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CONTENT WARNING: SPICY! (Like, it's mostly spice, I'm so sorry sex repulsed folks! You can read up until they land in Paradise.) Tail play, anal play, biting, mirrors... I went for it. 

I had to write this while sitting in my parents' dining room because the pest guy was downstairs, so I tried to counteract the mental block of trying to write hot demon sex while in eyesight of my parents with music. I listened to the "Get Railed" playlist I found on Spotify for way too long, and specifically Closer by Nine Inch Nails probably way too many times. As usual, I have no idea if this sexy scene is any good, or if it holds up to the first one, but I'm hoping the power of NIN will carry me through. 

I'm also still combating the migraine cycle, so if this is just badly written and involves too many limbs I'm blaming the medication. (Jk, I take full responsibility for my actions, but the meds make things interesting). 

Please don't make this weird. 

As always, I appreciate ALL comments and critiques! This chapter is definitely a bit more extreme than most sex scenes I think, though as a hardcore romance reader my gauge for that is admittedly skewed. 

Enjoy! (I hope!)

Jaysea 

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Comments

Halli Pollick

I literally paused rewatching the new episodes to come read this. Thanks!

Jennie

I cannot wait to read this!!! Your writing is PHENOMENAL and I have no doubts it will be just as amazing as the previous chapters!

mia

the line at the end of page 7. OMG??

Anij Walker

That was gloriously filthy, and I loved every minute of it!!

Eldritch_Spook

Lily is in trooouble~ loved every second of this!

Trish Ramey

Hot damn!!❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Kristiane Laucht

My sister just handed me her child halfway through this chapter, are you kidding me?! I am not in the headspace for child care dammit!

Harley Baker

🥵🥵🥵 Ooooh, yes PLEASE Incredibly written, especially with the consideration of any migraine-induced brain fog

Debra Cimabue

As always, fantastic! I don’t think I want you to edit this down to publish. I’m still waiting to find out how they learn that Lily can give up her ability to reincarnate. Looking forward to Greg and Penny’s story!

Mark

Well, all I can say is "Oh, myyyyyyyy." You can definitely write! If I smoked, I'd need a cigarette right about now. Wow.

Kori

I can’t imagine writing that in view of my parents… omg so good!

Ashley Poindexter

I was already stupid horny because it’s that time of the month…this just made it SO MUCH WORSE. THANK YOU. First thing I said when my honey asked what this chapter was, “smut. Pure filthy smut & I’m ready to jump you over it.”

Peter Psareas

Typed this but I don’t see it so a

Peter Psareas

Third try. Now I’m finally home. Perfect. I was kinda waiting for Sharkie to walk in

Jennie

One edit: page 12. You wrote “the” instead of “then bit her shoulder”. Other than that, holy fuck. I didn’t want this chapter to end! You surpassed any expectations I may have had. I adore your series and your book. I can’t wait to see what else you have in store for us.. don’t mind me. I’m gonna read it again now 🙈🥵 Side note: PLEASE DO NOT CUT IT SHORT! I NEED THIS BEEFCAKE IN A HARD COVER COPY! It will be my most prized possession when you finally publish!

Peter Psareas

The scene was a natural evolution of the story. The worry, the relief, the healing the waiting. It fit perfectly into the story. That includes Bel being proud of his warrior princess

Thomas Forrest

Wow!! Absolutely loved that! For some reason, despite all of the delicious smut, the only things that I can think to mention in this comment are the pure emotion and love in the “Now I’m really home”, and my hope that Carl understood what was going to happen, and had a way to escape the situation and find a way to give the lovers their privacy 😂 Can’t wait for what’s next!

Carrissa Schauer

DAMN!! That was awesome! Idk how you just casually wrote that at your parents kitchen table, but I'm impressed!!

Jennie

I fully agree! And I will pay ANYTHING for it to be as long as necessary

Joedraj22

Trying to wind down after a little adrenaline dump, I see that a new chapter is posted with a warning. Well... change of plans. Excellent as always. #PublishTheBeefcake

Audie Lee

I told my wife there was an update with a spicy warning and I was excited to read it and they just went and grabbed a bottle of water out of the fridge. Top tier. 😂😂😂 The mirror??? Good shit. Claws? Good shit. Mild bratting? Good shit. 10/10 lesbian approved.

