hungry pain in the phantom sense. Sometimes I catch a new reference or understand one of them in a new way and I'm just endlessly impressed with you. You can still write like that, if you want to. Just gotta find the right blender setting.

Leela

Speaking for myself - because I try not to project on other people - I look back at little me and sometimes I envy her absolute certainty and self-assurance. I don't speak, write or sound like her anymore ... and there's a grief to that. To surrendering the Maiden. While I'm not physically a mother, I'm certainly in my "Mother" phase of life - and it's just. Different. I am still, by most people's standards, ridiculously intense, but I feel more balanced internally. In some ways, I think that means a lot of the content I create doesn't have the same emotionally raw force - BUT: it's far more nuanced and I think, more powerful for that. As I'm hitting peri-menopause and having to start to think about embracing the Crone, I can feel things shifting again. Life is just a never-ending series of loops where just as you process your grief at the past and begin to accept the present, something else changes and there you are again. When I was younger, I was driven to burn everything down around me every few years, because destruction felt like progress. Now, I find myself craving stability as a basis for growth and adapting to that person and that identity is an adjustment. Anyway, I'm writing this in order to use introspection as an excuse for procrastination because I have to write up 3 interviews for the event I'm presenting on Tuesday. Get back to work, Leela.

Paige Tomson

OK, so I've been following you (non active lurker, really) since I discovered the Dolls in a Burlington, VT record store at one of those endcap album listening stations. It must have been 2002. Saw you many times when you came through Denver, even following you from a show where you opened, to across town where you WERE the mother fucking show. You guys killed it. Always. I LOVED the weirdness, and the musicality, and the physicality. There's nothing else like you guys. Surprisingly, this post elicited a tear, just out the corner of my right eye. Thanks!

Kristin Ryan

Dear Jenny is one of my favorites. Love you.

Anna McCotter

I’ve always had a curiosity about Dear Jenny ; like where did it come from, where were you when it came to you, And how long did it take for you to complete it….🤍

amandapalmer

GET BACK TO WORK LEELA!!! but seriously. this is some sorcery-level merger. i am definitely no longer the girl who needs to hide behind poetry. it feels like i have to merge the skills of hiding little amanda and the skills of no-bullshit old amanda and smash them together to make leonard cohen-level amanda.

amandapalmer

i can honestly say i remember nothing, literally nothing, about where i was and what i was doing when i wrote this song. nothing. it’s gone.

Dorothy Lemoult

You just made me really nostalgic for the San Francisco New Year’s Eve show you guys played where all the red and black balloons rained on us at Midnight!

Dorothy Lemoult

But I’m in Seattle now! Or do i need to get tickets to San Francisco for New Year’s Eve because I totally will.

Ashleigh M. Ferreira-Bartlett

hey guess what silly? you ARE the dresden dolls. you have forever lived symbiotically- quiet or loud, prominent or subdued, etc x a million but let's keep focus- with these wild and rebellious almost teenage roots coursing through the web of your existence. the memories stay alive- they LIVE in that web, the web that you are just ever so safely detached to, but forever intertwined. you're going to find new and old perspective in all of it. if you have the bandwidth, share THAT with us. or share nothing, and save your mothafucking bytes. love YOUUUUUU

Carmen J

Thirty something me, enjoyed DD songs for the feelings they elicited at the time I heard them. Fifty something me is completely in awe of the time capsule those songs create. I'm still here listening though. x

Leela

Like, the definition of Magic - the ability to alchemically take parts of Past You and meld them with the things you want to be in order to create the Gold that is Present and Future You. Now if I could just make that Future Leela be maybe 50% less insane and intent on the Unrelenting Standards of doing All The Things, that would be nice. But also, I've seen my travel and events schedule for next year and I know that's not realistic. I always say - you'll hear the sound of angry-typing coming from my coffin at my funeral.

Jordan

The best part is, you CAN write like her again, but also bring the experience and wisdom from the past ten to fifteen years that girl didn’t have yet. There are so many exciting songs you’re going to write, and we’ll all be here to enjoy the ride with you.

Anna McCotter

A chill just came over me as I was thinking about the fact that I’m talking to the person behind those vocals. God I was so damn young and blown away when I first came across the Dresden Dolls. You knocked me on my ass, and a part of me could never get back up. And a part of me could get up because of the Dresden Dolls. … I know how lucky and fortunate I am to be on a first name basis, even know it’s still a surreal reality. 🤍 gnight Amanda

Tamara

How many kids did I know that I made listen to Backstabber😂

Gretchen

You are bananapanta amazing! How wonderful to look back at your own self and see that awesomeness. Glad to be a fan and see the evolution of your writing. Sad the shows are sold out but it does speak to the love your fans have. I hope you play Mandy Goes to Med School. It’s such a good one ❤️

Janet in Georgia

Bananapants. Yes. The DD are bananapants and that’s why we love you.

Amanda Eckert

I’d like to nominate Bananapants as the next Dresden Dolls album title 🙏🏼 (the b-side can be Underpants)

Doug Ryan

I’m so excited for you and this next chapter of your art and music. Also excited for myself and all the others here. New Dresden Dolls music is something that is definitly needed. Can’t wait.

