Rogue - Jericho's Boys #2 - ch. 12 (Patreon)

Unbeta'd/Unedited. This is just 6000 plus words of smut. ShilohShiloh didn’t remember eating his pizza, could barely remember a word of their conversation throughout the evening. Levi’s friends were all really nice to him and nobody treated him like the traitor he was. But no matter how they treated him, deep down Shiloh felt like a fraud, like everyone hated him, just tolerating him for Levi’s sake.They watched a movie now. Arsen and Ever lay snuggled on the couch, Arsen playing big spoon, Ever’s sleepy eyes focused on the screen. Nico, Lake, Seven and Cree were on the floor in a complicated mess of entangled limbs, like sleeping puppies. They were laughing and joking with each other but it was hard to hear what they were saying over the surround sound speakers.Jericho and Atticus had retreated to their bedroom to strategize. Levi had whispered, ‘that’s their code sex’ as soon as they’d left the room. How Jericho and Atticus could have sex with all of them scattered around the living room was beyond Shiloh. But what did he know about it really? He would kill to be somewhere alone with Levi, letting him take his mind off all his worries. But he didn’t say that. He’d already caused enough trouble. He wasn’t going to drag Levi away from his friends too.Instead, they sat in the large recliner, Shiloh nestled between Levi’s spread legs, back against his chest, his head resting on Levi’s shoulder. The others had teased Atticus mercilessly about allowing Jericho to get a recliner, something he’d apparently said for years was far too ugly to ever grace his home. Atticus seemed to take the teasing in stride.Shiloh liked the large overstuffed chair. It allowed him to lie in Levi’s arms without having to see the concern on his face. With the others engrossed in the movie—an insanely loud action flick Shiloh had never heard of—he was free to just lie there and overthink every decision he’d ever made.Ever.Or he would, if Levi’s hands weren’t suddenly so…handsy.Maybe Shiloh should have known Levi had ulterior motives when he grabbed the blanket and covered the two of them, but he’d been too lost in his own thoughts. Now, he was no longer able to ignore it…to ignore Levi and his very busy hands.It started innocently enough, Levi just rubbing soothing circles over Shiloh’s belly, over his t-shirt. But once everyone was engrossed in the film, Levi began to explore, his palms roving up under Shiloh’s t-shirt, stroking his naked skin. He laid there, hyper aware of Levi’s palms on his belly, thumbs brushing lazily. It was distracting, but…tolerable.He tried to ignore it, the fingertips ghosting along his sides, up and  down, up and down, their reach expanding with every pass until they dipped below his waistband with each downward motion and then up to his chest. Goosebumps erupted along Shiloh’s skin, and he sighed into the touch, melting against Levi, enjoying the attention.But then those clever fingers slid inward, palms squeezing his chest, fingers teasing over his nipples. Shiloh’s breath hitched, swallowing a broken moan as his cock filled out behind his zipper.Lips brushed the sensitive spot just behind his ear, then gently bit his earlobe. “Your skin is so soft.”Levi’s voice was low, the words breathed into his ear so softly he had to strain to hear them over the action on the screen. He turned his head where it lay against Levi’s shoulder just as he began to play with him, teasing the hardened peaks with intent, causing Shiloh to whimper right into his ear.Levi groaned low, shifting behind him so Shiloh could feel his hard length pressing against his ass. He fought the urge to grind back against it. What was wrong with him? He might as well be a blushing virgin as turned on as he was.All because of a little teasing.“What are you doing?” Shiloh whispered. “Your friends are right there.”“They’re not paying any attention to us,” Levi whispered back.