La Tricia Ransom aka OlivenBoo

SPICY?! Woman, that was off the Scoville scale!!! I haven’t read monster romance/erotica before. Didn’t know I was interested in the genre before discovering Hells Belles. Still unsure if I’m interested in it outside of HB! But tails — whew chile! You are one hell of a writer (see what I did there?😉🙃), and I’m more than a little happy to be along for the ride! Hope the changing-season-triggered migraines end soon (assuming that’s the cause like at my house).

Charlie T

god what a terrible day to be single

Embeth Arreyn

My poor husband. He's not going to get to sleep tonight. Thank you for posting these on weekends, so we can sleep in tomorrow morning after what I'm about to do to him.

Tempest

I have no words to describe how I am feeling though hot, tingling and out of breath from my heart racing so fast are some. My lovely you are just spectacularly glorious. Your writing is amazing, from the full 5 tissue boxes bawling in the beginning of your story to this triathlon of emotions at the end of this chapter. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for letting me (and the rest of us) be able to read your story. Thank you so so much. I hope, if you’re up for it, that you don’t edit anything out and keep this as a big fat book. It is spectacular beautiful in its entirety at the moment. Again, thank you so so much for this gift especially when you had to write this chapter with a straight face around your parents that is some SERIOUS skill XD!!

Kali Chamberlain

Universe have mercy! 🙏 Yesss imma need this whole beefcake of a book when it's published! This was a very much needed chapter for lily and bel! And spicy 🔥🔥🔥🥵🥵🥵🔥🔥🥵 I believe that's more than hell can handle lol 😂 poor Bel good nna put himself back on bed rest with Lily right beside him 😂

melkay31

🥵🥵🥵🔥🔥💚💚💚💚💚💚

LeAnne

🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 gods be damned that was hot

PunisherLuv

absolutely positively hotter than the fires of Hell!! as a member of cretin communities I really appreciate the proper discipline and repeated checking on the receiver if they are ok and still with in the boundaries of the receivers limits and comfort zone both emotionally and physically. Thank you

Christina Marshall

OMG!! I literally had to wake the hubby up for some fun. 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 amazing writing as always.

Michele Williams

Hooollllyy fuck. Just... Yes. All the yes. Also agreed. No edits, please. If you have to split it into two or three, fine, but every bit of this story needs to be there.

Chef Jeff

Wow 345pm Sunday and my coworker just realized I have a pulse thank you JC for that. They came over and read over my shoulder when I chuckled with glee. Luckily I locked the computer but not after 7,8,9 &10. As the only American on this exploration ship by dinner a good chunk will be asking what is For Whom the Belle Tolls.

L T

Please more more of everything this is a great story I love it.

Abigail Seaney

HOLY SHIT GIRL!!!!!! THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!

Figment Lorton

Okay, maybe being 8 hours away from my girlfriend was not the best time to read this on fire chapter! 🔥 Definitely going to need a reread. 😁😁😁

Zoe Hoychick

Oh my gosh🥵 these just get spicier and spicier and I’m here for it 😂🫶

Thornblade

My wife and I say thank you, that is all. 🔥❤️

Samantha Johnson

Holy sh*t! That was sooo good! Proper number of limbs and uhhh...appendages, lol.

Kristiane Laucht

Was I a little pissed when my sister and niece interrupted the hottest fucking chapter yet? Yes, but that was quickly soothed by the fact I got to witness my nieces first steps. Now back to the chapter at hand. Holy fucking shit! Bel and Lily are into primal play? Absolutely fucking YES!! Everything, EVERYTHING in this chapter was fucking perfection! Claws, Tail, Mirror!! And Kennedy? That was the first video of yours I ever saw, and I was so not expecting that to end up here, but I love it anyway.