Anthea Peck

We’ve got tickets to Les Claypool’s Bastard Jazz in Napa on the 30th! Would definitely go to SF on the 31st of you guys we’re doing it! 😊

Aimsel Ponti

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Jen

Love the girl who wrote these and I love your words now. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️

AmarA * jk

Speaks to the bananapants in us all. I always like when you sing 'rhododendron'. Something about how you shape the sounds makes it so ... evocative. We can't wait to see you guys perform again! Coming from a few hours away in the upstate on opening night!

Diana Chan

"i’m sort of jealous of the girl who wrote these songs. i wish i could still write like her." Oh yikes, do I emphatize with that feeling! Like, you cringe at the stuff you did in the past, and yet you envy the vibe you had back then that you don't feel like you have now. *w*;

Jacqueline Vasquez

Just last week I ran into my autographed copy of The grand theft orchestra art book that a friend of mine had for like, almost 10 years, and it made me miss the Dresden dolls album. I decided to give all the albums a listen again and wow did it bring back memories and feelings! I still know every word to Girl Anachronism. 😂 Later in the week, I was at a rehearsal ( I play surda and tamborim with a brazilian samba band here in Miami), we were playing my favorite emsemble that we just call 6/8 because it runs on 6/8. For anyone who doesn’t know, some rhythms have a pull to them that almost feels hypnotic, 6/8 is one of them. Anywho, as I was zoning in and just having a full blown eargasm, I realized the song “Runs in the family” goes perfectly with the ensemble. I legit sang the whole song to myself while playing and ohhh the feeling was magical! I almost feel like I should ask the director if he’ll let me sing it. 😆The whole night I was just all giggly imagining a samba remake of all the dresden dolls songs. The fast ones at least. Thanks for letting me rant! I love you Amanda! Xoxo (Jacky from Miami 😉).

Justin Mitchell

I am incredibly excited for you (and all the insanely excited folks that got tickets) to be the Dresden Dolls again. I'm sad that I can't be there, of course, as you just had to schedule the shows while I'm in Scotland & England ;P but, regardless, I've said it before and I'll say it again - I am where I am (chasing dreams in NYC) due in no small part to the Dresden Dolls, Brian, and you dear Amanda. The Dresden Dolls got me to the show in DC 10/31/17, Brian said the words that lit a fire under my ass, and your book helped me learn so much about how to better help myself (and others). I owe you two a rather large debt, as I see it :) <3

Alex Pugh

My five year old is obsessed with Dear Jenny after I've had that record on repeat all week, since it's the first I've listened to it. It's SO GOOD. And she and her big sister both love Coin Operated Boy now. I can't fucking WAIT to hear more

Laura Wellner

The World is happy because songs that are bananapants are awesome!

EmVT

maybe the girl who wrote those awesome songs, wishes she could write like you and it turns out she can :) holy shit the next few years are going to be a fucking awesome ride 🎡 long live the punk cabaret! Bananapants bizarro land here we come!

Jerry Peckery

I can't wait to hear A & B LIVE again - and... I miss those graffiti eyebrows too, but the music lives on.

Riley

I love Dear Jenny so much. I am not much of a singer, but have played piano for a long time. Dear Jenny is the first song that I learned to belt out while playing, and I’ve got such big love for it’s pace and nonsensical lyrics. I love that you get to experience a taste of listening to the DD for the first time.

Michele Donovan

LPD are amazing! I'm so joyful you also got to record and share these songs with the world. I'm sure listening to them this way is a treat! ♡

Len Tower Jr.

above is an idea for a book ... love, len

Joanna Lindblad

sometimes shit just comes out and is meaningful and sounds good... so fucking go with it ;)

Liz

What @Leela said. I didn't write songs back then but I've looked at letters I wrote in my 20s and there's such confidence and LOOSENESS. It can be hard to recapture that but now and then I do, the sense of being open to the universe speaking and transcribing the vibes that come through. I'm firmly in Crone territory and I have a different type of confidence now. Our connection to the universe/muse/unconscious is a durable one that we can trust.

Brooke Emrich

Immediately inspired to listen to all the Dresden Dolls albums I have. Yay!!!

Sarah

Sooooo many Iconic songs. I need to relisten. The DD album and Yes Virginia simply are the soundrtack to my early 20's. I was a different person and a different artist then but also need to recreate with that artist! xxx

Lesil Buschman

I'll admit I didn't read this post. I think you should revisit Girl Anachronism when your child is a teenager. Wait, times him/her/them by 7 then call me with that new music. Dresden Dolls is my go-to music when I'm angry and want to drown out everything, including the offspring still living at home ( 16-28).

angela b

I weirdly became a fan when you wrote your book so other than Coin-operated boy, I know none of these songs 😂 Let me go pop my ear/brain 🍒 and I'll let ya know how it goes. ❤️

Ofel Epicorus

This really resonated with me. "i’m sort of jealous of the girl who wrote these songs. i wish i could still write like her." I find myself looking at old photos of myself or sharing things from my past and a part of me wonders where did this person go and wishes I could still be that person somehow. But everything is so different now. My life is so different. I am so different. Thank you for who you were, who you are and who you will be, Amanda.