“What if they see?”Levi brought his knees up slightly, tenting the blanket just enough to hide any movement below, but not so high it hid the large screen. “See what?” he asked. “We’re just watching a movie.” Levi’s hand palmed over Shiloh’s crotch, squeezing him through his jeans. “Somebody’s excited.”Shiloh buried his face against Levi’s neck, embarrassed. “Shut up, you are, too.”Levi laughed low, the sound shivering through Shiloh’s core, making his cock twitch in the confines of his now too-tight jeans.Levi didn’t shut up. If anything, he doubled down, his thumbs circling his nipples again. “I like playing with you like this. The way you respond to my touch makes me crazy.” He dropped his hands to Shiloh’s hips, holding him still so he could rub his cock against his ass. “Do you feel how hard you make me?”Shiloh made another helpless sound right up against Levi’s ear.Levi blew out a heavy breath. “Mm, that. Your little noises drive me crazy. I wish I could fuck you right here under this blanket. But I don’t think you’d be able to keep quiet, huh?”Shiloh shook his head, not sure he trusted himself to speak. Did Levi have an exhibition kink? Did Shiloh? Somehow the idea of letting Levi tug down his jeans and fuck him right there in front of their friends only made him leak into his underwear. How would his friends react if they were caught? They seemed pretty hard to shock. They also appeared unbothered by Jericho and Atticus fucking in the other room. But that was hardly the same thing.Levi was right, though. Nobody paid them any attention at all. Arsen and Ever were in their own bubble, the blue-haired boy’s hand visibly moving beneath their own blanket. Ever’s eyes were closed, like he was sleeping, but Shiloh couldn’t be sure. He doubted Arsen would be bold enough to do anything in a room full of people, but Shiloh probably would have said the same about Levi half an hour ago.“Stop thinking so much,” Levi said, giving him another kiss, this time on his cheek. “We can just watch the movie, dimples. I’m not trying to stress you out. I just want to make you feel good.”Levi’s hands disappeared, but Shiloh snagged them, placing them back on his stomach. “It does feel good.”Levi moaned low in his ear. “Yeah? You gonna let me play with you?”Shiloh nodded, trembling a little.Levi’s hands were moving again, tracing patterns on Shiloh’s bare skin. Soft, barely there caresses that sent little sparks of heat through him. When he teased over Shiloh’s ribs, the muscles beneath jumped, making his belly dip.Levi still nuzzled his nose and mouth against Shiloh’s ear. “Your skin’s so soft. Just touching you like this has me so fucking hard. Can you feel what you’re doing to me? I want to drag you into the bathroom, bend you over the sink and fuck you til you’re screaming.”Shiloh gasped, his underwear growing uncomfortably damp as his cock drooled more precum. “Levi…”His fingers were back on Shiloh’s nipples. “You like that idea? Like the thought of my cock buried inside you?”Shiloh nodded, unable to form words. But he didn’t need to. Levi was perfectly happy to do it all. Shiloh dug his fingers into Levi’s jean-clad thighs, forcing himself to keep still—to keep quiet—as Levi tortured him. He scraped his nails over the taut peaks, then rubbed the sting away, only to roll them between his fingers until Shiloh thought he might actually come untouched in his pants.“You’re so sensitive,” Levi said when Shiloh whimpered, then bit his lip to hold in any other sounds bubbling up in his throat. “I can’t wait to get you home so you can be as loud as you want while I fuck you.”Shiloh nodded, then squirmed. “I can’t…” he managed, hoping Levi understood.Levi kissed his cheek once more. “I got you. But you have to be good for me, okay? Can you do that?”Shiloh quickly nodded, looking around once more, making sure nobody looked in their direction. Levi didn’t seem to care either way. He slid his hands down, opening Shiloh’s jeans. He wasn’t sure he was still breathing. Levi dipped his hand into Shiloh’s underwear, wrapping a palm around his aching cock.Shiloh bit down on the inside of his cheek until he tasted blood. Levi’s hand felt so good, but it wasn’t enough. Shiloh shifted beneath the blanket, trying to fuck up into Levi’s fist, choking on his frustration when Levi wouldn’t allow it.