Carrie Brooks

Question before I even get into this- though I have every intention of thoroughly enjoying it! Hold on, something tells me I might need to plug in my buzzy friends first…😈 Anywho, question- I transfer these to kindle because It’s easier to read on my phone. When you finally take this down (according to what you said on a recent live), is it okay if I keep them on kindle for personal reading only? No posting elsewhere or whatnot. I lost another online seriel book that way, then the author decided not to publish and I still mourn the book. (Anyone know if “Kes” by Robin McKinley still exists in some corner of the Internet?) Don’t worry, I’m still buying (multiples of) the FWTBT book. I’ve been supporting you and emotionally invested too long not to! Seeing your writing grow and improve dramatically and your equally dramatic growth as a person is an honor and privilege to watch. I, like so many others have found healing and growth as you have by sharing your stories with us. I’m a Penny/Ruggy combo, especially the early days of “I deserve good things”. Btw, head cannon is that Penny is fully as scary as Judy, and only lacks some life experience for her wisdom level. To wrap up this overly long comment, may I put in an early request to be a test reader and then arc reader? Please???? 😎 As always, you are a wonder, Jaysea. Carrie B

Levi

I’m so reading this when I get home

Nicola Allison

🔥🔥🔥 15/10 We definitely need an unedited version of this as well as the finalised one! The end of page 7🔥🥵 Tiny editing point on page 12: 3rd paragraph, there’s a typo (my brain went to ‘the bite’ but it could also be ‘then bit’) and there was one line on the 3rd last paragraph were I paused on the reread because I wasn’t sure if the angles matched up (would have thought it was a$$ but I’m maybe underestimating size and swing 🫣)

Tzwaenia.fox

What a way to start a Sunday... That was fucking perfect 🔥🔥🔥

Emily Barteaux

Can we get a spin off of short stories that are just this chapter in various locations, positions, etc lol because Holy moly!! ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Esme Garcia

🥵🥵🥵🥵 holy shit this chapter was fucking hot. I’m seriously tempted to wake up my boyfriend for some fun time

Van Brewer

Very upset you thought of asking that question before me! Also, also #TeamAngel.

Laura P

Girl, keep writing scenes like this and I might end up pregnant with a 4th baby! Hot damn! 🥵

Kira Burnham

HOLY SHIT JAYSEA! Well done, well done.👏👏👏🥵 Everything about this chapter is ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Van Brewer

“Do you smoke after sex? I don’t know, I never checked.” Damn, girl. I mean, DAMN!! And you’re right, writers of erotica are very talented. I’m going to quit saying this is your best chapter ever, instead, I’ll just say you have once again maintained or exceeded an unbelievably high standard of writing. I had thought about the tail thing before, especially with Penny‘s comments on the matter, but you literally took it to places I never really thought of ( *snerk* ) ! Reading the comments, I couldn’t help but think of the smiling author saying “Go! Get sweaty!” Awesomeness in written form. I just don’t think it would be possible to leave any of this literary gold on the cutting room floor. As Anyaet would say, “BEEF!”

Jen

Erm..yes! and well, wow!! 😊

Lena Hanouna

Hehhehehehe, it’s a great start for a Sunday morning. Thanks !

Carrie Brooks

For those of us with religious trauma (me!), It was an abso-fucking-lutely perfect way to start a Sunday 😈

Carrie Brooks

Holy crap on a cracker…🥵 #publishthebeefcake! Though, may I delicately and tactfully suggest that the front 1/2-3/5ths of the book might could benefit from a slightly more robust round of edits and revisions than the latter half? While your writing has been wonderful through the entire book, there was a definite upturn in the quality around then. I am so very proud of you, and thrilled that you are proud of yourself!

HillArias

The more I read this series, the more I hope this is what waits in the afterlife. Great chapter!

Peace, Love & Bubbles!

I was supposed to be getting ready for work but had to read this chapter! 10/10 no regrets!

Regina Winter

What a nice, relaxing read for breakfast on a Sunday.

Veronica Gordon

And that’s how you finish a Sunday 🥵 if only my husband was home haha. My only critic…. Page 13 the who cares with a question mark needs to be a statement, I don’t think it the middle of that she’d be questioning anything. And yes #publishthebeefcake. Another well written chapter you should be proud

Emily Anderson

#PublishTheBeefcake This chapter was amazing! And can I just mention? Many of my favorite book series go over 1000 pages in some of their books. 500 is NOTHING. I love a thick book. And if you have to write this in two parts. Or heck. Write one for Lily and Bel and then write another for Penny and Greg. GO FOR IT! Nothing wrong with a thick book.

MateKa

Holy fuck! I had to put my tablet down 3 times to regain my composure.. Goddamn woman, you have a WONDERFUL way with words, now I just need a Bel for me!

Ellie

Wow! Thank you!