“Be good and hold still and I’ll take care of you,” Levi murmured.Shiloh had never felt like this before, like he was one raw nerve. Each minute movement of Levi’s hand pushed him closer to the edge. He bit his lip as Levi swiped his thumb over the head, using his own wetness to ease the slide of his palm. Shiloh’s hips were restless, pleasure pooling in his belly.Levi clearly enjoyed tormenting Shiloh, his hand stroking down to the base of Shiloh’s aching erection, then slowly back up again, tightening and twisting at the head, before digging his nail into his slit. His palms spasmed against Levi’s thighs on every upstroke, trying so hard to be good, but so desperate to come he thought he might actually die from the pressure building inside him.“You’re doing so good,” Levi breathed against his ear. “So fucking good. So wet. So hard for me. Just aching to come, huh, dimples?”Shiloh gave a barely there jerk of his head. “Please.”Levi gave him a hard squeeze, then said, “Okay, baby. No more teasing. Pinch my thigh when you’re close.”That was the only warning he had before Levi began to stroke him with purpose, not fast enough to draw attention, but enough to send Shiloh hurtling towards a very public orgasm. Levi’s free arm came around his waist, holding him against him. “Wish I could see you right now. If we were alone, I’d make you fuck my fist while I fucked your tight little hole. I know you’ll look so pretty taking it.  Fuck, I bet your cock looks so pretty right now, all flushed and leaking for me.”It was too much. It was all too much. Goosebumps erupted along his skin. Even with Levi’s other arm keeping him in place, he couldn’t stop squirming, couldn’t stop chasing his own release, so close he could taste it. He pinched Levi’s thigh hard enough to hear him hiss in pain.He didn’t stop stroking Shiloh, but reached for the tissue box Jericho had given Shiloh earlier, grabbing a few, before dipping his hand back below the blanket.“Come on, baby,” Levi whispered. “Come for me.”That was all it took. The near euphoric sensation of his release drowned out everything around him, everything but Levi stroking him through his orgasm. Tissues brushed against him, catching the evidence of their encounter, before disappearing.Levi continued to stroke him until Shiloh batted his hand away. After a moment, Levi tucked him away again, fastening his jeans.Shiloh just laid there, trying to come down from the high. When he finally came back to himself, he realized Levi was still painfully hard behind him. “What about you?”Levi kissed his temple. “I’m good. I’ll take care of it when we get to the apartment.”Shiloh’s heart squeezed. Even now, after jerking him off, Levi wasn’t putting any pressure on Shiloh to return the favor. Despite all the filth he’d whispered to him, despite how hard he was, he was still giving Shiloh an out if he wanted one.But he didn’t want one. At all.“Can-can I take care of it for you?” he asked shyly. “When we get back to your place?”Levi nuzzled his nose against Shiloh’s cheek. “Do you want to?”Shiloh nodded. “I want to. I want to do all of it,” Shiloh admitted, blushing. ”All the stuff you said a few minutes ago.”Levi groaned, shifting behind him. “Yeah? You gonna let me fuck you, dimples?”“Please,” he whispered.“The things I want to do to you…” Levi said.“Like what?”“Things that would probably scare you,” Levi admitted.Shiloh didn’t feel scared. “Nothing scares me when I’m with you.”“You’re killing me,” Levi said around another pained groan.Shiloh meant it. Levi wouldn’t hurt him, not like Micah, not like the others he’d been with. Levi wouldn’t do anything to Shiloh that he didn’t want, but Shiloh also wouldn’t refuse him anything. He didn’t know what he liked, or what he didn’t. He’d never really had a chance to explore any of that. He wanted to explore it with Levi. All of it. Anything.“Can we go home now?”Levi’s laugh made Shiloh flush. “Sure. Let’s go home.”###The moment they stepped into Levi’s bedroom, he found his back against the closed bedroom door, Levi’s tongue in his mouth and his thigh pressed between Shiloh’s. Levi’s hands gripped his ass, tugging him down against his thigh, letting him grind on him. The shock of bliss had him moaning, rutting against his leg, already hard again.Levi explored mapped every inch of Shiloh’s mouth, running his tongue along the roof of his mouth, the backs of his teeth, fucking his tongue against his deliciously.They broke apart so they could drag each other’s shirts off. Shiloh was suddenly grateful they’d kicked their shoes off by the front door. One less barrier between them.Shiloh pushed Levi onto the bed, then crawled over him, hands planted on either side of his head as he stared down at him.He lifted a hand to play with one of Shiloh’s curls. “What do you want?” he asked softly.The raw desire in Levi’s eyes emboldened him. “I want you in my mouth. Then I want you to fuck me.”Levi’s eyes went wide, a grin tugging at the corner of his lips. “Yeah?”“Is-Is that okay?” Shiloh asked, his confidence wavering almost immediately.Levi snorted. “Is it okay for you to blow me and then let me fuck you? Yeah, dimples. I think I can get on board with those plans.”Shiloh’s insides felt gooey, like warm honey. Levi wanted him. He wanted him so much. It made him feel braver. Until he found himself sitting between Levi’s muscular thighs, hands on the button of his jeans.“You okay?” Levi finally asked.Shiloh nodded, getting his jeans open and hooking his fingers in the waistband to tug them down. Levi lifted his ass, letting Shiloh drag his pants and underwear down to mid-thigh. He trapped his tongue between his teeth as he stared down at Levi’s perfect cock. He was big, thick, flushed and leaking. Shiloh’s mouth watered. What would it feel like in his mouth? In his throat? Could he take it?“You don’t have to commit it to memory, baby. It’s yours to play with whenever you want,” Levi teased.Shiloh’s heart tripped in his chest. That shouldn’t have felt romantic, but it did. “It’s not that…”Levi frowned, little lines forming between his brows. “What’s wrong?”“I’ve never actually…I’ve never given a blowjob before. You’re kind of big.”Shiloh rolled his eyes as Levi’s expression grew smug. “Yeah?” He reached down and gave himself a few tugs. “You don’t have to blow me. We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to.”Shiloh mad a sad sound. “I know, but I do want to. I just might…need your help.”Levi reached up and cupped Shiloh’s face. “I’m at your service. Whatever you need.”Shiloh thought for a moment, then moved off him, Levi’s gaze following as Shiloh slid to the floor. “Can we do it like this? With you sitting on the edge?”Levi swung his legs over the side so fast Shiloh almost laughed. “Like this?”Shiloh nodded. “And, uh, could you take these—” He tugged half-heartedly at his jeans— “all the way off?”Levi stood, heated gaze locked on Shiloh like he wanted to eat him alive. Shiloh helped him drag the rest of his clothes off, leaving him totally naked before him. Fuck, was anyone more beautiful?When Levi was sitting in front of him once more, smooth legs bracketing his body, Shiloh rubbed his hands over Levi’s thighs, fingers flexing into the muscle there.“Can you-” Shiloh took a deep breath. “Can you tell me what to do?”Levi bit back a groan, eyes almost black as he studied him. “You want me to tell you how to blow me?”“Sorry,” Shiloh said, shrinking in on himself. “That was stupid—”“Stop. It’s not stupid. It’s fucking hot. I just want to be clear. I don’t want you to feel you have to do something just because we start. I’ll tell you what to do, if you promise me you’ll tap out if you’re uncomfortable.”Shiloh swallowed the sudden lump in his throat, chest tight. Why was he such a good person? “I promise.”“Okay,” Levi said, giving a definitive nod. “Give me your hand.”Shiloh did as he asked, watching as Levi wrapped it around the base of his cock. Shiloh squeezed, earning a moan and another heated look from Levi.“Don’t take too much at first. Just put your lips on the tip.”A shock of arousal shot through him like lightning, his dick throbbing, trapped painfully behind his zipper once more. Shiloh tipped forward, lips hovering over the shiny head of Levi’s cock for only a moment before he opened he leaned down, closing his lips around it. The slightly bitter taste of precum coated his tongue, and when he pressed his tongue into the slit Levi gave another throaty sound, his hands fisting the sheets.“That’s good. That’s really good,” Levi said, breathless. “You can use your tongue again if, uh, if you want.”Shiloh pulled off, kitten licking over the head, then letting his tongue tease the notch just below, his own cock aching when Levi made another throaty sound. Shiloh closed his lips around Levi again, this time sucking gently.“Fuck,” Levi muttered, his hips twitching like he was fighting the urge to thrust up into Shiloh’s mouth.Shiloh sat back on his heels, taking his hand away, spitting delicately into his palm before wrapping it around Levi’s shaft, giving a couple of experimental strokes that had Levi tipping his head back, eyes squeezed shut.