Levi

Oh wow… that was… yeah uhhh that just awoke something in me 👀😈

pidge

Commenting before reading-- idk what meds you're taking but if you haven't already, I'd look into asking your doctor about getting Migraine meds (sumatriptan is what I have) and/or a blood pressure med (Metoprolol is what i take with or without the sumatriptan/ibuprofen/etc). I get migraines and cluster headaches all the time but taking the Metoprolol before I go to bed really knocks the pain on its ass! the sumatriptan is good to take anytime of day :v

KK

Was so tired last night when I began reading it I made it to right to the fingering part and then passed out and let me just say I'm not fully sure starting my day finishing this chapter was the smartest thing ever but I am definitely gonna make some bad choices today but I will love every second of it 🥰😈

Ann Sullivan

Damn, just damn. And that's from a fanfiction reader. 😉

Sarah Holden

Hi, yes quick thought. The line at the end of page 7? I’d go feral. 1000/10

Chandra

‘Closer’ will do it every time. I could almost hear different parts of the song while reading it. 🤌🏾 Jesus f’n Christ this was so good! Reading this at the beginning of the day was a mistake, but it’s also my bday week sooo... 😈 Great work Jaysea!

Carrie Brooks

Having never listened to NIN, I thought it be a fun idea to reread while listening to “Closer” . . . There’s not an emoji for that…

Sean

One. Bel’s reaction to finding out about Lilly’s battle and telling off God was just glorious. Two. With regards to publishing the beefcake. Yes. But I think a natural break would be after Bel is brought back and begins his recovery. I see this as a beginning of an actual series and maybe right before this chapter starting book #2

Kat Brown aka MamaKat

My safe word is Kennedy. Only one error. I think it was a comma. Kicked A and took names as usual. Soooo Duology for the prequel?

Sarah

Omg not the smartest way to start my day as a single mom of 3 but I have ZERO regrets, u r seriously a very talented writer and watching u grow more confident in ur skills throughout this book has made it that much more exciting of a read!!! Keep going your doing amazing! #publishthebeefcake

Nonakris

Truly loving all the chapters 🔥🔥🔥

Jes Land

All I can say is delicious.

Meg

Only saw one typo, the healer says well sat sir to Lucifer. I’m guessing it should be said? Otherwise freaking phenomenal.

C Williams

I don't care about typos or grammar. That was 🔥 and a great way to spend a lunchbreak.

Dawn Shelly

I definitely think you need to keep every chapter and publish an entire series starting from here and moving forward. Please don’t cut anything!

Allison Beattie

Well... Ahem... I just have one question. WHY DOESN'T MY FIANCE HAVE A TAIL???!!! 😭😭👍👍👍

BrittanyBarnes

🥵🥵when Bel asked if she knew he loved her and was proud of her then said he’s gonna fuck her like he doesn’t 🫠

La Yuca Mala

Personally, I love the Asking Alexandria cover of Closer.

SeaYaLater

I 1000% agree! It had been years since I’d done any long form writing before this so I was rusty af, first half will ABSOLUTELY require a hefty rewrite!

Oleafiya Thorn

I..um... didn't know it did that.. ✨️🌟

Kitty

Hot DAMN Also? The spot where they learn Bel is alive might be a good place to be the end of a first of X novels in the prequel series

Cryptid Mak

Thank you so much for including prep. So many people don't and it kills me every time 🙃

Anna Warren

Loved it, and appreciate the time to exit note for the spice, next time I’m in the mood it will definitely give it a taste

Anthea ✨

Oh lord have mercy that was SPICY

JustSurvibing

......well um....yes just yess.. .. .....yup..... yeah......mhmmm....mmm....um....yeah

Rian Domi

I would just like to say you are the first ever person I literally created a patreon account just to support and read your work. I’ve been watching the HB series for a bit now recently rewatched all of it and found out that there was a prequel story posted on AO3. Naturally I went and read it and by the gods I was hooked. I already loved the universe in the series but seeing it more fleshed out in written form has been a wonder. #publishthebeefcake And honestly reading this has sparked me to write again after quite a long time of not. And yes very spicy. But I quite like spicy food 🌶️😉

Belinda Millar

My parents interrupted me multiple times trying to read this 🤦‍♀️ so good, I’m going to have to read this again when I can use my battery operated tools and not be interrupted 😂

AJ

Closer by NIN is absolutely one of the best get railed songs holy shit 😂

Caderyn Siannodel

I really enjoyed up until they got to Paradise. You write really well, I’m just team Sharkie when it comes to the no pants dance. Especially F/M no pants dance.