“You’re killing me, dimples. And we’ve barely started.”Shiloh preened on the inside, moving to hover over his dick, then taking him in his mouth, sliding lower this time, mouth stretching to accommodate how thick he was. Once more, Levi hissed, this time his hand coming to rest on the back of Shiloh’s head, fingers twitching, but nothing more.He didn’t force him to take more.Part of Shiloh wished he would. He wanted to know what it felt like to choke on Levi’s cock, to feel him fuck into his throat. He bobbed his head, not even taking in half before he felt his gag reflex trigger. But he didn’t give up, just eased back a little, sucking as he dragged his lips back up, the sound embarrassingly obscene.He sat back, stroking him once more, gazing up at him with wide eyes. “Can you…” His skin burned with embarrassment. “Can you like, push my head down?”“I-” Levi stared at him, mouth opening and closing a few times before he managed to say, “Are you sure?”Shiloh nodded. “Not like, all the way or anything, but I want to figure out how to deep throat you.”“Jesus Christ,” Levi said, his own cheeks flushing. “You’re trying to kill me for real.”Before Shiloh could comment further, Levi’s fingers threaded into his curls, gripping him only tight enough to control his movements. He looked at Shiloh in askance. He nodded, rubbing his lips against the head of Levi’s cock.“Just relax your throat and breathe through your nose. If it’s too much, just pinch my leg, okay?” Shiloh nodded. “Good boy.”His whole body lit up at the praise, then Levi was pressing him down. He gripped Levi’s thighs, forcing himself to relax as he felt the heavy length slide along his tongue. Just when he felt it pressing against the back of his throat, Levi dragged him back up. It went like that for a while, Levi working Shiloh’s mouth over him, inching a little deeper into his throat each time until Shiloh’s jaws and knees ached.“Fuck, you’re doing so good. Your mouth feels amazing. So fucking good.”On the next pass, Shiloh slipped lower, breathing through his nose, feeling triumphant when his lips met his fist, the head of Levi’s cock nudging into his throat, cutting off his air supply.Shiloh felt his throat convulse around the intrusion, tears rolling down his cheeks and saliva pooling in his mouth. He put his hand over Levi’s and pressed on it, hoping he understood what he wanted.“Fuck, okay,” Levi whispered, holding Shiloh on his cock as he leaned back on his hand, then gave a few aborted thrusts. Just when Shiloh thought he might have to tap out, Levi eased him off, tipping his head up to look at him. “Oh, fuck, baby. You look wrecked.” He thumbed at the drool on Shiloh’s chin. “I think that’s enough of a lesson for one night. If I’m not inside you soon, I might actually die. Come here.”He pulled Shiloh up to straddle his lap, capturing his mouth once more. Levi kissed him like he couldn’t breathe without him, fucking his tongue into his mouth. His hands were everywhere, squeezing Shiloh’s ass, roving under his shirt, tangling in his hair.“Can I take your clothes off?” he asked against Shiloh’s lips.“Yes,” Shiloh whispered.He stood on wobbly legs as Levi stripped him of the last of his clothing, then dragged him back into his lap, both of them groaning as their cocks rubbed against each other, Levi’s still slick with Shiloh’s spit. “Fuck. I can’t wait to be inside you. It’s okay, right? I can fuck you?”“Please,” Shiloh whined. “I need it.”Levi stood with Shiloh still clinging to him, then turned, dropping him onto the bed and following him down. He started to settle over Shiloh then seemed to remember something, leaning over the side of the bed and plunging his hand beneath, making a triumphant sound when he returned with a half-used bottle of lube.Shiloh soured, wondering who he’d used the other half with, but Levi laughed when he saw the expression, following his line of sight. “Don’t be jealous, dimples. I just jerk off a lot. I haven’t been with anyone in a while.”Shiloh’s cheeks grew hot, but he didn’t deny his jealousy, Levi’s explanation easing the ache behind his ribs. Levi dropped the bottle beside them, smacking an almost chaste kiss on Shiloh’s lips before moving lower.Shiloh let his lids close as Levi explored, tonguing over one nipple, then the other. Shiloh’s cock twitched, leaking enough for him to feel it rolling down his shaft. He couldn’t help it. Levi felt so good. He kissed his belly, his hip bones, even pressed a kiss to the tip of his cock, before settling on his stomach between Shiloh’s legs.“Bend your knees for me, baby,” Levi said, voice raw silk. Shiloh bit back a whimper, doing as he was told. “Good boy. Spread your legs.”Shiloh threw an arm over his face, even as he complied. He gasped as Levi’s thumbs settled on his ass, then spread him open. When nothing more happened, he peeked from beneath his arm, giving a mortified cry when he realized Levi was just…looking at him. “Don’t-Don’t just…stare at it.”Levi chuckled, then a gentle kiss landed on his ass cheek. “I plan on doing way more than that, baby. But don’t worry. You’re so pretty, even down here.”Shiloh’s cock jerked at the weird compliment. “Oh, God.”Levi laughed as Shiloh buried his face in the crook of his arm. “Better get used to it. Tomorrow I’m going to taste every fucking inch of you. I’m going to suck you off until you come down my throat, gonna eat you out until you're crying. But tonight, I just need to be inside you. Is that okay?”Shiloh moved his arm once more to give Levi an exasperated look. He was a frayed wire, sparking with pleasure every time Levi touched him. He just knew he was going to make him burn. “Just do something before I die,” he wailed.Levi’s fingers disappeared, but he said, “Okay, baby. I got you.”Shiloh waited, body tensed, not sure what would happen next but not willing to look to satisfy his curiosity. He hissed at the first touch of cold lube on his overheated skin. Levi’s thumb circled his rim, applying steady pressure, but not attempting to breach him. It felt…nice, really nice. But when nothing more happened,Shiloh made a frustrated sound, moving his hips, hoping Levi would take the hint.When he still didn’t enter him, Shiloh made a beleaguered little sound. “Levi…”Levi kissed his thigh like an apology, then pressed one finger inside just to the second knuckle.Shiloh sucked in a sharp breath.“Okay?” Levi asked, voice laced with concern.Shiloh nodded. “Yeah, it doesn’t hurt. I was just…surprised.”Another soft kiss landed on his thigh. “Sorry.”Before Shiloh could say it was fine, Levi started to move, thrusting slowly. Shiloh gave a soft sigh, his body relaxing when there was no pain. But after only a minute or so, it wasn’t enough. “I’m good. I-I can take another.”Levi’s finger disappeared. Shiloh listened to him pop the cap on the lube, then two fingers pressed back in. He whimpered at the slight burn, but it quickly dissolved leaving only a strange feeling behind.Levi worked him open slowly, scissoring his fingers as he kissed whatever skin his lips happened upon. Before he knew it, his hips were rolling up to meet them, moaning when Levi picked up the pace, fucking them into him harder, faster.The sensation of his fingers didn’t feel good exactly, but knowing it was Levi inside him, that Levi would soon be using him for his own pleasure, to feel good, had him feeling desperate. “More…”Levi’s fingers slowed. “You sure?”Shiloh flung his arm away, lifting his head to glare at Levi.. “If you don’t fuck me soon, I’m literally going to die, and you’ll have to live with the guilt,” Shiloh panted, not even caring that he was being dramatic.Levi grinned. “Soon, baby.”Shiloh flopped his head back on the pillow then gave an undignified yelp as three fingers forced their way inside. His whole body seized up, which only made him clench onto Levi’s fingers, the pain stealing his breath.Tears pricked at his eyes, his fingers fisting in the sheets. Levi held still, kissing his belly, nuzzling at the base of his cock. “Just relax. Breathe. Do you want to stop?”Shiloh shook his head frantically. “No, just-I just need a second.”“You can have as long as you need,” Levi said. “We have all night.”He rubbed his free hand over Shiloh’s leg. His body relaxed in increments. When Levi finally started to move, there was no burn, just a vague ache. An ache that quickly disappeared, leaving Shiloh only with a feeling of fullness. But then Levi curled his fingers inside him.Lightning shot through his blood. “Oh, my God.”