Jordan Yeager

Oh I thought she was talking to bel saying he did a good job staying still for his exam but she just spoke kinda old timey lol

Nicole M

This was great. I definitely think this should be a series instead of cutting anything. I would save a whole bookshelf for it.

Lorkogai

This.was really really good

Lorkogai

I read a lot of romance and I loved the tail play. Most stories shy away from anal and I thought this was super hot.

Tabitha

This was phenomenal. I don't think any of this needs to be cut, there is nothing wrong with a thick book. Publishthebeefcake! On a serious note, I also wanted to tell you how much HB and FWTBT has given me a wonderful and much needed escape in an overly stressful time. I'm sure that many others feel this way. Thank you for everything, Jaysea! You rock!

Lesly

Drop the playlist Jaysea

Leia Wilson

WOW!!!! That read was amazing!

Cassandra

I’m all caught up and need this in my bookshelf like yesterday. I am seeing comments about not cutting anything out and I wholeheartedly agree, don’t cut anything. It’s absolutely perfect the way it is. 😍

Amber Chisholm

Just did my second read of the chapter. I say #publushthebeefcake however, it does not matter if you publish the whole thing or not for me. Either way i plan to buy both ebook and physical copy and anything else. This book and series helped me deal with trauma that was undealt with and majorly helped mine and my hubbys marriage. I also currently have every hells bells sticker in my cart of goblin grimms shop! I want to support it all cuz it is amazing.

arieslaura Osborne

I should not have read that at work lol!!! 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 But it was fantastic. Might have to reread that later!! 😂😂😂

angela dawn

As someone who's spent years reading smut in both book and fanfic form I can confidently say 1. it makes sense and 2. is not the most extreme I've ever read.... though I have been reading smut for years so maybe my baseline is skewed too haha. Your writing is so compelling and flows. I never wonder what you're describing or how a pose is ment to be, ypu have such a gift for painting a picture with words. I always think your chapters are too short only because I inhale your work so quickly so please, please, please don't cut anything when you decide to make a book. Absolutely loved this and I can't wait for the next chapter! ❤️

Sara Jayne

I Hope it will make you smile to know that I read this without changing expression on the bus but my husband got one line into ✨the spice✨ and spit ramen across the table

Phil Mangefrida

Were you able to transfer the volumes of the TikTok videos to YouTube yet?

WitlessWonder1327

Bel just makes me think of the song "ashes" by stellar.

Carrie Brooks

I assumed the same thing. But maybe that’s from reading so many fantasy books with healers and what it’s like to be worked on by them.

Jennifer Cathren

🔥🔥🔥🔥 that’s all I can say omg!!!! More please! Also don’t cut anything out I love your work!

Maryann

Best yet, by far! Just….so good. I have no words. 🥵😍😍😍😍

Jackson Simeone

Holy Shit!! I was finally able to read this without interruption and god damn!! #publishthebeefcake! I need this book on my bookshelf

Sarah Darrow

I'm so glad I waited until I could read the whole chapter. I was blown away with the battle chapter, but this one is so good! I really can't tell which was my favorite. I'm so obsessed!

Kat

So hot!! Plus a genuine response by Bel. I love them so much. I can’t wait for more Lily and Greg bonding!

Shawnee904

Well damn. That was 🔥🔥🔥🔥. Good thing I'm on my desktop or I would have dropped my laptop when Bell mentioned his tail! That was in my top 5 of spicy scenes ever. Excellent job!

Monique

Omg 🥵🥵🥵

Aj Hawkins

Ma’am that was 🔥😈

Carla

That...was the hottest scene I've ever read. Hot freaking damn. Where is the sweating emoji when I need it...

Dani

🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

Barbara Marcotte

As someone whose perspective on smut has changed over the years, I have to say you wrote the scene quite well. Depending on the author, I tend to skip over sex scenes, but a well-written one gets my attention. I read every word of yours. I love this story.

Samantha Pare

HOLY Fuck.... I'll be in my bunk...

Eva

Lordie lord. Could you point us to the playlist? I wanna reread while listening to it, I reckon.

Ben Brown

I don't know what defines an expert erotic author, but gods be damned you're good!!!