“Yeah?” Levi asked, tone smug.“Do it again?” Shiloh begged, not even caring how pathetic he sounded.Levi complied, dragging a near pornographic moan from Shiloh. “That’s…”Shiloh didn’t have words to express the shock of pleasure that hit him, temporarily whiting out his vision and robbing him of speech.Levi didn’t need words apparently. He fucked his fingers into him a little quicker, making sure the pads of his fingers dragged over that spot with each pass until he didn’t even need to move. Shiloh was rolling his hips, mindlessly fucking himself on Levi’s fingers.“I’m good,” Shiloh finally managed. “If you keep doing that, I’m going to come.”“So come,” Levi said, without stopping.Shiloh shook his head, even though he was certain Levi wasn’t looking at his face. “No, I want to come with you inside me.”“Fuck,” Levi muttered.Then Levi’s fingers disappeared, leaving Shiloh feeling impossibly empty. He moved his arm to watch Levi kneel between his open legs. He wiped his fingers on his comforter, then spilled lube into his hand, catching Shiloh’s gaze as he slicked it over his hard length.Shiloh’s stomach dipped. “Are you sure it’s going to fit?”Levi moved to hover over him, one arm braced by his head, the other pressing the head of his cock snug against Shiloh’s entrance. “It’ll fit. Just don’t panic, okay? If you need me to stop, just tell me.”Shiloh gave a jerky nod, mouth falling open in a silent scream as Levi pushed past that first tight ring of muscle. Shiloh’s hands flew to Levi’s shoulders, blunt nails digging in. He couldn’t stop the pained noise leaking past his lips, the searing burn giving way to a deep pain as his body didn’t know what to do, clenching down when it only made it worse.“Just breathe,” Levi whispered, voice strained as he continued to press into him slowly.Shiloh gave a jerky nod, trapping his lip between his teeth, trying to do what Levi said. It seemed like forever before he bottomed out, his hips flush against Shiloh’s ass. They were both sweating, both breathing heavily. Levi slid his arms beneath Shiloh’s shoulders, holding him tightly as he nuzzled against his throat, unmoving.Shiloh could feel his thighs shaking, his erection flagging. Even though it hurt, even though he felt like he was messing everything up, there was something so painfully intimate about this.Shiloh knew that was stupid. Sex was supposed to be intimate. But it never had been for him. But this was different. Levi was kissing his cheeks, his nose, the hinge of his jaw, telling him he was being good for him, even though he wasn’t doing anything at all. Shiloh traced the muscular planes of Levi’s back, kissed the tattoos along his neck, let Levi lick into his mouth, tongue lazily tangling with his.After what felt like forever, Levi shifted, pulling back barely an inch, before rocking forward. Shiloh sucked in a breath against Levi’s open lips.“Does it hurt?” Levi asked, still kissing him.“No,” Shiloh said. “Just feels a little weird.Shiloh felt like a virgin again, shivering when Levi started to move, rolling his hips slowly, like they had all the time in the world.We have all night.Levi’s words echoed in his head as he fucked him. There was no pain, just this lovely feeling of fullness. Levi kept their mouths connected, even though they were barely kissing. It made something swell in Shiloh’s chest. They were connected in every way two people possibly could be.Levi’s heavy breaths against his lips and tiny groans, told Shiloh he liked it, liked fucking him. Being connected, being intimate, making Levi feel good was enough for Shiloh. This was good; this was perfect.Levi dragged his mouth from Shiloh’s, then shifted onto his knees, dragging Shiloh’s lower body up onto his thighs, his legs falling wide. He would probably have been embarrassed, but the new angle changed everything.Like this, each thrust dragged Levi’s cock over that bundle of nerves, electrifying his blood and driving these embarrassing little cries from him. Levi gripped his hips hard, holding him still as he fucked him faster,  Shiloh’s hands gripping Levi’s forearms for dear life.“Oh, my God. Oh, my…God,” Shiloh heard himself saying again and again like some kind of mantra or prayer, but he couldn’t stop.It felt too good. Good wasn’t the word for it. Euphoric? Blissful? Ecstasy? He couldn’t even drag his eyelids open, he could only lay there and take it, his cock straining against his belly, his brain too hazy from pleasure to formulate the coordination needed to participate.Levi’s hand suddenly wrapped around Shiloh’s painfully hard cock, stroking him in time with his thrusts. He did look then, his mouth falling open at the sight of Levi working him in his fist, his hips pounding into Shiloh hard enough to drive him further up the bed. He was so fucking hot. His whole body glistened with sweat, his hair sticking in spikes to his forehead, muscles flexing with every movement. Shiloh followed his line of sight, brain exploding as he realized Levi was watching himself fuck into Shiloh again and again.Shiloh was so close, that pressure building deliciously in his belly. Suddenly, Levi’s gaze flicked to him, looking at Shiloh with so much heat and emotion Shiloh couldn’t stop himself from tumbling over the edge. Something between a wail and a scream spilled from his lips as he came, Levi’s hand working him until Shiloh whined.Levi caught Shiloh’s knees over his elbows, bringing his hips off the bed entirely as he hovered over him once more, his eyes glued to Shiloh’s face. He fucked into him hard and fast. He looked so good, bottom lip trapped between his teeth as he moved, chasing his own release. Each thrust bordered on painful, but Levi’s expression had Shiloh’s dick trying to rally.Levi was so pretty, so sexy, so fucking hot. “I can’t wait to feel you come inside me,” Shiloh heard himself say.Levi’s eyes rolled, groaning long and low, his hips stuttering, his movements growing sloppy. It only took two more thrusts and then he was burying his face in Shiloh’s neck with another low moan.Shiloh could swear he felt him throbbing as he came deep inside him. It was the single hottest experience of his life to date. Levi collapsed on top of him, trapping Shiloh’s release between them, both of them sweaty and breathing hard.Shiloh didn’t want him to move though. His weight was grounding, making him feel safe, keeping him from the panic lingering just outside his periphery, waiting for its chance to hijack his happiness.After a while, Levi said, “I’m sorry.”There it was. Panic welled inside him.“What? Why?” Shiloh asked, bewildered. “What did I do?”Levi came up to brace himself on his forearms, staring down at him. “Why would I apologize if you did something wrong, goofy? I’m sorry, because I was so eager to fuck you that I forgot to wear a condom.”Oh, right. That was a thing people did. “It’s okay. I forgot, too.”Levi pushed Shiloh’s sweaty curls from his forehead. “I’ve been tested. I’m negative.”“Mal made me get tested after the second time I, well, you know, back in high school. I’m negative, as well. I-” he snapped his mouth shut.Levi’s brows knitted together. “You…”“I liked it,” Shiloh said, voice barely a whisper. “I liked how it felt with nothing between us.”Levi grinned, dipping his head to connect their mouths. “I did, too.”They kissed for a few minutes, before Levi’s soft cock slipped from Shiloh’s body, making him grimace. Levi pushed back, kneeling between Shiloh’s splayed legs, spreading his cheeks, watching his come leak from Shiloh’s aching hole.“Stop,” he whined.“What? It’s hot,” Levi said.Shiloh grabbed a pillow, pulling it onto his face, inhaling deeply when he realized it smelled like Levi.When he’d apparently looked his fill, the mattress shifted. “Be right back,” he said.Shiloh didn’t move, even when Levi returned, running a warm washcloth over his belly and between his legs.The pillow suddenly disappeared from over his face. Levi grinned down at him. “Hi.”“Hi,” Shiloh said softly.Levi laid on his back beside him, then gathered Shiloh against him. Shiloh rested his head on Levi’s chest, the heavy thud of his heartbeat lulling him. He wondered if he was supposed to say something or do something.He didn’t really know what.Levi’s lips pressed against the top of his head. “Get some sleep, dimples. I have a feeling tomorrow is going to be a really long day.”Shiloh opened his mouth to tell Levi he didn’t think he could sleep, but instead yawned loudly, earning a laugh from above. Levi dragged the covers up over them both, his hand stroking Shiloh’s arm lazily until the world finally faded to black.